Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by TheRockingHorse » Tue Aug 13, 2013 9:18 pm

Exhausted, teetering on the edge of a total meltdown
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Wed Aug 14, 2013 9:26 pm

Insignificant, in the way, and totally useless.
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Post by TheRockingHorse » Mon Aug 19, 2013 7:11 am

Nervous nervous nervous :yuck:
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Mon Aug 19, 2013 7:50 am

Tired and would really love a cookie right about now.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Mon Aug 19, 2013 8:34 am

Tired :morning:
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

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Post by Birdie » Tue Aug 20, 2013 1:48 am

A bit apprehensive. And scatterbrained, as per usual. :tongue:
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Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sat Aug 24, 2013 9:49 pm

Crushed and miserable.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Sun Aug 25, 2013 8:47 pm

Just a lil lonely :(
:bfly: If nothing ever changed, there'd be no butterflies :bfly:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Sun Aug 25, 2013 10:58 pm

Grateful, but pretty humiliated. Guilty. Kind of scared....
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Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by TheRockingHorse » Wed Aug 28, 2013 12:46 am

Overwhelmed. Like a failure when I haven't even started yet.
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed Aug 28, 2013 1:55 am

^ :1hug: :1soothe:



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sat Aug 31, 2013 8:07 pm

like a blubbering idiot.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Post by PokemonGeek » Tue Sep 03, 2013 11:12 am

A failure. I posted the link to my petition on another forum because after q month, I only have three sigs on it. One person on the second site I posted the link missed the point and doesn't understand WHY I cannot let these people die. The reason is I know for a fact Jen HATED the death penalty and would NEVER wish it on ANYONE no matter HOW horrible the crime. It just wasn't in her nature. I should just give up and live with the guilt that I let Jen down because I was unable to make others aware of what she would have wanted. A COMPLETE failure....
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I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Sep 05, 2013 2:59 pm

Tired and in pain from being so busy, but still that life is good
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun Sep 08, 2013 7:19 am

Tired and impatient
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Tue Sep 10, 2013 6:23 am

Like I'm just going down and down into a deeper and deeper hole of my own making... :yuck:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Sep 10, 2013 6:24 am

^ :1hug: :1soothe:


Tired :1yawn:
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Tue Sep 10, 2013 6:29 am

Simultaneously accomplished and like a total slacker :oturq: :roll:
My place:
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Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Thu Sep 12, 2013 9:35 am

Very very wobbly.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by TheRockingHorse » Tue Sep 17, 2013 4:57 am

Nervous, scared to trust
I said to the sun, tell me about the Big Bang
The sun said, 'It hurts to become.'

Andrea Gibson

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