Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Mon Dec 27, 2010 2:09 am

Loss.
Excitement/Anxiousness.
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Post by capricorn » Mon Dec 27, 2010 10:55 pm

Sad.
Angry.
In pain.
Vulnerable.
Raw.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by strider 151 » Mon Dec 27, 2010 10:55 pm

calm
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by hiddensorrow883127 » Tue Dec 28, 2010 2:36 am

Exhausted. Betrayed. Alone. Helpless. Hopeless.
"I thought I could trust you...you said I could...you lied and I was so wrong."
"You said you would be there for me. That you would always love me. That I'd never let you down. Then you changed your mind..so now I have memories. AND I WEAR THEM ON MY WRIST."
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Dec 28, 2010 11:42 am

Purely horribly completely depressed.
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Post by strider 151 » Tue Dec 28, 2010 12:55 pm

a calm happy
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Tue Dec 28, 2010 9:33 pm

drained (I have a cold)


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by hiddensorrow883127 » Sat Jan 01, 2011 4:51 am

useless. rejected. hopeless. unforgivably not there.
"I thought I could trust you...you said I could...you lied and I was so wrong."
"You said you would be there for me. That you would always love me. That I'd never let you down. Then you changed your mind..so now I have memories. AND I WEAR THEM ON MY WRIST."
-Endevour Now. Do Something Intense...to end this
END SI
if only it were that simple
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:06 pm

ok-ish, bit low and tired, little bit trigged (ED) but am coping, bit happy, nostalgic, thoughtful :osmile:
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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Post by mande » Sat Jan 01, 2011 6:21 pm

Calm, accomplished, serene.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by anna--xo » Sun Jan 02, 2011 9:43 pm

alone and helpless. uncontrollable and impulsive.
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Post by Elfgirl » Sun Jan 02, 2011 10:50 pm

I'm constantly switching. Don't know what that feeling is called - confused?

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Post by Stefani140 » Mon Jan 03, 2011 7:50 pm

tired, unfocused, lonely
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Post by Neviah » Tue Jan 04, 2011 10:12 am

Vile..

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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Jan 04, 2011 6:43 pm

exhausted and worried
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by healingmoon » Tue Jan 04, 2011 6:47 pm

Surrounded with stress. Cold and unprotected.

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Post by Elfgirl » Tue Jan 04, 2011 9:55 pm

Very anxious.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Tue Jan 04, 2011 11:04 pm

tired, all over the place, excited, scared.


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Post by a7xcncangel » Wed Jan 05, 2011 3:29 am

uneasy and anxious
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by volta » Wed Jan 05, 2011 3:34 am

upset.
disappointed with the way things panned out today.
homesick.
lonely.
angry at the things outside my control.

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