Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zyn » Fri Jan 13, 2012 4:04 pm

I feel okay
I feel productive
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Sun Jan 15, 2012 8:30 pm

:star: Confused
:star: Conflicted
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
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Post by zyn » Sun Jan 15, 2012 8:45 pm

Anxious, stressed, apathetic
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Mon Jan 16, 2012 1:58 am

Calm


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by blueberry » Wed Jan 18, 2012 2:20 am

alone
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Post by Chey » Wed Jan 18, 2012 5:23 pm

tired and lazy


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Post by breathing » Thu Jan 19, 2012 5:15 am

sad
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by blueberry » Sat Jan 21, 2012 9:47 am

lost, invisible, confused

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by styled_wrong » Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:30 am

exhausted
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Sat Jan 21, 2012 4:01 pm

Happy that it has been 5 years since I last SI'd. I stopped doing it and now I vent if something is bothering me to someone. :disco: Also been starting to have a healthier diet by watching what I eat and how much of it. I didn't want to go on some fancy diet where I'd starve myself or purge.
I will survive
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I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Sat Jan 21, 2012 11:49 pm

tired


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Jan 22, 2012 5:35 pm

Somewhere along the lines of utter devestation, just a thousand times worse.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Sun Jan 22, 2012 6:16 pm

thankful for bus, people on bus who are there when I need support and who are there when I just want to have fun conversations too. :heart:


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by PokemonGeek » Mon Jan 23, 2012 12:09 pm

Lonely. Another one of my friends is "engaged" and he's only 20. Why can't I find ANYONE?!!!
I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I'll stay alive
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive
I will survive
~Gloria Gaynor

‎"Maybe you don't need the whole world to love you; maybe you just need one person"
-Kermit the Frog~The Muppets

"Don't pawn your garbage off on me!"~Watchy Watchog (Pokemon Black/White)

BUS Family:
s0_vERY_sCaReD

Somehow the wires uncrossed
The tables were turned
Never knew I had such a lesson to learn
I'm feeling good from my head to my shoes
I know where I'm going and I know what to do
I've tidied up my point of view
I've got a new attitude!
˜Patti LaBelle
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Mon Jan 23, 2012 10:16 pm

Impatient. :-?
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Mon Jan 23, 2012 11:21 pm

tired, cold


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by treasure » Wed Feb 08, 2012 1:26 am

anxious.

:blkstar: after-effect of making a phone call, waiting for someone to ring me back, waiting for a counselling appt to be made.
:blkstar: neighbours making noise that sounds like someone on our property.
:blkstar: waiting for a different phone call to let me know when work is starting again, but i'm worried about starting work and managing to get there at the right times.
:blkstar: have study to do for an exam, don't know if i can handle the exam or getting to the exam (2+hrs travel each direction).
:blkstar: want my sister to come home but really prefer to be alone at the same time. am not sure when she'll arrive so i'm anxious about it.

(i'm going to find out the approx time for my sis arriving, look up the transport for my exam and do a little study)
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by styled_wrong » Sun Feb 12, 2012 12:54 am

not ok, isolated, hurting
scars are tattoos with better stories
it's hard to answer the question whats wrong, when nothing is 'right'
Not all scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you cant always see the pain someone feels
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Just Pomegranates » Sun Feb 12, 2012 10:26 pm

Sickly
Anxious
Annoyed
“If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping with a mosquito.” - Dalai Lama XIV

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Lynds » Tue Feb 14, 2012 6:24 pm

:star: Like I'm being swallowed
:star: Guilty
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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