Things Left Unsaid *LA* v. 6

[TheRockingHorse]

I really really really miss you.

[Just Pomegranates]

Seriously, fuck off and go home if you're just gonna be snarly and mopey. I don't wanna deal with your relationship woes and have you taking your anger/frustration out on me. If you can't deal with being in a relationship then don't get yourself into one.





My weight and my personal finances are none of your godamn business and I'd appreciate you keep your beak out of it. I don't give a shit if you're my mother's 'friend', those kinda comments are none of your business and not your place to say anything about. I know I need to lose some weight but, frankly, you need to lose a hell of a lot more then I do. And sorry we don't all have half-million-a-year salaries and are only poor students that can't afford to pay the same amount of rent that your kids might be paying. It's not your place, or fair, to compare circumstances and gossip about it and I will damn well tell you so to your face if I hear about any bullshit like that again, bitch.

[Jamas]

[Butterfly.]

Could you not see that, the content and you, were pushing me too far? That it was too confronting, and it started pushing me over the edge and I was starting to shut down?
Given your position, and the fact it was a one-on-one, you might have noticed that and taken a step back.
It just made everything, all the more, worse.

[roseleaf]

You didn't bother to ask me how I was. Half the time I didn't have a clue what the fuck you were talking about. I tried my best to be supportive like I always do and then you threw it back in my face. I'm fed up with you. All you do is bloody complain.

[noldo]

I feel invisible. I don't really get it. What did I do wrong? Feels terrible, esp when I need it.

[roseleaf]

I wish I could have the courage to tell you how I really feel.

[BlueBelle]

You stupid stupid stupid idiot!!! wtf did you do. why did you die. why did you leave. was it accident or intended. either way you caused it. stupid. Why did you leave. you should be here to deal with all this shit. not me.
wish you were here so I could scream at you.

I miss you

[Butterfly.]

I have never felt so alone...

[[iamacliche]]

you just don't care anymore.

[TheRockingHorse]

When I told you I was okay, that was a lie. I am not okay. And you can't be here for me and I know that but it doesn't make it suck any less. I just want you here, I want you hugging me, telling me it will all be okay. But it's just not. I miss you and I hope you really believed me when I told you I am trying my very best.

[roseleaf]

Stop telling me I'm strong and can cope. It doesn't help. It just makes me feel more desperate.

[Butterfly.]

Seriously, what is your problem? You don't give any reasons, you can't back up why you act like this. You just expect me to just put up with it. This is part of the reason I moved out to start with.
Fuck you.

[PokemonGeek]

Why do you hate me and refuse to even talk to me? I helped you when you needed it most and you even promised me that you wouldn't abandon me like everyone else seem to do. You were my only friend that I had that wasn't on the internet. The only friend I had that made me feel less pathetic and actually normal. I even let you come into my apartment whenever you wanted which is a VERY hard thing for me to do! You were the only person who I felt comfortable having inside my home. Now the only "friends" I have are strangers on the internet and plastic. I've hit rock bottom in terms of a social life once again and can never escape from it. Since you abandoned me, I have no friends and only find comfort from electronics when I'm not working with my dad. Promises may not mean much to you but to me they are everything....

[Jamas]

You can get the fuck out of my house now.

[Spidey]

I wish it were him.

[Annybelly]

I turned down a fucking trip to one of the most beautiful parts of France to do that with you, my favourite country in the world with one of my best friends in the entire world for 2 glorious weeks, a trip that my family couldn't afford to do like that, a trip I won't get the chance to do myself for a long time. I turned it down because I knew my loyalty to our prior commitment took priority. So yes, I would fucking mind if you bailed on me for that commitment because it was more convenient for you to do that! I made a fucking huge sacrifice and it pisses me off that you don't appreciate that. Don't tell me to calm down. Fuck off.

[TheRockingHorse]

Why would you feel privileged to be working with me? I want to ask what you mean by that but that would be attention seeking... right?

[treasure]

"always having headphones on", sure Y, did you notice that i first started putting them on when you were ranting and talking to someone *next to me* about your parents' disgusting health problems? did you notice i still answer your q's when i have them on because the music is only on loud enough to distract me from you, not loud enough to block out noise? of course not! you don't understand anxiety. you got told that i prefer quiet and somehow jumped to customers being a problem but your noise and ranting not being an issue. it's not even noise specifically, it's people that make me anxious and i have to spend work days cooped up in a claustrophobic-ly small room with you all day! your thoughtlessness makes me feel sick. you say almost daily that employees are the worst, how do you not realise that i'm an employee and you're repeating that you don't have any respect for me at all? you fucking deserve to go out of business, you stupid c**t.

(i wasn't going to swear and then i went all out. it fits my thoughts, i really really don't like Y, and i guess i'm more angry than i thought)

[noldo]

I wish you would once, just once put my need over yours. I never asked this of you and I put yours over mine most times. Is it really that hard?