It really really flatters me when people have crushes on me.
As long as like, I don't have to be around them a lot. Then it creeps me out.
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capricorn
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~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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zyn
- beyond inspiring
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I like not liking myself.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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xPeggiePatchx
- knows the ropes
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It proved to me you cared.
I think it might have been worth it.
I think it might have been worth it.
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could've won.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.
Must I be content with discontent...I cannot bite the day to the core.
To die would be an awfully big adventure
And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Darkness can only be scattered by light, hatred can only be conquered by love.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once you hear the screaming, it never stops.
Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole bunch of people trying to be one person.
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eccentricfuzzyme
- meeting the neighbors
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I feel like I am getting close to my breaking point dealing with this drama! 
"The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ, Moves on."
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strider 151
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i have nightmeres of J. he still comsumes all of my thoughts. i hate him so much that i literally see red, i wanna rip him from limb to limb, i wanna snap him in half, destroy every memory, ruin him. theres a monster inside of me, and it wants his blood spilt.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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strider 151
- bus mechanic
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i need help, but i dont know how to get it
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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zyn
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 9038
- Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: Scotland
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I miss you more than anyone else. More than the people I love.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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Chey
- welcome cow
- Posts: 16556
- Joined: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:49 pm
- Gender: Non Binary
- Location: Brantford Ontario
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I can't deal with myself and my crappy moods rignt now
" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
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munchalot11
- town councillor
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- Location: UK
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Parts of me want to be ill and fail and mess up. And those parts are worryingly prominent
Our scars remind us that the past is real
I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice
On the mission to make the perfect flat white. Because I'm cool like that.
I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice
On the mission to make the perfect flat white. Because I'm cool like that.
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Chey
- welcome cow
- Posts: 16556
- Joined: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:49 pm
- Gender: Non Binary
- Location: Brantford Ontario
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sometimes i wish i didn't have any pets
" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
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mande
- forum moderator - life after & place
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How much I feel for you scared the hell out of me.
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zyn
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 9038
- Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: Scotland
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I'm scared of my therapist.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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capricorn
- awe-inspiring
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- Joined: Sun Jan 03, 2010 10:21 pm
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There are two friends at uni I feel I would go insane without.
I wish I felt that they feel the same about me.
I wish I felt that they feel the same about me.
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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strider 151
- bus mechanic
- Posts: 3422
- Joined: Thu Jun 19, 2008 7:47 pm
- Gender: female
- Location: my mind
- Contact:
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this is really difficult
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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xPeggiePatchx
- knows the ropes
- Posts: 4578
- Joined: Tue Jan 05, 2010 2:50 pm
- Gender: Girl
- Location: Northern Ireland
Re: Secrets Thread - Read first post!
I think I hate you.
If only I had an enemy bigger than my apathy I could've won.
It does not do to dwell on dreams, and forget to live.
Must I be content with discontent...I cannot bite the day to the core.
To die would be an awfully big adventure
And how can I stand here with you, and not be moved by you? Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Darkness can only be scattered by light, hatred can only be conquered by love.
Awareness is the enemy of sanity, for once you hear the screaming, it never stops.
Writers aren't exactly people...they're a whole bunch of people trying to be one person.
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zyn
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 9038
- Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: Scotland
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I want help. But I don't know how.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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eccentricfuzzyme
- meeting the neighbors
- Posts: 260
- Joined: Fri Aug 19, 2011 2:53 am
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I am so filed with rage towards her that I think if she was in front of me I would physically harm her and not even feel guilty. I hate her lying stealing guts.
"The Moving Finger writes; and, having writ, Moves on."
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zyn
- beyond inspiring
- Posts: 9038
- Joined: Wed Jul 06, 2011 10:04 pm
- Gender: Female
- Location: Scotland
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My therapist makes me feel inferior.
"If knew what I thought I wouldn't need to make anything."
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
SI free since 1st January 2012
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
"Work is a fight against loneliness, against low self esteem, against depression, and against staying in bed. Sometimes my self esteem is so low that I cannot reach it even when I'm feeling down." - Martin Creed
Last SI: 23rd April 2013
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Chey
- welcome cow
- Posts: 16556
- Joined: Fri Nov 19, 2010 3:49 pm
- Gender: Non Binary
- Location: Brantford Ontario
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Why are they not sending me anything? This is annoying!
" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
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I hate that my happiness lies solely in other people and not in myself.
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