Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Eva » Sun Nov 13, 2011 6:22 pm

Why did you fall out in love with me, when you got to know me better? Why didn't you like the true me? Why did you tell me you loved me, when you didn't really knew me? It hurts me so much :cry:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sun Nov 13, 2011 11:10 pm

I wish I could love you like before. But...it's so easy to love someone I barely know (I wish he saw me, loved me too). And I know you. And we don't fit.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Mon Nov 14, 2011 12:22 am

you are both crazy, insane and mean, please leave my brother and my family alone thank you!


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Nicksy » Mon Nov 14, 2011 12:58 am

I honestly wish I had never struck up that conversation with you two years ago.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Mon Nov 14, 2011 11:10 pm

I don't understand u kno wo I'm like, u kno I can't take the stress, u kno I don't want to leave! I thought u of all people understood, If u don't then sod it I give in, I'm done, I won't fight to save myself anymore
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by noldo » Tue Nov 15, 2011 9:32 pm

You know, I wanna tell you how bad I'm feeling, how much su I am, that I cut every day at the moment, that things are so bad I just want to be dead. But you made it clear you don't want to hear anything about that kind of stuff, it makes me really sad and angry. I only want to have the relationship back we once had.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Wed Nov 16, 2011 3:09 am

You don't understand. There's really nothing you can do to help me. This is all in my hands, and I'm choosing this life. Don't waste your time and breath on trying to make me well. It's not gonna happen. But I appreciate your kindness nonetheless.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Nov 17, 2011 9:00 pm

im so glad i saw you today.. made me smile so much :)


and... im sorry im not good enough for you anymore.. i cant tell you whats going on, im sorry, i wish that i could, but its confidential stuff..
i hope one day you'll forgive me for all this..
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Thu Nov 17, 2011 10:46 pm

Are you freaking serious? I will not work with that woman for program planning. She is the one who effed up my program that others have been cleaning up after her and you want me to work with that crazy bat?


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Sat Nov 19, 2011 11:11 am

I don't kno how much more I can take I don't kno if I can hold on much longer. X
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Sun Nov 20, 2011 4:07 am

I need you. I couldn't have gotten this far without you, and I have a little more to go. Please.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Sun Nov 20, 2011 6:35 am

It was YOUR job to protect me, and YOU failed. Now I have to deal with the consequences of YOUR mistake for the rest of my fucking life. Thanks.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Wed Nov 23, 2011 10:59 pm

i need you and your not there for me anymore...
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Post by Nicksy » Wed Nov 23, 2011 11:12 pm

He makes you look really unprofessional.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Wed Nov 23, 2011 11:27 pm

I want you to fuck me. But you don't see me, not like that.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Fri Nov 25, 2011 12:05 am

You helped me survive. You are the reason I have come this far. I love you more than anyone.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Fri Nov 25, 2011 12:20 am

I miss you like you have no fucking idea. It hurts like hell.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by styled_wrong » Sun Nov 27, 2011 2:40 pm

Please don't make me regret opening up.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by zyn » Sun Nov 27, 2011 2:51 pm

I fucking miss you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Sun Nov 27, 2011 3:17 pm

I like working with you but would you please not be so negative and cynical? its bringing me down and getting on my nerves something fierce! SHEESH!


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