What's on Your Mind *all trigs*

[Artemisia]

In a few sentences or less, say the first couple of things on your mind.

Pls warn for trigs

PS I hope I'm not repeating a thread here, and that it's in the right place...

I.E.

1. I'm super anxious
2. My tummy hurts
3. I wish u were there for me right now

[breathing]

1. I wish someone was here irl, now.
2. I wonder if I'm going to feel emotionally well by the end of this evening. Hope so.

[zyn]

1. I wish I didn't have a boyfriend.
2. Scared this infatuation is going to ruin me.
3. If the opportunity presented itself, I'm certain I'd be unfaithful.

[capricorn]

I really really really want to SI right now.

[PokemonGeek]

Am I pathetic?

[Chey]

was it really right of me to say to my housemate she couldnt use my freezer.

[breathing]

1. I'm finding it more difficult to determine how I look and feel - even more difficult than it was in the first place, for me.
2. I hope that I am able to get 'acceptable' grades on my finals. I am really stressed out and worried about this.
3. When will I ever feel emotionally okay? And when will I be socially competent?

[breathing]

1. stressed about family situations and how I wish I lived alone.
2. can't wait to see the t this week. I just want to talk to someone, I feel so lonely. Until then... :/
3. I still need a main interest.

[wabbit]

im having trouble coping
i wonder when pdoc is going to call me about getting my shot of ketamine

[capricorn]

Holy shit, what is it with horrible things happening to our group between Michaelmas & Lent terms?

[Kaleb]

I can't stop thinking about how much I want an honest conversation with you.
I need you to be honest. Even if it hurts.

[Just Pomegranates]

I'm still pissed/wounded about what happened today and getting more and more paranoid to bring/present anything else after that initial experience and I'm angry at myself for being pathetic about that and snapping right back into my shell.

[PokemonGeek]

I have honestly lost the last bit of me that had faith in the justice system. That part of me is now officially dead I hate to say....

[capricorn]

So so so so unbelievably fucking SICK of hearing straight people debate whether same-sex marriage is pointless or not as we have civil partnerships in the UK. Feel free to FUCK RIGHT OFF

[Chookaro]

1. I'm anxious.
2. I don't know how to deal with life anymore.
3. I wish my brain was not broken

[zyn]

1. I want to know if you asked him to talk to me - because from his INCREDIBLY unsubtle dropping your name into conversation I can't help but think so.
2. Which means he knows that you like me, and probably thinks I'm not good enough for you.
3. An entirely different you, but thank you so much for being in in the mornings when I turn up all depressed and euuggh. It's been wonderful being able to talk to you and smile like it's all okay. I'll miss you, and talking to you and the funny/somewhat inappropriate things you say.
4. My head hurts like a total bitch.

[Paws]

I don't want to be alone tonight

[capricorn]

I just hate my body sometimes.
OH YES MIGRAINES AND UNBELIEVABLE BACK PAIN IS WHAT YOU NEED DURING EXAMS

[VerMOZZica]

I just cut.

Feeling ashamed but relieved.

Want to go to bed.

[treasure]

I'm wondering if I should cry or try to regulate my anxious breathing, and thinking that choosing *not* to help myself because it might negate the si urges is a stupid and pointless thing to do. Si is not going to make me feel any better, breathing slower is going to make me feel better.