Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Tue Jun 05, 2012 2:06 pm

Oh for fuck's sake.
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Tue Jun 05, 2012 8:26 pm

That hurt.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by desperateforgrace » Wed Jun 06, 2012 4:28 am

Why do you find ways to keep hurting me even though you aren't even there anymore? I want to love you as a good Christian should , but I can't.
By day I wear a mask of happiness and openness
By night, I cry a flood of tears
Wanting so much to show my real face
And be enshrouded in grace

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Wed Jun 06, 2012 1:23 pm

fuck everything fuck everything fuck everything

I just want to cry

I hate everything
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Fri Jun 08, 2012 8:23 pm

I feel bad for getting annoyed, but it's so irritating. If you don't know the part, don't sing loud, it's pretty simple. When I'm not sure of it, I don't project my voice like that- when you, literally, sing an entire song on one note, it's hard- it prevents me from getting my part right, and throws us all off kilter, because you're singing over the right notes. Just frustrating and irritating.
♥ "Hope. It is the only thing stronger than fear." ♥

♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

♥ "My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." ♥

♥ "I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace." ♥

♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sat Jun 09, 2012 10:29 pm

your attitude has really dissapointed me.. i thought you were different, but maybe you're just like the rest of them after all.. :L
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by JPP » Thu Jun 14, 2012 5:29 am

:snail: The jaws of the beast
are opening wide
So many teeth
and nowhere to hide

I only came on here cos I knew you found it helpful - i kept wanting to hurt myself

I just wish you'd said how you were feeling so we could just hold each other and be close, and then I didnt have to read it on here

I always felt you feeling like this but I never said - Im useless

Even though it hurts I'll never give up cos being without you is worse :snail:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sun Jun 17, 2012 10:42 am

I'm sorry I walked out. I'm sorry that I'm such a pain. I'm sorry you have to waste your time on me. I'm sorry I sent the crummy letter. But most of all... I'm sorry that I allowed myself to trust you so much that I let myself get so hurt.
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friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Jun 17, 2012 9:27 pm

fucking forget it. why the fuck do I bother.
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Descent » Thu Jun 21, 2012 4:19 am

You know what? FUCK you. I know you're my sister but I HATE you. You will never grow up and act your age. I've always felt like the older sibling even though you're 20 years old now. Did you know that your "perfect" little sister has an eating disorder, self harms regularly, thinks about suicide everyday, and doesn't feel worthy of any love or attention? Stop acting like you're so fucking jealous of me just because I get perfect grades. I'm constantly stressed out and upset about something with no way to cope that isn't destructive. Getting good grades isn't worth it, I do it because I feel like I have to, because it's the only thing that makes me feel like less of a failure in life. THAT'S what I wanted to say. And it's what you'll never know.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by JPP » Fri Jun 22, 2012 1:34 am

Just had a friend tell me something Id wished Id heard earlier

He suffered some pretty horrific abuse as a kid and spent years in counselling trying to find a way through

He said some of it helped but some of it did more harm than good

He said that when it came down to it he found that the best medicine you could use is laughter

So heres my contribution:


2 elephants fell off a cliff




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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Just Pomegranates » Fri Jun 22, 2012 1:57 pm

Some days I really wish I could hate you and cut you out of my life.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by ambivalent red » Sat Jun 23, 2012 12:20 pm

20 years ago I should have said "STAY HERE! you took my heart to Hawaii. Come back to me. let me go with you."

Today I would say "why did you take my heart, give it back, the door was left open and I never got closure, I dont think you did either. I will always love you and only wish the best and happiest life for you." :bawl:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sun Jun 24, 2012 5:33 am

I'm sorry I wasted your time on the phone. I should have said what I called to talk about. I know you said to call back today when your next shift is if I wanted to talk.. But I just don't want to waste your time. What am I supposed to do??
Knocking grants you the POWER to achieve all of your greatest dreams!!

"Kindness is often mistaken for softness and let me tell you,
friends, that is a mistake you don't want to make.
Kind people are not born that way, they do not stumble into it,
kind people are forged in fire and darkness and imploding stars,
they have steel cores. Throw a punch and you're going to break your hand.
Kind people are kind because they know firsthand that life isn't."

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Jun 24, 2012 1:12 pm

If we had had that conversation and you took the line I think you were going to ... I'm glad we didn't.
Because I'm sorry, but it's just fucking wrong.
And if you had sat there and defended the view that gay marriage is wrong or that people who think that have some kind of justification besides small minds, I would have lost so much respect for you. And you are amazing, and I would hate that to happen.
So just ftr: I do not believe in the Bible, I am not a Christian. Someone else's beliefs should NOT affect my HUMAN RIGHTS.
You are a beautiful person but STRAIGHT PRIVILEGE fucking hell.
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Post by Neviah » Mon Jun 25, 2012 6:04 pm

When i ask for help at work and you ares sitting doing naff all i expect help and i expect it in a respectful manner. Think on.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by munchalot11 » Sat Jul 07, 2012 8:10 pm

I AM SO SO SO SO SO SICK OF YOU.
you're a dick. and i sure as hell don't know why i put up with it.
you actually make me miserable.
you're the worst communicator i've ever met. you're shit at anything of the sort, and IT IS NOT FAIR

HOW CAN YOU ONLY TELL ME YOURE STAYING AT HER HOUSE TONIGHT?!?!?!?!?!??!

freaking bastard.
i dont care if other people are there. you SHOULD HAVE TOLD ME BEFORE

you have no right to make me feel bad for being upset/angry.


Lets face it, mate, you'd have been gone a long time ago if it wasn't for this freaking festival i paid to go to.

AND I DONT EVEN FREAKING WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm starting to regret feeling bad that I've liked someone else for ages. It's worrying, that i couldn't give a shit. If i could have him, i'd choose him over you ANY day.

Eurgh. Now i feel like a bitch :(
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Post by capricorn » Sun Jul 08, 2012 6:51 pm

you are just a motherfucker. pure and simple.
DO NOT TAKE LIBRARY-GIVEAWAY TEXTBOOKS IRRELEVANT TO YOUR COURSE SO NO ONE ELSE CAN USE THEM AND YOU CAN SELL THEM
IN EXAM TERM
thank you for making it harder for the 10 people ACTUALLY STUDYING that course to revise.
twat.
btw no one likes you.
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xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by ShadowsOnTheMoon » Sun Jul 08, 2012 9:02 pm

I miss you,


that is all.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Thu Jul 12, 2012 4:52 pm

Why the fuck do you think I choose to help her out, and spend my time with her?
Oh, yeah, the fact she sits and listens, holds me when I cries, has kept me alive, cares, gives me time, attention, help, and hugs... You've not chosen to do any of those in years.
Oh, and her kids are gorgeous, and they make me smile. That's why I choose to go over there. I enjoy helping her with that because they're awesome and it makes me happy, and anything I can do to help her is good, because she helps me- she chooses to.

You're my fucking mother. If you didn't want to buy me food, you shouldn't have given birth to me. Sorry, but if you give birth to, and choose to raise, a child you accept responsibility for feeding them until they leave home...

I didn't hear the fucking washing machine beep. It doesn't mean I never help you.
I spent entire days of my fucking study leave hanging the washing out 3 times because I couldn't do it exactly right...

I'm aware I'm a fucking awful daughter. But you know, you've never been much of a mother either. Boom. I said it. What the hell are you going to do? Yell at me, scream? Call me things, say bad things? Hit me?

Oh, my bad. You've already exhausted those options.

Fuck off and leave me alone, please. I can't deal with this anymore.
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♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥

♥ "My thoughts are stars I can't fathom into constellations." ♥

♥ "I lit up like a Christmas tree, Hazel Grace." ♥

♥ "Things haven't always been this bad, therefore, things won't always be this bad." ♥

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