Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Sat Jun 18, 2011 8:18 am

Whatever, fuck you. I'm getting damn sick of all this.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sat Jun 18, 2011 9:01 am

LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!

I DONT WANNA TALK TO YOU I DONT WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU STOP STALKING ALL MY POSTS ON FB STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES JUST STOP!!!!!

HOW DARE YOU!!!!!!!!

LOOK WHAT YOUVE DONE TO ME!!!!!!!!


I F***** HOPE YOU JUST ******* OFF COS UR SUCH A F***** *******



*****!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GET

OUT

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LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHH
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by [iamacliche] » Sat Jun 18, 2011 5:38 pm

loves being blatantly ignored :)

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Mon Jun 20, 2011 6:28 pm

You keep telling me to "get over" whatever hangups I have about stuff. I'm trying, I really am.

But, you're effectively telling a girl with MDD to have a whole hell of a lot of confidence in herself and her abilities. Enough confidence to believe herself able to edit a professor's paper. Enough confidence to believe she can get into one of the top graduate schools in the entire fucking country. You're asking a lot. Please don't be exasperated.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Tue Jun 21, 2011 2:37 am

Thank you, though, for confiding in me sometimes. I know it's not about anything big, and I know that you can't really get too close because of our ages, but it helps. Please keep doing it.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by [iamacliche] » Tue Jun 21, 2011 10:52 am

i'm such an idiot.
You have to become what you fancy. Paperback head, you get carried away. Stitch up your spine to keep the suitors away. Must draw your own aid. Must sift your affairs. Must frame up a material girl. ♥


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Jun 21, 2011 10:23 pm

im falling apart.. im loosing it.. literally.. cant you see? cant you see that im falling to pieces infront of your very eyes?? im not that good at hiding it, and we both no it.. damn, i wish things were different. then i could go to you for help.. as it is, im falling apart and im having to do it alone cos you cant see whats right in front of you. im sorry for both of us...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Wed Jun 22, 2011 9:44 am

J - you've hurt me. badly. but i've been through worse, and all scars eventually fade, so i'm not going to give in to the voices that tell me i need you and miss you, because i dont. so dont get your hopes up that we will ever be friends, because thats always been impossible for both of us. oh and let me just say that your hope of ever seeing me cry, well its a 0% chance so grow up
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by [iamacliche] » Wed Jun 22, 2011 10:04 pm

just fuck off a leave me the fuck alone. i'm done with you.

i want to cut.
You have to become what you fancy. Paperback head, you get carried away. Stitch up your spine to keep the suitors away. Must draw your own aid. Must sift your affairs. Must frame up a material girl. ♥


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by cariad » Fri Jun 24, 2011 12:27 am

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by falling... » Fri Jun 24, 2011 3:37 am

thanks. for SAing me. and telling me it was my fault. i belived you

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Birdie » Fri Jun 24, 2011 4:47 am

I dreamt about you last night. I've had this dream before. Where I somehow go back in time and I get to see you again, but all the while I'm filled with dread, because I know you're going to die. I know it, and you don't. There is still so much left unsaid. How much you meant to me, how much I admired you, and I never got to tell you any of it and now I never will. I don't know that I'll ever be able to set foot in a dance studio again knowing you can't be there with me. Thank you for giving me a wonderful 10 years and I'm so sorry I disappointed you. I miss you... :blueheart:
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by -Apolla- » Fri Jun 24, 2011 7:56 pm

how can I go without you for one whole year when I start to miss you after two days?! you've become my world, my sanity, my happiness. I don't want to miss you. I want to be with you, hang out with you, laugh with you. how am I supposed to live with a year of seperation? what if things never get back to the ways they're now when I come back? will we still be there for each other? I am so sad and I am not even away yet...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Fri Jun 24, 2011 7:58 pm

Don't let it end like this.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Fri Jun 24, 2011 11:26 pm

as much as i hate you, im hurting because u didnt try harder
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by mande » Sat Jun 25, 2011 2:52 am

Both of you don't want anything serious with me.
And I get scared when I want to tell you I do.
And I'm fucking so stupid for being okay with this.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sun Jun 26, 2011 9:59 am

how dare you, you cant just walk back into my life and expect everything to go back to normal. you hurt me. i mean really hurt me and im never going to be able to trust u or look at you like i did before. it would be wise to leave me alone because this is all your gonna get
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by knocking » Sun Jun 26, 2011 10:14 am

I don't care about you or your life. So why are you going out of your way continuously to shove it all in my face. What you did to me hurt like hell. And what you said cut like a knife to my heart. And every time I start to forget about you and the friendship that we apparently never had, you go along and show yourself again... Thanks. But you can take your life and shove it :)
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Sun Jun 26, 2011 9:36 pm

Please dont leave.. Im sick of making friends just to lose them.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Jun 26, 2011 11:35 pm

I hope that means me.
You motherfucker. :olol:
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