Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by RG » Mon Oct 01, 2012 12:13 am

I wish that sometimes people would just see me. I want you so bad to care, to call, to say hi. I feel so alone when I am not reaching out in crisis. Please just see me, anybody, I dont care who...

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Thu Oct 04, 2012 10:15 am

I don't want you to leave me alone, but you do and you'll continue to do so.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Thu Oct 04, 2012 11:16 am

You are a fucking dick head, you're an asshole, you can't do your job competently, you suck as a doctor and you didn't really give a fuck about me. You belittled me, you intimated me, disrespected me, made me feel unsafe and left me in a complete state for other patients to deal with. You think your good at what you do but you fucking suck mate. I wish I had never, ever meet you. I can't believe you kicked me out of hospital because I was too em emotionally unstable. THAT'S WHAT HOSPITAL IS THERE FOR! I can't get over you sent a severely suicide driven person home. I can't believe you kicked me out of this hospital. I hate you. I hope karma comes to bite you on the ass. You deserve it. You fucking deserve shit. No wonder patient hates you!!!!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Jamas » Sun Oct 07, 2012 1:27 am

I am not a wife. I am June fucking Cleaver. :shakehead:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sun Oct 14, 2012 10:44 am

It hurt me when you told me that I was being rude. It's your job to be there for students, I think you need to look at your job description again. And I'm really annoyed that you can't seem to see how hard I am trying to open up to you. I don't approach someone just to annoy them or to ruin their day. Why can't I tell you this to your face? Maybe because you don't give me enough time to be able make myself speak...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by roseleaf » Tue Oct 16, 2012 5:46 pm

No. No, I am not okay.
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that only by wintering through it all will your heart survive.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sat Oct 20, 2012 11:49 am

I think you are being a barstard, but I don't tell you that... So why do you feel the need to tell me when I make a mistake?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sat Oct 20, 2012 8:29 pm

Where the fuck are you when I need you? Jeez.
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Post by noldo » Thu Oct 25, 2012 11:59 pm

I wish you would kiss me.
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Post by noldo » Sat Oct 27, 2012 3:22 am

Yes I AM suicidal and WANT to die. But you would never understand this and I don't want to worry you.
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Post by capricorn » Sat Oct 27, 2012 1:19 pm

Wow, newsflash, the world doesn't revolve around you.
Just because you can't do both a Halloween thing and a formal, doesn't mean the REST of us can only do one or the other, fuck.
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Post by Jamas » Sun Oct 28, 2012 4:34 am

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Quiet little Angel » Mon Nov 05, 2012 12:02 pm

Bring me flowers you prick !! I had your baby, i'm taking care of our home and i go out of my way to do nice things for you, bring me some fucking flowers !! I know i said when we started dating that i didn't need flowers, and i've put up with getting flowers once a year since then, but what the fuck are you thinking? That you don't need to make any fucking effort or gestures to show me that you appreciate me? You don't think it's tough to be taking care of our son and home and be studying for two classes at the same time? You don't think that maybe, just maybe i might like it if you told me you were proud of me, or thought i was doing a good job? I spent the last six months taking care of our son and you while you finished your thesis and started your new job, and you didn't think to maybe say 'thank you'? Well do it !! WITH SOME FUCKING FLOWERS !!! Right fucking now !! I'm so fucking pissed at you and your fucking attitude of 'could you just do this and that today, that'd be great', yeah, i'll do everything cause i have nothing to do all day, right? Well if i do it i'd like a fucking 'thank you' every now and again!! Maybe how about you try and get home from work on time for a change and do those things your-fucking-self ? Oh, and BRING ME SOME FUCKING FLOWERS !!! YES IT MATTERS!!
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Post by noldo » Tue Nov 06, 2012 12:56 am

I really need YOU to take care of me even when that means drastic measures cause I can't do it on my own.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Kaleb » Wed Nov 07, 2012 11:30 pm

You miss me?
Here's a thought then.... try fucking talking to me!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Nov 11, 2012 11:04 am

I still love you. Even though you have ruined so much for me. I don't know what you're doing, but I wish all the best for you. I'll never forget you. I'll always love you.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Nov 13, 2012 6:25 am

I haven't went out of my way to talk to you in like 2 years. Can't you take a fucking hint already? I.do.want.to.talk.to.you.anymore. :omad:
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Post by noldo » Tue Nov 13, 2012 8:53 pm

No.No.No.No!
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Post by mande » Wed Nov 14, 2012 1:52 pm

As much as I miss Brooklyn, there is not a place in the world I'd rather be than by your side.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Nov 25, 2012 8:58 pm

Goodbye. It could have been so good, but ended so bad. I will never forget our summer together :1sunflwr:

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