Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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I wish that sometimes people would just see me. I want you so bad to care, to call, to say hi. I feel so alone when I am not reaching out in crisis. Please just see me, anybody, I dont care who...
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I don't want you to leave me alone, but you do and you'll continue to do so.
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You are a fucking dick head, you're an asshole, you can't do your job competently, you suck as a doctor and you didn't really give a fuck about me. You belittled me, you intimated me, disrespected me, made me feel unsafe and left me in a complete state for other patients to deal with. You think your good at what you do but you fucking suck mate. I wish I had never, ever meet you. I can't believe you kicked me out of hospital because I was too em emotionally unstable. THAT'S WHAT HOSPITAL IS THERE FOR! I can't get over you sent a severely suicide driven person home. I can't believe you kicked me out of this hospital. I hate you. I hope karma comes to bite you on the ass. You deserve it. You fucking deserve shit. No wonder patient hates you!!!!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I am not a wife. I am June fucking Cleaver.
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It hurt me when you told me that I was being rude. It's your job to be there for students, I think you need to look at your job description again. And I'm really annoyed that you can't seem to see how hard I am trying to open up to you. I don't approach someone just to annoy them or to ruin their day. Why can't I tell you this to your face? Maybe because you don't give me enough time to be able make myself speak...
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No. No, I am not okay.
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that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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I think you are being a barstard, but I don't tell you that... So why do you feel the need to tell me when I make a mistake?
"Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you,
friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."
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Where the fuck are you when I need you? Jeez.
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"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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I wish you would kiss me.
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Yes I AM suicidal and WANT to die. But you would never understand this and I don't want to worry you.
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Wow, newsflash, the world doesn't revolve around you.
Just because you can't do both a Halloween thing and a formal, doesn't mean the REST of us can only do one or the other, fuck.
Just because you can't do both a Halloween thing and a formal, doesn't mean the REST of us can only do one or the other, fuck.
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Bring me flowers you prick !! I had your baby, i'm taking care of our home and i go out of my way to do nice things for you, bring me some fucking flowers !! I know i said when we started dating that i didn't need flowers, and i've put up with getting flowers once a year since then, but what the fuck are you thinking? That you don't need to make any fucking effort or gestures to show me that you appreciate me? You don't think it's tough to be taking care of our son and home and be studying for two classes at the same time? You don't think that maybe, just maybe i might like it if you told me you were proud of me, or thought i was doing a good job? I spent the last six months taking care of our son and you while you finished your thesis and started your new job, and you didn't think to maybe say 'thank you'? Well do it !! WITH SOME FUCKING FLOWERS !!! Right fucking now !! I'm so fucking pissed at you and your fucking attitude of 'could you just do this and that today, that'd be great', yeah, i'll do everything cause i have nothing to do all day, right? Well if i do it i'd like a fucking 'thank you' every now and again!! Maybe how about you try and get home from work on time for a change and do those things your-fucking-self ? Oh, and BRING ME SOME FUCKING FLOWERS !!! YES IT MATTERS!!
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I really need YOU to take care of me even when that means drastic measures cause I can't do it on my own.
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You miss me?
Here's a thought then.... try fucking talking to me!!
Here's a thought then.... try fucking talking to me!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I still love you. Even though you have ruined so much for me. I don't know what you're doing, but I wish all the best for you. I'll never forget you. I'll always love you.
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I haven't went out of my way to talk to you in like 2 years. Can't you take a fucking hint already? I.do.want.to.talk.to.you.anymore.
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No.No.No.No!
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As much as I miss Brooklyn, there is not a place in the world I'd rather be than by your side.
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Goodbye. It could have been so good, but ended so bad. I will never forget our summer together
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