my coping space

[angelic212]

hey everyone its been such a long time since i have posted.

im really struggling at the moment right now.
im struggling so much with my eating disorder. some times i struggle with my depression too.

i feel really lonely and i feel like i have no one to talk to about my problems and stuff, although i go to therapy i dont like therapy.

im not coping at all.

i have relapsed pretty badly once again.
im not coping at all.

i have replaced self harm with taking diet pills , and also pain killers sometimes.
but i take more diet pills and i really dont care about the effects of them.

i feel like i cant stop taking them. i feel kind of addicted to them.
and nobody knows.

i feel so alone right now