Right now I feel... Version 3.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by fragmentedxdream » Mon Aug 23, 2010 3:11 am

lonely and afraid...but my boyfriend just said he loved me. So I'm also a bit lost now as to how I feel =/
"...occasionally I wished I could walk through a picture window and have the sharp, broken shards slash me to ribbons so I would finally look like I felt." - Elizabeth Wurtzel

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Licentia Poetica » Mon Aug 23, 2010 1:21 pm

exhausted.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Thu Aug 26, 2010 11:02 pm

Something is wrong with me.
And I don't know what.
~Capri
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"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Fri Aug 27, 2010 4:26 am

Puzzled....lost...irritated (with myself)...alone.
My place:
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Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Beasty » Fri Aug 27, 2010 5:07 am

I was ecstatic from classes.
Now I am nervous all over again-- high gone.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Sun Aug 29, 2010 2:41 pm

Afraid, confuzzled, lost, misunderstood, shakey & off balance.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

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“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Birdie » Sun Aug 29, 2010 8:24 pm

Right now I feel....
:redstar: Excited, because I am dangerously close to having two, count em, TWO BUSSES! :olol:
:redstar: Anticipant, because...i don't really know. I get like that sometimes.
My place:
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Jem is my wombat!

Annybelly is my jellybean!

I am 5th Section's pet Birdie!

xPeggiePatchx, DuchessN, xXelmoscaresmeXx, and Stripysocks4christ are my sisters!

Daisy_chain is my cousin!


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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Mon Aug 30, 2010 12:56 am

Frustrated.
Angry.
Betrayed.
Relieved.
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon Aug 30, 2010 4:08 am

confused
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by volta » Mon Aug 30, 2010 4:17 am

awkward.
like i'm being too loud.
like i'm not being heard.
like i'm not wanted here.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Mon Aug 30, 2010 8:33 am

Confused.
Drained.
Tired.
Sad.
:1hug: & PM's are ok with me!
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Isis » Wed Sep 01, 2010 3:47 am

empty, dissapointed, angry
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by leesah. » Wed Sep 01, 2010 4:02 am

I feel anxious for school to start.
I feel worthless.
I feel... like I want to be held.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by sammyjones15 » Wed Sep 01, 2010 4:06 am

worthless
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by volta » Wed Sep 01, 2010 8:07 am

outraged.
watching a louis theroux documentary on the westboro baptist church, and i can't believe people like this exist.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stellaria » Thu Sep 02, 2010 2:22 pm

Calm but lost in thoughts. I want to make sense of the past ten years.
Challenges, hugs, and just about everything welcome. :bfly:

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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Thu Sep 02, 2010 3:22 pm

Numb. Totally Numb.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *

“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by capricorn » Thu Sep 02, 2010 8:29 pm

Vulnerable
Shaky
~Capri
xoxo

"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance

"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief

"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey

"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Eisa » Thu Sep 02, 2010 8:36 pm

Lonely
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

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Younger Sissy~Kate
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Re: Right now I feel... Version 3.0

Post by Stawberry_Lollipops » Fri Sep 03, 2010 6:02 am

Empty.
Misunderstood.
Exhausted.
~ My Place ~


"Rejoice in our suffering, suffering produces perserverance, perserverance - character and character hope"

* ~ * ~ * ~ *

“There is no use trying,” said Alice; “One can’t believe impossible things!”
“I dare say you haven’t had much practise,” said the Queen. “When I was your age, I always did it for half an hour a day
Why, sometimes I’ve believed as many as six impossible things before breakfast.” - Lewis Carroll


God grant me the serenity to accept the things I can not change, the courage to change the things I can and the wisdom to the difference.
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