reading through this scene of love, fear, and apologies--

[simplysameth]

the title is from the song: apologies --grace potter and the nocturals.
beautiful song, definitely one of my favourites.

i know as well as anyone that apologizing is one of the hardest things to do.
so i thought we needed a place where people can make apologies.




i'm sorry for all the mind games i play with you. i want to trust you so bad, but you mean everything to me, and so you have the ability to hurt me so very easily and oh so deeply. i'm trying so hard, i really am. i'm sorry that i can't trust that you've changed, even though you do nothing but show me how different you are every day. i'm so sorry if it hurts you.

[funkymusic]

I'm sorry....

I'm so sorry you think this is your fault. It's not your fault. It's my fault. Did I lead you on? Did I like the attention? Or was I just being myself, and you actually managed to like me for who I am? I'm sorry I withdrew from you. I'm sorry whatever it was in me that you liked hurt our friendship. Ruined our friendship? Because a friendship built on something more than friendship, I suppose, more often than not, fails.

I'm sorry you ever liked me.

[Sprinklez]

I'm sorry. I'm sorry for being too open. Too honest. I'm sorry I'm trying to make this work. I'm sorry I'm giving this a better start than I have in the past. I'm sorry for my jealousy, I'm just freakin sorry ok. Is that what you want to hear? Cuz at this point I'll say anything..
I love you, please don't be like the others..

[rainiswet]

i'm so sorry i made you feel like you had to fix this when you were just as young and scared as I was and I'm sorry I tried to make you feel guilty because you did the right thing

[capricorn]

I'm sorry I'm mad at you, that I have a short fuse with you. I'm sorry I came off harsh to you. But I still stand by what I said ... things are hard for me and I don't think you know how much they are. And I'm sorry for not confiding in you, but, I don't think you could cope with my issues, I don't want to upset you.

[flyingturtle]

I'm sorry I was such an emotional mess when I dated you. I shouldn't have been in a relationship. You hate me more than I could know and I understand. You weren't really stable either... But please forgive me for dragging it on like that?