Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun Sep 14, 2014 12:44 pm

MANIC!!!! :D
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Fri Sep 19, 2014 8:03 pm

I want to die.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Akor » Fri Sep 26, 2014 1:58 am

@Spidey, :1hug:

Right now I feel, like I'm falling backwards, unsafe and just not right.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Wed Oct 01, 2014 10:03 pm

a bit nervy but glad to have sorted some things out
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"I am haunted by humans."
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"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Oct 03, 2014 9:28 am

Unwanted
Bullied


(both in reference to my mother and family)
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Mon Oct 06, 2014 9:00 pm

sick
jumpy
on edge
triggered
angry

does this ever go away?
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Mon Oct 06, 2014 11:52 pm

horrible
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Akor » Wed Oct 08, 2014 11:40 pm

right now, like i can do anything. I feel amazing and cant even sit still
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Wed Oct 15, 2014 9:31 pm

vulnerable
sad
useless
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Sat Oct 18, 2014 1:04 am

Anxious, shy, shaky.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Wed Oct 22, 2014 2:59 am

When you do not forget your fear, you learn to always be on your guard, always look behind you, and NRVER. TRUST. ANYONE. I need to remember this, remember my fear.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Thu Nov 27, 2014 10:43 pm

feel like laughing, singing and crying all at the same time.... Confused :oconf:
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Fri Nov 28, 2014 10:25 pm

frustrated....
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
:1hug3: :1hugs: :1hug3:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Mon Dec 08, 2014 4:41 am

A bit anxious, regretful, numb. Wishing I could erase myself.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by tkdtiger » Tue Dec 09, 2014 12:10 am

Anxious, annoyed, yet proud about work as well as worried
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Spidey » Sat Dec 13, 2014 5:37 am

Hurt, but unsurprised.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Wed Dec 17, 2014 5:18 am

Hurt. So hurt.
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed Dec 17, 2014 11:21 am

^ :1hug: :1soothe:



:1grhug: :1hugs:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Mon Dec 22, 2014 10:39 pm

Itchy

(mosquito bites >.< )
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by tkdtiger » Tue Dec 23, 2014 1:48 am

Pissed off
Anxious
Shaky
Like I'm not worth the time or effort
Like I want to hurt myself or die
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