Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Thu Jul 07, 2011 7:35 pm

I think if only I could forgive myself, forgiving you would be a hell of a lot easier.
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Post by Beasty » Thu Jul 07, 2011 11:04 pm

Thank you, thank you, thank you. You have given me things to look forward to all summer. You have saved my mood and my motivation re my life.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Fri Jul 08, 2011 11:52 pm

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Sat Jul 09, 2011 5:00 am

Oh thank freaking God. He liked me. You heard that, right? He really liked me, the dog really liked me... he told you. I have one more year. Please let me spend more time with them!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Sun Jul 10, 2011 5:27 pm

im absolutely terrified you will leave me

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Windswept Thumb » Sun Jul 10, 2011 10:59 pm

I saw you Friday, in the cafeteria. You were so close, I could have reached out and touched you. I don't know if you saw me or not.... I kept my promise again...I walked away because I know it hurts you to see me...and I promised I would leave you alone and let you live your life in peace....But it doesn't change how I feel; it doesn't keep my heart from stopping when I do see you or the tears that come rushing to my eyes. I hope that you find happiness, because I know that I never will....
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Post by capricorn » Tue Jul 12, 2011 6:47 pm

Oh my god, like that makes you such a good friend.
You cow, ever heard of the word loyalty?
Ugh, yes it is right to expect you to shun him, I lose respect for anyone who knows, every time I see them talking to him. Fuck you all if you think that's childish.
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Jul 12, 2011 7:39 pm

look, i know that i messed you around but how can you be two faced? i really thought we could be friends and that we were really getting along. i dont need people like you in my life if your just gonna mess me around.....so stop it

you, being in your arms, i felt safe. please dont let me go. i know i have no right to feel this way but i like the way you make me feel safe

and you, im not worth the trouble, really. you have no idea who i am or what my plans are, cos there big. and theres no room for you so find another girl to flirt with
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Post by Beasty » Wed Jul 13, 2011 1:33 am

For that day or two, your home felt like my home. I loved being there. I felt the warmth you brought to it. I hate being back here. This isn't quite home. This shitty room, not quite. A taste of a home is like a taste of opium. I really want more.
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Post by capricorn » Wed Jul 13, 2011 3:13 pm

You're a coward, don't expect the rest of us to be.
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"I am haunted by humans."
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"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
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"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Wed Jul 13, 2011 8:16 pm

Shut up. Just. Shut up.
I'm not perfect. But guess what? Try all you like, your words mean nothing to me, because I know they're true. Well. I'll keep telling myself that anyway. What's one more lie?
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Post by Beasty » Thu Jul 14, 2011 4:31 pm

I'm worried that I'll disappoint you and disappoint myself. What if I don't deserve this, even though I want it so badly? Please don't be disappointed in me no matter what I do. Please help me grow, instead. Your opinion means the world to me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Fri Jul 15, 2011 4:46 pm

Funnily enough, no, I don't want to babysit for nothing. Thanks for asking me if I had prior plans.
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Post by Beasty » Fri Jul 15, 2011 9:36 pm

To quote from ALNM: "I hate you being happy. I hate anyone being happy."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Fri Jul 15, 2011 11:43 pm

Eurgh, for fuck's sake Sarah.
You never learn, do you? Open wounds on fingers are fucking painful.
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Post by knocking » Sat Jul 16, 2011 3:14 am

I'm sorry I cant tell you why it upset me so much. I know its stupid but it just affects me so. But please don't leave, I can't take it anymore, promise me you'll stick around.
This whole front of everything is hunky dory is beginning to crack and my old ways are beginning seep back into my life...
Please help me become who I want to be..
Who I NEED to be.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by munchalot11 » Sun Jul 17, 2011 9:58 pm

Fuck it. Whether you reply or not, at least now i've tried.
At least... if you don't believe me, if you dont take me seriously then i've tried. It can't be my fault.
Because I HAVE TOLD you what happened. I have told you what he did to me.
If you think i'm lying, PRETENDING i was raped, then... then there's even less to you than i give you credit for.

Just... please. Dont use this to ruin me. I'm trying to help you.
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... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice



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Post by capricorn » Sun Jul 17, 2011 10:31 pm

Do you have any idea like ... the effect it all had on me? Do you care?
Do you ever think of me?
Why the fuck couldn't you just have told me in the first place?
~Capri
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My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by munchalot11 » Fri Jul 22, 2011 5:52 pm

It hurt me so much. Yet it hurts me even more that im the only one that cam forgove you. i want this to be over
Our scars remind us that the past is real

I'm an automatic steeple for depressed and lonely people...
... but the only trouble is, I don't know how to give myself advice



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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Fri Jul 22, 2011 9:43 pm

I get the feeling that you're sick of me and my insanity...I can't let this happen. I'm sorry if its all too much for you, but I need you. :cry:
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