Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
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Stormy Llwellyn
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
it is not your fault i cut myself. please don't feel you are responsible. it was my choice and a bad one at that. i just need time. please understand. iknow you care, i can't talk about it now, maybe later. i still love you.
Last edited by Stormy Llwellyn on Sun Jan 03, 2010 7:05 am, edited 1 time in total.
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God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference
TWLOHA
Kaylee
God,grant me the Serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
Courage to change the things I can,
and the Wisdom to know the difference
TWLOHA
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
i need to tell you, but why would you understand? in your eyes im just a lil innocent girl. so much that you don't know.......so much that i should tell you......so many reasons why i cant.....im deeply sorry
i have secrets that no one should know
i have secrets that no one should know
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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stripysocks4christ
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
one day. one day i promise. i promise that one day i will tell you. one day i will show you. one day you will find out. please, for now, just trust me. you ought to know. but there are so many reasons why cannot tell you. not yet anyway. please. im so so sorry. im sorry i lie to you every day. im sorry i cant trust you enuf. but im not ready.
one day. when im ready. ill tell. you'll just have to wait a while. please.
one day. when im ready. ill tell. you'll just have to wait a while. please.
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
xx Kitti xx
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
omg my head hurts and i dont know why my mood is suddenly swinging like crazy. I feel like i just want to scream and yell yet I just want to go back to my calm and quiet self. what is up with my head right at this moment? why is my negitive self talk suddenly overtaking me? please just make all that garbage stop!
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
im so sorry
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
$300 dollars.... dont you think thats a bit pricey and the reason there are so many strays around here??? sheesh!
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xXelmoscaresmeXx
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
What gives me hope?
...buslist.org/phpBB GMH
...buslist.org/phpBB GMH
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Expressions-----
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
you are confusing me. please unconfuse me?
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
thank you so so much. you cant imagine how much you helped today. serious. i was scared of doing it, but it turns out it was exactly what i needed. exactly what i needed. thank you.
d - sorry, i tryed, i failed. story of my life - so far. i will tell you, i promise. i just don't think you will understand. and i dont think you will react the same as C
L - watchout, i have something big to tell you....
M - i will tell you soon enough aswell. don't worry. i'm sorry that i lied. i wasnt ready
d - sorry, i tryed, i failed. story of my life - so far. i will tell you, i promise. i just don't think you will understand. and i dont think you will react the same as C
L - watchout, i have something big to tell you....
M - i will tell you soon enough aswell. don't worry. i'm sorry that i lied. i wasnt ready
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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VowsOfSadness
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
why did you do this
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
I always love a
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
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xXelmoscaresmeXx
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
I didn't "start cutting again"...I never fucking stopped and you never fucking noticed.
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Expressions-----
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
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capricorn
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
It upset me so badly that you didn't get into the same uni as I have ... because your happiness matters more to me than my own, and I wanted so much to go there with you, to be with you for another four years, in darkness and in light, because I love you that much.
And I was so glad you didn't get in because I'm terrified we'd fuck things up, and I'm not sure I can cope with or hold onto or deserve anything as good as having you love me and be in my life.
I love you so much it hurts me sometimes.
And I was so glad you didn't get in because I'm terrified we'd fuck things up, and I'm not sure I can cope with or hold onto or deserve anything as good as having you love me and be in my life.
I love you so much it hurts me sometimes.
~Capri
xoxo
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My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
xoxo
"Awake and unafraid."
My Chemical Romance
"I am haunted by humans."
The Book Thief
"Been trying hard not to get into trouble, but I've got a war in my mind."
Lana Del Rey
"It's always darkest just before the dawn. So stay awake with me. Let's prove them wrong."
Rise Against
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain."
Dune
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
L. im tired of this never ending cycle; but I guess I am still holding out hope you will improve, after all its your job and you only have it another 6 months anyways, its not like I am trying to make things complicated for you.
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
L. you are an idiot. seriously. i wanted K to work with me for a reason...
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
i'm sorry i hurt you, but now that you know i hope that our relationship can deepen, not be pulled apart. at least now we can celebrate together, i wont be so lonely? i didn't wanna hurt you, but it was inevitable. i'm relieved that i can share the burden. thanks for being so supportive, it means more than you can imagine
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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Chey Kizoxie
Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
to myself: you have been back to the list for just under 24 hours and its all ready beginning to annoy you... maybe you shouldn't be back to that list... on the other hand why should you let trivial things bug you so much.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
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...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
*to self*
finally your sorting out your f***ing SI, now just sort out that mocking mirror and your weight, and your perfect.
finally your sorting out your f***ing SI, now just sort out that mocking mirror and your weight, and your perfect.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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strider 151
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
d - why?? its my birthday, i should get to choose who comes bowling with me or not. why did you have to suggest M, L & B? of course i am going to agree to it!!!! thats just how i am! just because you wanna see M & L more than me. sure. now i get it. you dont love me anymore because now i'm not ur perfect lil princess is that it? i'm not perfect anymore, i have issues??? well f off then, go live with them and leave me alone again like before.
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery] *I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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stripysocks4christ
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*
"Good friends lift you up when your wings forget to fly"
"Let Go and Let God"
"God will never let us fall without a plan on how to save us"
"For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength" – Philippians 4:13
"I only lied so I didn't have to see the tears of disappointment in your eyes"
"I don't want the world to see me, cos I don't think that they'd understand..."
xx Kitti xx
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my poems
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