Not everything is a criticism. Not everything is about you.
Damn.
I know you're struggling, but honestly? You're exhausting me.
Things Left Unsaid *LA*
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capricorn
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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thankyou
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Alright, so I'm always awake at night. Why do I always get the drunk texts with friends confessing love for me?! I don't freaking do anything for you!
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I am glad I decided not to say anything had I saw you because that would have been rude and just terrible of me.
If I do see you again. I won't be rude. I will be polite and say hello but I will keep my own integrity and self respect and politely end any conversation that would put you or any of my friends down. We are both mature adults. The best way to handle this is for me to be respectful and mature.
If I do see you again. I won't be rude. I will be polite and say hello but I will keep my own integrity and self respect and politely end any conversation that would put you or any of my friends down. We are both mature adults. The best way to handle this is for me to be respectful and mature.
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im doing better, but i still struggle sometimes. her idea of family is so different to mine and idk how much longer i can keep my mouth shut.
please be tentitive with me, im still learning
please be tentitive with me, im still learning
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
y'know what? sometimes you really annoy me but i cant tell you that. sometimes i see what your doing and i wanna yell at you so bad. but i cant. cos to everyone else we get on fine. im quick to forgive and i always see your point of view, but maybe just listening to our advice would help instead of assuming that the way you do things is always right.
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
xx Kitti xx
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capricorn
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I'm so sick of you, so sick, so sick of all your stupidity and ridiculousness.
Please just get some therapy and cut the rest of us some slack.
Please just get some therapy and cut the rest of us some slack.
~Capri
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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stripysocks4christ
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DONT try to guilt trip me. please.
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
xx Kitti xx
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^ if that was for me then i will change kitti, i cant live without you. i'm still learning, i feel like such a lil kid
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
oh god oh god oh god you have no idea how much it hurts and where are you...i can't do it anymore i just can't. talking to you was a last-ditch attempt at being ok but i didn't want to waste your time and now you left and i think i can't go on
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Accidental double post. Mouse is broken, double clicks when it shouldn't.
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DO NOT READ IF YOU KNOW ME IRL!!!!!!! DO NOT READ!!!!!!!! UNDERSTAND??? NO READING PLEASE
i love u but your making it so hard! stop talking about food stop talking about SI stop talking about me behind my back! yur turning into someone i dont recognise and its difficult to watch. but your her friend now. i guess i dont matter anymore. as usual. thanks for boostong my confidence becaus its somethiong i dont striggle with!!!! (sarcastic incase you cant tell) im so sick of placing all my trust into someone and having it thrown back into my face. and you wonder how i got this way??? i love you, please whatever i did to make u hate me, forgive me. i dont deserve it but i thought we were friends?? im starting to think everthing would be better if i didnt exist. at least then i wouldnt get in your way.
everyone is annoyed and in a mood with me and idk why or how but u want it to stop!!!!
im starting to not care anymore
thanks. thanks a lot.
i love u but your making it so hard! stop talking about food stop talking about SI stop talking about me behind my back! yur turning into someone i dont recognise and its difficult to watch. but your her friend now. i guess i dont matter anymore. as usual. thanks for boostong my confidence becaus its somethiong i dont striggle with!!!! (sarcastic incase you cant tell) im so sick of placing all my trust into someone and having it thrown back into my face. and you wonder how i got this way??? i love you, please whatever i did to make u hate me, forgive me. i dont deserve it but i thought we were friends?? im starting to think everthing would be better if i didnt exist. at least then i wouldnt get in your way.
everyone is annoyed and in a mood with me and idk why or how but u want it to stop!!!!
im starting to not care anymore
thanks. thanks a lot.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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This is just way to complicated. I really wish it wasn't. Who else is going to cancel... I should just bring R and C to my family's place for Christmas if noone else will be there...
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I'm so disappointed that you're not more supportive. And I feel guilty for saying that.
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
I'm worried about you... it's a good job I'm going back to school tomorrow.
♥ "You're not a bad person. You're a very good person, who bad things have happened to. Besides, the world isn't split into good people and Death Eaters. We've all got both light and dark inside us. What matters is the part we choose to act on. That's who we really are." ♥
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Re: Things Left Unsaid *LA*
make a decision for me. I cant do it alone. tell em what to do and i will.
Im so so very sorry. i know i will hurt you again.
Im so so very sorry. i know i will hurt you again.
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
-Supreme Beings Leisure
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Chey
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I wish you would have came downstairs and been at the party. Even if you didn't want to eat any of the food it would have been nice to visit with you. A and myself would really have liked if you were there. We missed you.
" “In 900 years of time and space, I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important” — The Doctor, Season 6, Christmas Special
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I'm so sorry that I wasn't there.. I really wish I was, I wish I'd heard your voice just once. All these regrets. I miss you, and I hope you're happy, I hope you've found a better place. I just wish I knew what there was after life but I don't and I'm having a hard time believing it. I just hope there is something. I really do. We all miss you.. i just want you to come back, I still sign in every morning just incase you're online.. I'm writing again..i wish there was a way
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get the beep out of my relatiohsip! who are you to tell me to gout with him just cos he wants me? you should never go out withsome one just to make them feel better you idiot!!! please consider it? never! why should i give him faulse hope?? hes just gonna get hurt. your out of your mind. if i had said that 2 you, you would never talk to me again. so leave me alone. what did u tell me? stop trying to control your life, well u stop trying to control mine.
idiot.
idiot.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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one day you will see a month's work eliminated in a second or two by someone who has no idea how much pain, effort, sweat and sleepless nights you've invested in it. Then you'll know what it was like for me the other day.
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
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