Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by Beasty » Tue Mar 23, 2010 5:53 am

If I could bear the pain instead of she, I would take it all in an instant.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Tue Mar 23, 2010 10:36 pm

I'm so sick of being let down by others. I'm doing my best to move forward but feel like I keep getting pushed back.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Wed Mar 24, 2010 6:01 am

I dont think I should be doing what I'm doing...
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Post by breathing » Fri Mar 26, 2010 3:15 am

I feel like life is meaningless and wish my heart would stop beating.
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Post by southsider » Fri Mar 26, 2010 3:48 am

I thought about SI and SU tonight so vividly and so much but ended up eating dinner and studying math instead.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Mar 26, 2010 4:11 am

I like my new boyfriend but I don't feel like I have passion for him. Instead of being everything bad (that I usually have attraction to) he is very good for me. He respects me which I like. But sometimes I feel like I am dating a personal assitant "Don't forget to pick up your paycheck again", "Don't forget your spreadsheets are due by midnight", "Remember you have that thing tonight", he actually retains everything I tell him "You love seinfeld, you love Brand New, your best friends are..." its flattering, its good, its helpful, but its just lacking something. I feel more compannionate. Except for when we kiss.
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Post by infectiousbrain89 » Fri Mar 26, 2010 6:15 am

I'm so in love with you it feels like a bomb's inside my chest. And I'm beyond thrilled that you're talking to me again....but,I'm honestly afraid you'll start pushing me away again and I'll be ruined.
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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Mar 29, 2010 8:12 pm

Can't wait til evenings don't suck. I hate being in here with him.
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Mar 29, 2010 8:29 pm

i want him so much it hurts

i dont wanna get better
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Mon Mar 29, 2010 8:52 pm

its my fault that everyone else is suffering... :cry:
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Mar 29, 2010 9:05 pm

thats not true kitti
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Mon Mar 29, 2010 9:10 pm

yes it is.. at least - its the most logical explaination.. maybe its me thats the problem.



im scared of who im becomming. the fear. its crawling back... the fear that i will never be able to get better. i dont want to live like this. i really dont... but im not sure if i have any choice.. :(
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 30, 2010 7:19 am

you always have a choice. always.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

:pangel: [Working Towards Recovery] :pangel:
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Post by kermit » Tue Mar 30, 2010 8:48 am

I haven't taken my meds for the last few days. And it doesn't feel good.
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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Post by swirlish » Tue Mar 30, 2010 1:43 pm

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This isn't a secret, just a question. Would it be okay for you guys if we started over with a new secrets thread or do you really want to keep this? No one has done anything, really huge threads are just much more difficult to mod than shorter ones. What do you think?

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Mar 30, 2010 4:56 pm

copied from 'Things Left Unsaid'...
stripysocks4christ wrote: i dont think we need pages and pages of 'old stuff', but
some people may want a record of some of the stuff on here..
if its just me, then get a new thread.....
or maybe start a new one and leave this open but locked.
that way we can still read our old posts, but the new one will
be easier to control.
just an idea. :owt:
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

xx Kitti xx

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Post by strider 151 » Tue Mar 30, 2010 5:07 pm

*agrees with kitti*
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Tue Mar 30, 2010 5:56 pm

Thirds that idea.

I always go back to read my old secrets.
Sometimes I need to
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Post by swirlish » Thu Apr 01, 2010 1:05 am

I am locking this thread but leaving it on the board, as per request.

Find the new thread here: http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=15&t=139168

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