Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sat Mar 16, 2013 7:07 pm

Worthless.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sun Mar 17, 2013 2:10 am

Miserable. Stupid. Horrible. Useless. Urgy.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sun Mar 17, 2013 10:11 pm

Thank you, Mareike. :1couch:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun Mar 17, 2013 10:47 pm

Bit sickly :-?
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sun Mar 17, 2013 11:25 pm

Offers tea to Saint Jimmy. :java:

Sits with roseleaf and offers hope for safety and security. :1couch:

Offers a virtual parasol for meadow14, to shield against mortification. :grain:

Offers encouragement to Lofticries. :bonsai:

Offers community to PokemonGeek. :1grhug:

Wishes wisdom and clear-headed decisionmaking for Dandelion. :1remind:

Offers strength and hope to rettahdam. :1beaming1:

Offers comfort to Paws. :1soothe: (if OK).

Wishes help, hope and support for all of us on this thread. Thank you for helping me here. :1hugs:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Dandelion » Tue Mar 19, 2013 5:01 am

Worn out and lost.
Let's show them all how it's done, let's do it all imperfectly.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Wed Mar 20, 2013 11:09 pm

^ :1cat: Wishes respite to Dandelion.

Right now, I feel exhausted. :morning:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Thu Mar 21, 2013 12:22 am

So tired. :morning:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by nisi » Fri Mar 22, 2013 10:23 am

Like, even though things aren't really good, that I might just be heading in the right direction, and maybe this struggle time is all about getting me to something that I need to sustain my wellbeing.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri Mar 22, 2013 5:25 pm

Relieved, sad, scared, anxious, humorous, embarrassed, frazzled, sorry, happy to be here, exhausted, wide-awake, tense, jittery, worn out, queasy, tight shoulders, nervous, unsure, hopeful, sad, friendly, grateful, tense, unsure, sad, regretful, sharp pain in stomach (from coffee), trouble swallowing, soreness at the base of the throat, sinuses stuffed up, twinge in middle back, happy, hopeful, sad, scared, anxious, frightened, OK, nervous, embarrassed, sad, frustrated with myself, tense, aggravated, frustrated, embarrassed, mad at myself, annoyed, glad... :-? :oops: :o :olol: :blfrwn: :oconf: (grrr) :morning: :puppydogeyes: :crazyeyes: :turn-l: :argggh: :sconf: :yuck: :roll: :tongue: :-?

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Mar 23, 2013 5:06 am

Sad :(
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Sun Mar 24, 2013 12:52 am

Hopeless and horrible.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lofticries » Mon Mar 25, 2013 12:38 am

Numb, washed out.
Dry your smoke-stung eyes so you can see the light. Staring at the sky watching stars collide.


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Wed Mar 27, 2013 6:13 pm

Anxious and sad. :shakehead:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Fri Mar 29, 2013 10:21 pm

Confused and afraid and I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate myself. There is no one more stupid, stupid and idiotic and helpless in the world.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sat Mar 30, 2013 10:35 am

roseleaf wrote:Confused and afraid and I hate, hate, hate, hate, hate myself. There is no one more stupid, stupid and idiotic and helpless in the world.
:1hug: :1soothe: if okay and I very much disagree with the last bit of that in particular. Rose is a lovely, caring, intelligent person. :star:




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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by roseleaf » Mon Apr 01, 2013 12:46 am

Thank you, Saint Jimmy. :blush:

Feel still crappy and... :bag:
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
~Rainer Maria Rilke

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Paws » Wed Apr 03, 2013 10:59 pm

Like I really want to tell some people exactly what I think of them...

Like it would be nice to not have to get up in the morning...

Like I am one selfish horrible bitch...
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed Apr 10, 2013 7:56 am

Frustrated
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

“The shark that does not swim, drowns.” - Russian Proverb

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Apr 12, 2013 2:11 am

sick

anxious

exhausted

hopeless

blue
I am a poor freezingly cold soul
So far from where
I intended to go
Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
Seasick Yet Still Docked by Morrissey

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