Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 19, 2011 9:14 am

thankyou, i just needed that. exactly that. its not an option. it never was, but i needed someone to make that descision for me.

and you, somehow you have become a massive part of my life, and im not sure how or why, but i love it
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Post by Eva » Sat Mar 19, 2011 2:11 pm

Sorry I left you yesterday :blfrwn: Please take care of yourself..I'm really worried. I love you and I always will..
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 19, 2011 4:55 pm

you, i miss you today but i dont know why.
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Post by Chey » Sat Mar 19, 2011 5:59 pm

I miss you forever, I know you are gone in spirit but your body is still here. That is what makes it hard to know if I should grieve or how to let go. I want to hold on to hope that a part of you is still in there, somewhere, but the darkness is blocking you from being here. Perhaps not this life we will see each other, but the part of you that taught me the roots of my pagan beliefs, may we some day, some life be able to embrace each other once again. I love you. I have let go of the hate for the darkness and hold the good that is in you and wish for that part of you to survive and be protected by those whose spirits are good and loving.


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Post by Descent » Sat Mar 19, 2011 8:48 pm

You told me that you would never do this to me, but it's happening, as much as you want to deny it. And I don't know if I should blame you, her, or myself. All I know is that you broke your promise, and my trust issues.. permanently worse than ever before.
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Post by Annybelly » Sat Mar 19, 2011 8:50 pm

You, I'm starting to think you're not. Please, please don't be. Not now. Not now


And you. If you do. Then. I can't even think of it. Please. Don't. Please.
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Mar 19, 2011 10:49 pm

why did i say that....im SUCH an idiot
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Mar 20, 2011 12:12 pm

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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Mon Mar 21, 2011 1:50 am

(I'm actually going to say this to him tommorrow)

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Post by Beasty » Mon Mar 21, 2011 7:01 pm

DKM: Your face makes my world happy and my heart hurt. You are a walking paradox.

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Post by strider 151 » Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:03 pm

Z - how dare you say that about her. shes just his friend. i swear. i hope. she couldnt like him that way, i just couldnt take it. oh please
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by Descent » Mon Mar 21, 2011 10:47 pm

You're completely oblivious to how much I care about you. And how much I want to talk to you. And how amazing I think you are.
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 22, 2011 5:40 pm

dele
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Post by Descent » Tue Mar 22, 2011 8:56 pm

You chose the WORST possible thing to say to me, at the WORST possible time. You have no idea what you just did to my self-esteem. And you don't even know me. Maybe you should think before you say. Consider how much you might hurt someone before you actually say something to them.
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 22, 2011 9:17 pm

what right have u got to call me up and make me feel like shit?
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In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
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Post by capricorn » Wed Mar 23, 2011 1:23 am

Honestly thought we were worth more than that, and that you were a better person than this.
So rapidly losing respect for you, meh.
Real real crying shame, I thought the world of you.
You're wasted on those shits.
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Post by Descent » Thu Mar 24, 2011 1:42 am

Stop. I don't want to feel this way. It will just end in pain, like all the others. You'll never like me. No one ever does..
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PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by Chey » Thu Mar 24, 2011 8:10 pm

I feel great and I really don't want to meet with you tomorrow because I worry that you will dampen my good mood.


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Post by Descent » Sat Mar 26, 2011 3:09 am

I've never felt this way before. I don't know what to think, all I know is that you make me so happy and I don't ever want this to end, and I could just talk to you all day and be content with my life. Please don't let me go.
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