Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by ambivalent red » Fri Dec 17, 2010 6:38 pm

guilty and anxious
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From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Fri Dec 17, 2010 7:31 pm

Less worried about the Christmas party


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Post by amyfairy » Fri Dec 17, 2010 10:28 pm

really hopeless :cry:

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Post by Chey » Sat Dec 18, 2010 3:44 am

tired but good


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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Wed Dec 22, 2010 1:24 pm

Stupid, :cry:
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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Dec 22, 2010 9:48 pm

angry, frustrated, defeated
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Post by capricorn » Thu Dec 23, 2010 12:22 am

Confused
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Thu Dec 23, 2010 5:22 pm

Happy and looking forward to seeing my stepmom and her family, and my brother tomorrow :) :bfly:


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Post by strider 151 » Thu Dec 23, 2010 5:45 pm

happy and alive!!!!!!! wooop!!!!!!
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by Chey » Thu Dec 23, 2010 6:43 pm

I am excited to see my friend and our deaf-blind friends open their stocking gift bags on Christmas day! My friend and I went shopping together yesterday and finished up the gifts. I wouldn't have been able to do such an awesome job without my friend A's help. I feel so thankful that I have met A. She is a neat person who I admire and she doesn't let me close up into my shell even when I try lol. She is stubborn like me so she doesn't let me try to build up any walls. She finds a way to end up with me in the wall I build up, then she helps break it down by just being herself and making me laugh and feel like myself. I feel grateful to have a friend like her. I feel if someone is putting so much effort to be a friend and put up with my stubbornness, that I must be worth it to her, to others and to myself :)


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Post by Stefani140 » Thu Dec 23, 2010 6:52 pm

frustrated, tired, irritable
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Thu Dec 23, 2010 9:55 pm

like I'm reaching for someone and they aren't reaching back for me
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Thu Dec 23, 2010 10:21 pm

lazy


even though I have washed laundry, put dishes away and prepped the brownies. I know logically I have not been lazy but I feel like I am being lazy. I have many things still to do today.


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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Fri Dec 24, 2010 5:45 am

stressed out
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God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Fri Dec 24, 2010 6:01 am

very tired


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by strider 151 » Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:44 pm

optamistic, restless, happy
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Chey » Fri Dec 24, 2010 3:52 pm

sad that my brother is going to be hurting today :(


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Fri Dec 24, 2010 5:41 pm

Ambivalent.
Anxious.
Excited.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Neviah » Sat Dec 25, 2010 8:12 am

Neutral.. if possibly a bit peeved aswell.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by strider 151 » Sun Dec 26, 2010 4:18 pm

excited, nervous, optimistic, cautious, worried, but all in a good way :)
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.


:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*

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