Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Wed May 30, 2012 10:56 am

^ You're very welcome. And hugs are definitely okay here too. :osmile:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Wed May 30, 2012 8:51 pm

Attacked on another website! Tell me, how is stating my opinion that Natalie Portman is evil and the reasons why I think that way "trolling?!!!"
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I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Wed May 30, 2012 9:04 pm

rettahdam wrote:i don't know why but that made me laugh :oturq:
The thing is I'm SERIOUS! I keep on being called a "troll" just because I stated my reasons why I think she's evil!
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor

‎"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets

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BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD

Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Jun 01, 2012 8:49 am

Jamas wrote:Thank you, rettahdam :1hug: and Saint Jimmy! :1hug: I appreciate your support. :1hugs:
Forgot to reply to this earlier. You are very welcome. :1hug:



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Fri Jun 01, 2012 11:09 am

I feel wired.I took an ativan to try to relax but it didn`t work.I didn`t take my usual bedtime meds because I need to get lots of stuff done.I did try to rest at least but it`s like I`m :silly: So weird.The day before I just kept tearing up.ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Fri Jun 01, 2012 8:52 pm

Very hurt. :shakehead:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Jun 05, 2012 12:59 am

Impatient
Excited
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Tue Jun 05, 2012 3:34 am

[quote="rettahdam"]hey spongebob it is probably not the best to skip meds when you are already wired... only adds to it... i do understand though the feeling behind it of not getting doped up and tired before trying to get lots of stuff done

I think you are right rettahdam.I got stuff done but felt wretched the next day.Honestly I still don`t feel great.I don`t know how I did that before.

Right now I am feeling tired and I have a headache.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Jamas » Sat Jun 09, 2012 4:47 am

Wishing you relief, VerMOZZica. :1cat:

Sounds like something fun is going on, Saint Jimmy! :multi:
rettahdam wrote:jamas sorry to read you are hurting... can my slug sammy come over and cheer you up? seriously though i hope you are feeling better soon... sending lots of love and care your way :heart: :1hug:
Thank you so much, rettahdam. Your slug sammy is welcome my way any time! :1hug: :tslug: I appreciate the words of encouragement.

Right now, I feel unfocused... :oconf: But I know this work is important. It has to get done if I want to pass the bar exam. And I have to pass the bar if I want a legal job. And I have to get a legal job if I want to repay my loans on time. And I have to start repaying my loans on time if I don't want them to all come due at once. And I have to not have all my loans come due at once if... well, I just do! :olol:

Thanks, BUSsers... :1hugs:

-Jamás

p.s. -- I hear that in British, "Give me a buss!" is slang for, "Give me a kiss!" Maybe short for the french word, "Bisou"?

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sat Jun 09, 2012 10:21 pm

Jamas wrote:Wishing you relief, VerMOZZica. :1cat:

Sounds like something fun is going on, Saint Jimmy! :multi:
rettahdam wrote:jamas sorry to read you are hurting... can my slug sammy come over and cheer you up? seriously though i hope you are feeling better soon... sending lots of love and care your way :heart: :1hug:
Thank you so much, rettahdam. Your slug sammy is welcome my way any time! :1hug: :tslug: I appreciate the words of encouragement.

Right now, I feel unfocused... :oconf: But I know this work is important. It has to get done if I want to pass the bar exam. And I have to pass the bar if I want a legal job. And I have to get a legal job if I want to repay my loans on time. And I have to start repaying my loans on time if I don't want them to all come due at once. And I have to not have all my loans come due at once if... well, I just do! :olol:

Thanks, BUSsers... :1hugs:

-Jamás

p.s. -- I hear that in British, "Give me a buss!" is slang for, "Give me a kiss!" Maybe short for the french word, "Bisou"?
Thanks for that Jamas :1grhug: If okay
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sat Jun 09, 2012 10:24 pm

Right now I am feeling tired and still not sleeping that well.What I would do to have a day where I woke up and actually felt rested. :sleeping: :sleeping:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Sun Jun 10, 2012 5:35 am

Ashamed of myself for giving in and si ing.After I had been holding on for so long. :cry: :cry:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Tue Jun 12, 2012 8:33 am

rettahdam wrote:spongebob try not to be too hard on yourself for the si... slips happen whether you are just going for mins or for days si free... please be gentle with yourself and i hope you have taken care of the si...
Thanks rettahdam.I`m trying
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Tue Jun 12, 2012 9:55 am

Jamas wrote:Sounds like something fun is going on, Saint Jimmy! :multi:
I had ordered a new jacket and dress and was antsy/excited for them to get here. :olol:
And I hope things work out with your loan. :1soothe:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Thu Jun 21, 2012 8:35 am

A bit brighter.Got Morrissey tickets.Yay! :1dance: :1dance:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun Jun 24, 2012 12:05 am

^ :disco:


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Finding it difficult not lash out
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Neviah » Mon Jun 25, 2012 6:09 pm

Like i need a kiss and a cuddle and to be told all the things i dont believe about myself..

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:51 pm

Disgusting :blfrwn:
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VerMOZZica » Tue Jun 26, 2012 6:42 am

Like I don`t need to sleep. :oconf:
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So far from where
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Scavenging through life`s very constant lulls
So far from where I`m determined to go
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by musiclady » Tue Jun 26, 2012 7:29 pm

right now i am feeling worthless...started again after 11 years....

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