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tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Nov 05, 2012 11:46 am

I deserve better than what you're giving right now, but i'm too scared to tell you
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Post by Just Pomegranates » Mon Nov 12, 2012 1:14 am

I switch between feeling invisible or like an complete idiot again on the places that are/have been my greatest forms of support and tons of urges to disappear. Why do I always do that? It's depressing. :bsad:
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Post by secret_writer » Wed Nov 14, 2012 7:07 am

  • I have the biggest crush on you, and it's getting harder to pretend that I don't with each passing day.
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Post by PokemonGeek » Wed Nov 14, 2012 1:04 pm

I want you SOOOOOOOOOOOOO badly that you are all I can basically think about but if I tell you, you may not want to be around me anymore.... :cry:
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Post by Kaleb » Thu Dec 06, 2012 11:59 pm

I really need someone to talk to tonight, I'm practically at breaking point......But I'm all alone, my friends, they wont talk to me.... not anymore, I'm hopelessly lost.
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Post by noldo » Sun Dec 09, 2012 12:48 am

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Post by elizabethpoe31 » Sun Dec 09, 2012 6:50 pm

Want to be intimate w my BF, but my body seems to disagree and is rebelling... :(
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Post by elizabethpoe31 » Sun Dec 09, 2012 6:59 pm

Frustrated, can't focus, and just kinda wanna cry. But I'm in the library. And that would just kinda be awkward...
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Post by zyn » Sun Dec 09, 2012 9:11 pm

I think we'd be pretty awesome flatmates, making socially awkward the new cool.
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Post by mande » Mon Dec 10, 2012 1:55 am

I think I'm done with "being well."
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Post by RG » Wed Jan 02, 2013 7:24 am

I just want someone to hold me, to save me, to protect me...
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Post by zyn » Wed Jan 02, 2013 6:04 pm

Technically...you were my New Years kiss. You replied to my text very quickly and signed it with an x for the first time. That counts in my world.
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Post by Tori » Sat Jan 05, 2013 9:32 pm

I'm lonely beyond words.
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Post by elizabethpoe31 » Mon Jan 21, 2013 2:21 am

I know logically his first priority has to be his recovery from alcoholism, but I really want it to be me. Recovery is pretty much forever ongoing, but now that I "have" someone, I'd like to be first in his life for once.
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Post by meadow14 » Tue Jan 22, 2013 12:29 am

I would feel no grief if my mother died.
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Post by zyn » Thu Jan 24, 2013 11:05 pm

I'm sorry
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Post by blueberry » Fri Jan 25, 2013 7:56 am

I may be angry and hurt by your words and actions, but the only one I really hate is me
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Post by roseleaf » Fri Jan 25, 2013 9:38 pm

I want to stop trying.
For among these winters there is one so endlessly winter
that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Post by meadow14 » Sat Jan 26, 2013 12:47 am

I want to put an end to my story.
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Post by zyn » Mon Jan 28, 2013 10:50 pm

I really really really really miss you.
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