Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Tue Apr 05, 2011 11:10 am

more comfortable than I have been in ages but still very anxious about so many things.
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No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
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Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Wed Apr 06, 2011 12:06 pm

Unloved.
Worthless.
A Failure.
Useless
Exhausted.
Sick.
Anxious.
Alone.
Afraid.
Worried.
Empty & flat.

Feeling way too much. Just too much for me to handle. Too much :blfrwn:
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“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Wed Apr 06, 2011 11:13 pm

Like I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs, and everyone around me just doesn't care.
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God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Thu Apr 07, 2011 3:53 pm

bitter
frustrated
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Butterfly. » Mon Apr 11, 2011 7:28 am

Invisible, undeserving, pathetic, hopeless, worthless,
We're all stories in the end.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Tue Apr 12, 2011 5:25 am

Flat-out FUCKED. (Prozac Nation reference made me feel a little better though :oturq: )
Guilty, hopeless, and dreading the work I have to do. Tired, but can't sleep. GAH.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Wed Apr 20, 2011 1:49 am

i feel good


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Wed Apr 20, 2011 2:12 am

happy


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Thu Apr 21, 2011 3:42 am

Alone.
Pathetic.
Misunderstood.
Fucking crazy.
My place:
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=143006

Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Fri Apr 22, 2011 1:41 am

Anxious. Anxious. ANXIOUS.
Panicky.
Selfish. Guilty.
Ambivalent...regretful, yet...not? GAH.

Scared.
My place:
http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=143006

Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zombiepeople » Fri Apr 22, 2011 10:21 pm

worthless, defeated, overworkes, stressed, unwanted
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Post by Descent » Sat Apr 23, 2011 3:29 am

Tired.. wishful.. anxious
there.is.always.hope
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by -Apolla- » Sun Apr 24, 2011 9:03 am

anxious. annoyed.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zombiepeople » Mon Apr 25, 2011 1:59 pm

Spooked
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Tue Apr 26, 2011 6:11 pm

Anxious. Really Anxious.
Alarmed.
Panic-y.
Petrified.
Alone.
Vunerable.
Disbelieving.
Regretful.
Hopeless.
Pathetic.
A failure.
Useless
Pissed Off.
Lost.
Numb.
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"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *


“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zombiepeople » Tue Apr 26, 2011 6:46 pm

Very very anxious
Depressed
Angry
Ashamed
Unworthy of any type of kindness
Hateful
Urgy
Uncomfortable
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Wed Apr 27, 2011 6:53 pm

Hyper
Worried
Irritated
Hopeful
Excited
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance


"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief


"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey


"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by zombiepeople » Wed Apr 27, 2011 10:29 pm

Anxious
Worthless
Hopeless
Unreal
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Kaleb » Sun May 01, 2011 9:54 pm

Completely void of everything - nothing matters anymore
I don't matter, I am a nothing - worthless. Pointless.
:purpstar: Hold Fast To Your Dreams, For If Dreams Die, Life Is a Broken Winged Bird, That Cannot Fly :purpstar:

If you think outside the box there's no such thing as square one.

No matter which sleeve you wear your heart,
Whichever way you wear your crown,
Tomorrow is another day to turn it all around
I will stop when I'm ready I'll shown everyone my cards
But for now I'll keep on playing even when the game gets hard.



:redstar: 19/07/1952 - 30/12/2013 Never Ever Forgotten :redstar:

13/05/14 - I Love Her

19/4/15 - The Day I Said Yes

17/06/17 - Rings swapped, Hearts interlocked

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun May 08, 2011 2:50 pm

Strange
Non-caring
Anxious
Hyper
Sick
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *


“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.

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