Things Left Unsaid *LA*

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Chey » Mon Jan 03, 2011 3:31 pm

I won't ever forget what you did to me. I am not sure I can forgive to the point of absolving you of your deeds, but I can let go of the hurt and accept what was done was done and that while we are related in blood, our paths are best kept separated to respect our own and each others dignity and respect for each other's humanity no matter what our future may hold. I am happy to hold onto the few good times we had and I wish you well with your life. May you find peace as I am finding peace in mine.


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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Tue Jan 04, 2011 1:53 am

You really hurt me when you said "it's all about me." I have been doing all I can and don't know what else to do. I'm sorry these things are happening to you but don't take it out on me dammit after all I've done for you.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by marshmallowfluff » Tue Jan 04, 2011 1:56 am

how fucking dare you?

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Tue Jan 04, 2011 9:01 am

don't leave me..

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Tue Jan 04, 2011 10:22 am

A - i miss you again. im sorry idk why.
D- i miss you aswell but idk why

me - missing people u shouldnt.......GROW UP. its not worth it.
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Post by a7xcncangel » Wed Jan 05, 2011 3:10 am

M: Fuck you and your crazy views. The only reason I'm not off doing my own thing is because I'm financially dependent on you, but the day I graduate college, I'm moving away and enjoying my 20s.

D: Stop being a clone of M

C: Fuck you. Stop talking to me.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Wed Jan 05, 2011 5:10 am

- Answer me, dammit.

- I miss seeing you most days. I cannot wait to be back in the Nook with your lovely face around. I hope you take me up on my offer to babysit. I'll even trade babysitting for writing assistance. Hell, I'll be your bitch this summer if you'll do an independent study with me. Free babysitting, driving your kids places, cleaning things, whatever. As long as I don't have to touch the cat. Point being, I do miss you and still love you.

- Soon. And if this fails, it will break me.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Jan 05, 2011 8:17 am

WHAT do I have to do to make you CARE????
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Annybelly » Wed Jan 05, 2011 5:55 pm

No. I'm not fucking looking for negatives.
I can't just get over this. This isn't just something i can get over, and be okay from.
I can't.
But. I can't tell you. Because I'm scared you'll say proper help.
But. I can't do this.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by amyfairy » Wed Jan 05, 2011 11:52 pm

I miss you Nan and Grandad - I hope you found eachother in heaven. Love you both :heart:

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Thu Jan 06, 2011 11:55 am

Why do you always wait to hear from me? I am always the one calling you. Why can't you ever give me a call?
And why must I text her? You want to go to her house so badly, why don't you text her and ask?
You know everything, more than most people. You know I am not coping well and you expect me to have a good answer for you when you ask how I am.

You people are all the same. You don't really care. You don't really give a fuck. And I always try so hard and I never get back what I put in. Maybe I would just be better off alone...?
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Thu Jan 06, 2011 8:45 pm

please. your the only one she listens to. stop being so stubborn and self concious! she needs your help. i would willingly say the right stuff, but she doesnt listen. wake up you stupid boy!!! she needs you, so for gods sake help her! argh!!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Peege » Sat Jan 08, 2011 12:19 am

I DO love you. But sometimes you make it so bloody hard for me to like you.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Beasty » Sat Jan 08, 2011 6:45 pm

Get out of my dreams.
. . . actually, please stay in my dreams, and please visit more often.

Fuck.
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Post by Elfgirl » Sat Jan 08, 2011 7:02 pm

Fucking chaos in my mind, get out! I hate you! And, right now, I hate my parents for hurting me so much that it caused me to be fucked up. I don't want to hate real people, but right now, I do. Fuck me.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by stripysocks4christ » Sat Jan 08, 2011 9:34 pm

E - argh!!! you stupid dickhead... i know you have your own problems going on, but that doesnt mean you suddenly just block out those closest to you.. if you have a problem with her then for gods sake tell her and stop her constant paranoia.. have you any idea what she is doing to herself just cos you wont reply to a text or cos you walk away from her at school? can you honestly comprehend the damage you are doing?? its hard being angry at you, i dont know why, but seriously you are on your last chance. ffs wake up and see whats going on right in front of your eyes. idiot. (grrr) (grrr)
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by strider 151 » Sat Jan 08, 2011 11:50 pm

A - the more i talk to you, the more i can feel it. theres nothing left in me to love you. i know that i did, i used to love you, but i cant truthfully say i still do. your amazing for everything you have done for me, but i love you as a friend. i love that your protective and caring and that theres someone out there who thinks about me, and for the stability and safeness that you could offer me. but thats it. how do i tell you this? aw man, im such a mess....
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Sun Jan 09, 2011 6:34 pm

You could have made an effort.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by Neviah » Mon Jan 10, 2011 10:04 am

...what do you see in me?

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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*

Post by capricorn » Tue Jan 11, 2011 1:24 am

Jesus christ what is wrong with you people?

Not everything is what it looks like ... can't you try and see beyond what you want to see for your peace of mind?
See that ... not everyone is as funny and harmless and fun as they show themselves?
And this harmless gossip does have consequences you know.
And right now it's wrecking one of the best people I've ever met.
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"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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