Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Mon Jan 18, 2010 10:41 am

I just wanna fall in love and do stupid things but you screw up everything and I doubt those things will ever happen.
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Jan 18, 2010 8:11 pm

i want to escape, let m,e just escape from everything. let me run and never look back. let me feel free again. why cant you let me do that? why cant i let you do that?? i'm sorry.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

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Post by Beasty » Wed Jan 20, 2010 5:52 am

I actually need people right now, much as I hate to admit it. But there is no one.
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Post by marshmallowfluff » Thu Jan 21, 2010 12:49 am

sometimes i wonder what an earth I am doing to myself.. but then others it feels justified, like I deserve it. no matter how hard I try, no matter how much i KNOW i should get out of bed and go to lectures, I struggle to do it, then wonder why I don't understand things. I want more than anything to be a nurse, but I know I never will be if I carry on like this.
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Post by strider 151 » Thu Jan 21, 2010 7:26 pm

I feel like being skinny will solve my problems and give me some control....
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by tuliptorn » Sun Jan 24, 2010 9:37 pm

I hate my family.
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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Sun Jan 24, 2010 9:55 pm

**ED**




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Post by stripysocks4christ » Sat Jan 30, 2010 4:25 pm

im shit scared....
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Jan 30, 2010 9:18 pm

why scared kitti?
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by kerigan » Sun Jan 31, 2010 12:08 am

I don't deserve to be happy
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sat Feb 06, 2010 10:37 am

living is an endless parade of time consuming activities present only to mask the reality of how fucking lonely it all is.
:redstar: the time to tell a person you care is now :redstar: the paper crane chain of hope :redstar:

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed Feb 17, 2010 10:34 pm

ED
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I want to be thin more than I want anything... and it doesn't matter to me if it takes dying to get there.
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Post by breathing » Fri Feb 19, 2010 4:31 am

I can't do it. It as in 'everything'.

*ED*






I hate my body so much. Thinking about it distracts me from anything and everything.
I would give anything to be invisible forever - to not have a physical body.
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Post by stripysocks4christ » Fri Feb 19, 2010 3:30 pm

*ed*




i want to be skinny.
i hate my body.
i wish i was beautiful.
cos if i was beautiful it would solve all my problems.
and i would be more worthy.
i want to make my loved ones proud.
i want to show them i can be beautiful.
i just wish there was an easier way than this to go about it.
"Love does not make the world go round... It’s what makes the ride worth while"
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"

"Let Go and Let God"
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"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13

"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."

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Post by capricorn » Mon Feb 22, 2010 11:46 pm

I wish that I could be more spontaneous, be an intense, alive person.
But when it gets down to it, I am afraid to feel alive.
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Post by mephistopheles » Tue Feb 23, 2010 7:20 am

Today I worked for 19 hours. I saw my wife for 1 hour and she was asleep for 45 minutes of it.

I work these jobs so I can afford to spend time with her. I work so hard at these jobs that I have no time to see her.

Fuck this world.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Feb 25, 2010 7:24 pm

you promised and you broke it. I find it quite disturbing you talk to the workshop students about importance of consistancy and yet you are totaly being dishonest by saying how your group is always consistant.... just disturbing
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Post by amyfairy » Sat Feb 27, 2010 1:54 pm

I'm excited that I'm leaving home again tomorrow. For all the wrong reasons.
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Post by strider 151 » Sat Feb 27, 2010 8:07 pm

i miss you, and sometimes i am afraid that i will never find someone i love the same as i loved you. sometimes i curse myself for throwing you away. sometimes i think about you and how you treated me. sometimes i think i am better without you, but not often. all the time i miss you but i know in my heart that it was right. if you emailed me now asking me to take you back, i wouldn't have the strength to say no
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.

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Post by Licentia Poetica » Thu Mar 04, 2010 2:43 am

Life is a curse.
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