Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I hope you're not getting sick of me. But if you are, that's alright.
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I want to go visit you, since you said it was okay, but I know it's too soon for both of us. I still love you and you're the greatest person in my life, but I'm too afraid of falling for you again and re-starting a disastrous relationship. I really just want to hug you and say sorry, and that I know I hurt you and after we both get our shit together we should try again.
I just don't want to hurt you.
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I want to go visit you, since you said it was okay, but I know it's too soon for both of us. I still love you and you're the greatest person in my life, but I'm too afraid of falling for you again and re-starting a disastrous relationship. I really just want to hug you and say sorry, and that I know I hurt you and after we both get our shit together we should try again.
I just don't want to hurt you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
i thought you didn't want to get involved with anyone...what makes her different?
why wasn't i the one who broke that rule?
why wasn't i the one who broke that rule?
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-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
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-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
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You really don't have to bring up and discuss every little thing. Suck it up! I'm really getting sick of this!
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It is not words or fire in my soul that I require. It is music. And you have reawakened that music...And I have to to live without you....How does one live in complete silence?
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You think your problems are so much worse than anyone else's? They're not. Some people really are poor. The people who are really poor don't have cable, internet, and smartphones with unlimited plans. The people who are really poor don't buy bridesmaids dresses, and the shoes and hairdo to go with them. Thousands of people have been in your situation and survived through it just like you will. You're being fucking stubborn, and begging him to come back will put you right back into square one and you'll be phony. You who prides yourself on being "real" are far from it. At least the you you present to most of the world. You are so scared of the real you that you hide her away. She's beautiful, I've seen glimpses in the shattered mirrors you guard your soul with. I love you, but I just can't deal with you tonight.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
Thank you. I know it's harder for you to do this sort of thing, but I cant tell you how much I do need it.
Thank you. I'm glad I mean something to you, especially that much of something.
Thank you. I'm glad I mean something to you, especially that much of something.
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Thankyou for keeping me looking forward to another day.
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GFY!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I want to die, and I'm in a bad place, and I need you to care, and I need you to be there, and to help.
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I never would have guessed. You have a very interesting personality, less brooding than mine. I never would have known. You, too?
You find your faith in embracing the suffering of others. You found mine, and you embraced me. I want to cry for you, and I want to cry for me. I want to cry with you. I've never been so touched in my life.
You find your faith in embracing the suffering of others. You found mine, and you embraced me. I want to cry for you, and I want to cry for me. I want to cry with you. I've never been so touched in my life.
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please, leave my life. there's no space left for somebody like you. somebody who wants to be looked after, somebody who is so immature still. I can't and I won't deal with this. I am too proud to keep running after you. sorry, but there's only so much a girl can take. I am going to restart and you are part of the past.
you annoy me. your talking is different than how you act. I can't figure you out, and honestly? I don't even want to. I am in a good calm place and I won't let you drag me out of it just by being your usual annoying self.
we've had some really nice moments and I would have liked it to work out with you, but I don't see an "us" anymore. see, I can copy your words as well. btw, thanks for putting so much effort in responding to me.
you annoy me. your talking is different than how you act. I can't figure you out, and honestly? I don't even want to. I am in a good calm place and I won't let you drag me out of it just by being your usual annoying self.
we've had some really nice moments and I would have liked it to work out with you, but I don't see an "us" anymore. see, I can copy your words as well. btw, thanks for putting so much effort in responding to me.
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I hope you'll come back today.
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Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm going to end up completely fucking this up.
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Please... please don't ruin our fun..
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I'm still waiting..please
Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
And now I would really love to see you again. Talk again. But you are leaving so soon.
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I miss you...I wish I could turn back time
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Since when did this not matter to you? It's just because I'm 'sick' isn't it? And everything pales in comparison to that.
There is more to me than being sick, it might dominate much of my life but I am more than my illness and I just wish you would treat me as such.
There is more to me than being sick, it might dominate much of my life but I am more than my illness and I just wish you would treat me as such.
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Just accept. Please.
And would that be okay?
And would that be okay?
♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥
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im sorry you have to go through this.. i wish i could protect you from her. i feel like its my duty.. and im sorry. just, it will get better. i know how your feeling right now, but its gonna be OK.
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