tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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strider 151
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Sat Jan 09, 2010 10:27 pm
ok kitti, see you then

PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
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sunflowerwoman
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by sunflowerwoman » Sun Jan 10, 2010 5:03 am
t-i wish that you wouldn't freak about my SI. i wish that you wouldn't ask why? and just accept
that it's who i am and a coping mechanism for me, like drinking is for you. i wish that you wouldn't push
up my sleeves ask where today.......
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by Beasty » Sun Jan 10, 2010 8:41 pm
I had to know, I just had to know.
But now that I know, I'm so scared and confused. What does it mean?
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Sun Jan 10, 2010 10:04 pm
im sorry, i slipped

PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Tue Jan 12, 2010 10:51 pm
you like them more, you spend more time with them, talk to them more, like them more. just admit, i'm a failure!! i'm sorry, really sorry, but you could at least try to love me still. i feel so unwanted right now, things are so hard, please, i need you right now
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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by Dorky&Weird2 » Thu Jan 14, 2010 8:49 am
I-I promised myself I wouldnt send you a message and I cant break that promise thats the only promise that I really dont wanna break...so just send me a message instead...please
W-Please stop telling me all of your problems.I always listen to whatever you tell me but whenever i wanna talk about me,you ignore it or just try and make a joke out of it.
F-Sorry? Wait I didnt do anything....wtf?
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by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Jan 14, 2010 9:38 am
Stop haunting my dreams and turning them into nightmares. You dont control me anymore.
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by Beasty » Fri Jan 15, 2010 2:38 am
Please, please do not let me down. You are running out of time.
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova
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strider 151
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by Beasty » Sat Jan 16, 2010 8:14 am
Done now. Let me get on with my life.
.... if there is a life for me worth getting on with
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova
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strider 151
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by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Jan 16, 2010 11:42 pm
I can't do this, its too complicated and I refuse to calorie count anyways.
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by sunflowerwoman » Sun Jan 17, 2010 3:23 am
c-thanks for being there and saving/helping me again
l-i wish that i could just confess that life (feelings/emotions) sucks and i hate it
d-f*ck you
m-uuuggghhh
j-you think that the world revolves around you, it doesn't
t-you think it's all about you and don't care about what or why i feel that way
g-JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND BE QUIET!
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by Dorky&Weird2 » Sun Jan 17, 2010 10:50 am
Dad-I hate you,go move somewhere else. You dont do anything but bring misery to our lives.
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Sun Jan 17, 2010 11:51 pm
thank you! i cant promise i will never let you down again, but i can promise to try harder and be more open for you! i have known the coldness of life without you, and the warmth life bust through me when im with you, and i know which one i prefer. i will try harder
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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by Licentia Poetica » Wed Jan 20, 2010 4:35 am
I was in recovery, and you FUCKED IT UP. You may have destroyed my uni degree!
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by swanfaerie » Wed Jan 20, 2010 7:59 am
*sa*
daddy look what you did to me all those years. why did you do that to me? do you have any idea how you fucked me up both literally and figurativley? do you realize that i'm scared to death to be in a relationship, especially with a man because i see your face? do you know that in trying to get to know fishman just via email, i'm already having body memories of you raping me?????????/ do you even care?
i want a normal life with a man (or woman) where i can be in a relationship and have someone to grow old with. I'M 45 YEARS OLD AND I CAN'T EVEN BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT FEAR TAKING OVER MY LIFE BECAUSE OF WHAT YOU AND THE CULT DID TO ME.
i just wanna be able to love someone and be loved back.

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by mephistopheles » Wed Jan 20, 2010 8:22 am
No. I do not want your food. I do not want this stuff, this world, inside me. No.
“Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.”
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