who are you right now? *lang trigs*

[myfriendscallmeerika]

i am...
a mother
a wife
a daughter
an employee
a drug addict
a si'er
a survivor


i am not...
a dope whore
irresponsible
using
interested in ur bullshit

i feel...
edgy
restless
aimless
impatient
wound tight
overworked
lonely


i want...
to never use meth again
to be a good mother
to not have to worry about the bills getting paid
to be able to give my family a good xmas
to hurry up and have this baby
for this baby to turn and drop

i love...
it when someone "gets me"
my son
my husband
my mum
when i feel like i have a true friend
to shop
to paint my nails funky colors

i hate...
ignorance
intolerance
those who judge others
the righteous

[pelagic]

I am...
Lonely. Withdrawn. Overwhelmed.

I am not...
Motivated. In control. Accomplished.

I feel...
Abandoned. Bitter. Miserable.

I want...
an apology. I want to be hugged and told that it's not my fault, there's nothing wrong with me, that they'll do the sacrificing and not me.

I need...
to get a new job.

I have...
to clean my room, redo a bunch of assignments, get good grades, exercise and eat better.

I love...
too many selfish people.

I hate...
who I am and how I live my life.

[ThanksALatte]

i am...
-broken
-weary
-drowning

i am not...
-a liar
-sure of myself

i feel...
-sick
-anxious
-drained

i want...
-the truth to come out
-my life as it is now to cease
-change

i need...
-renewal
-a support system that i can rely on
-an escape

i have...
-to get off my butt and do something
-to learn to move on despite the lies somehow.

i love...
-music
-writing
-fall

i hate...
-what you did to me
-my job
-that i will never be the same

[steff]

i am:
stefanie

i am not:
a bitch, unless provoked
a skank
a retard
dirty
bad.

i feel:
like shit
pain
dirty
bad

i want:
to be skinny
to be perfect

i need:
to feel wanted
to be loved
validation
stability

i have:
to get better grades
to graduate high school
go to college
move.

i love:
my doggy
him

i hate:
his new bitch
him
feeling alone
being wrong
not having control

[_kbo_]

I am:
lost, teary, falling deeper and deeper, afraid

I'm not:
a cheater, a slut, a horrible person, his friend, perfect

I feel:
cold, hungry, urgey, tired, insane

I want:
God to help me, answers, to find myself, happiness

I need:
my T, my boy to hug me, assurance that I'll be okay, a good night's sleep

I have:
reasons to be happy, to do my homework, to lose weight, scars

I love:
Christopher, my family, my best friends, my T, God, music, the color purple, driving

I hate:
Christopher, my choices and decisions, my past, daily temptations, roaches, not knowing what's gonna happen next

[Eva]

i am...
really, really sad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
pain inside
i want...
to turn back time
someone to love and who will love me back
him to write to me and ask if we should meet again
i need...
some peace
to get away from here
i have...
a lot to do, but can't get the things done
i love...
-
i hate...
feeling like this

[septemberstorm11]

i am...
confused
happy
sad
guilty
alone
okay
totally mixed up

i am not...
all the way "here"

i feel...
disconnected and overwhelmed at the same time

i want...
to just feel one thing at a time, not all of this mixed up confusing crap...

i need...
sleep

i have...
n/a

i love...
n/a

i hate...
too many things to list.

[Eva]

i am...
sad
scared
single
i am not...
happy
calm
in a relationship with him
i feel...
emotional pain
pain in my stomach
i want...
him
i need...
him
him to say that he wants me and no one else
to know where I stand
i have...
no hope left
i love...
-
i hate...
that I have tried this so many times before and it will happen over and over again

[pelagic]

I am...
A good kid.

I am not...
Good enough.

I feel...
hated, shamed, forgotten, misplaced.

I want...
this bullshit to end.

I need...
to get a grip

I have...
no hope

I love...
my family

I hate...
my family's opinion of me

[stripysocks4christ]

i am:
hurting.
a failure
not enough
too hard on myself
a dissapointment

i am not:
giving up hope
dead yet
unloved

i feel:
in pain
lost
exposed

i want:
to be free
to be skinny
to be beautiful
to be pain free
to be loved

i need:
sleep
rest
to focus
to care for my cuts
keep this a secret

i have:
cuts
friends
family who love me
life

i love:
teddy bears
hot chocolate
love
peace
god

i hate:
temptation
feeling lost and alone
lieing to my loved ones
having to keep things secret

[Eva]

i am...
back to the start
tired of this
lonely
angry
i am not...
loved
well
i feel...
dumb
empty
used
i want...
something good to happen
i need...
him to want me
a hug
to be strong
i have...
some good people in my life
i love...
the thought that
i hate...
feeling like this
that it always ends this way

[KittyCath]

Im not that computer savy, this probably will not work anyway.

i am...alone, pathetic, loser, weak, needy, insane

i am not...worthy of breathe

i feel...stupid........

i want...my mind to leave me alone

i need...????????

i have...???????

i love...my sons and husband

i hate...[/quote]me

[breathing]

i am...
depressed
anxious
irritable

i am not...
relaxed
happy
pleasant

i feel...
like I'm alone
tired

i want...
alone time
to be wanted
happiness

i need...
solitude

i have...
confusion
anxiety

i love...
nature
rain sounds

i hate...
feeling this way
being myself

[xPeggiePatchx]

i am...
~ smart
~ liked
~ fed-up
~ self-centred
~ weird

i am not...
~ okay
~ content
~ hated
~ worthless

i feel...
~ confused
~ used up
~ strange feelings for this one guy...
~ like shit usually
~ somewhat indifferent

i want...
~ my ridiculus dreams about him to become a reality
~ a life
~ faith
~ things to be okay
~ to be an actor and a writer

i need...
~ a job
~ Jesus
~ a bigger ipod
~ friendship
~ motivation

i have...
~ issues
~ things I should get rid of
~ scars I sometimes weren't there
~ some amazing friends
~ talent

i love...
~ my entire extended family
~ my friends
~ my ipod
~ drama
~ being with him

i hate...
~ Northern Ireland and society
~ rich people
~ school
~ bitchiness
~ opinions different from my own

[stripysocks4christ]

i am...
~ tired
~ uspet
~ pathetic
~ worthless
~ selfish

i am not...
~ okay
~ happy
~ a good little girl
~ gonna tell you what happened

i feel...
~ stupid
~ sad
~ confused
~ like shit
~ broken

i want...
~ out
~ bed
~ numbness
~ things to be okay
~ my life back

i need...
~ love
~ praise
~ positive attention
~ safety


i have...
~ issues
~ friends who care about me
~ secrets
~ guilt
~ no life

i love...
~ peace
~ my friends
~ A, K, C, J

i hate...
~ my life
~ the atmisphere at home
~ school
~ me
~ pain and anger and hurt and destructive-ness

[Eisa]

i am...a precious little girl

i am not...broken

i feel...unbelievably sad

i want...to be held

i need...love and comfort

i have...shattered bits and pieces of memories

i love...my boyfriend

i hate...the people who did such awful things to me

[MapleSyrup]

I Am; A stupid girl, who does stupid things
I Am Not; Going to lie about it, going to make excuses
I Feel; Better, calmer, confused, lost
I Want; To know how to tell him, to sleep
I Need; A way out, a decent therapist
I Have; A bed, a boyfriend who loved me entirely more than I deserve
I Love; My Boyfriend, my two best friends
I Hate; Myself, my thoughts, my actions, my reactions, my guilt

[Eva]

i am...
tired
not liked
scared
blank
i am not...
happy
liked
calm
i feel...
pain everywhere
anger
tears on their way
i want...
him
a good result tomorrow
her to stop being after me and be more friendly
i need...
someone who loves me
to get through this
i have...
to live
i love...
-
i hate...
this feeling

[Rodwy]

i am...
numb
scared
angry
i am not...
happy
okay
i feel...
nothing but anger and pain
i want...
To be normal again
My family to understand
i need...
work to understand
i have...
to get through this
i love...
My mom
i hate...
my life

[flyingturtle]

i am...
strong (physically and mentally), good at math, adorable, honest, loving, caring.

i am not...
going to SI, giving in, fat, ugly, friendless, alone.

i feel...
lonely, worried, gross, tired, okay.

i want...
someone to cuddle with, sleep and to sleep in, summer, short sleeves.

i need...
a hug, food, air, music, hope.

i have...
hope, friends, a social life, decent grades, a roof, clothes, a job.

i love...
myself, music, TWLOHA, my friends, fuzzy & warm things, iced coffee.

i hate...
90% of my generation, people with no common sense, annoying noises, homework, being overly busy.