tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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Arctic Fox
- growing roots
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by Arctic Fox » Mon Dec 14, 2009 4:53 pm
Artic Fox wrote:It's awkward between us because I still love you even though you hurt me.
Its my turn. Now I get to hurt you for what you've done to me. I'm going to tell you that it wasn't me that told and I'll make you believe it and when you come to me in tears I'll get to hold you again. This time the smile won't be because you're there though.
[I'm sorry I'm a bad person.]
"If you are going through Hell, keep going." - Sir Winston Churchill
"It's through the worst moments when complete strangers become your best friends." - (*Haven*)
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Chey Kizoxie
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by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Dec 17, 2009 7:30 pm
i dont miss you and dont be nicey nicey cause you still are annoying
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vampirelover
- spiffy maximus
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by vampirelover » Thu Dec 17, 2009 10:49 pm
i forgive you but dont hurt me again i cant take it
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Chey Kizoxie
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by Chey Kizoxie » Thu Dec 17, 2009 10:58 pm
Im only bored when im with you. I dont want to spend more time with you. I would rather spend less time. why can't you get that?
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*pixie dust*
- building community
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- Location: Birmingham, but my heart's in Paris Age: 23
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by *pixie dust* » Fri Dec 18, 2009 12:03 am
I find that I could fall in love with you. And that terrifies me.
* Each night I lay awakened by her shivering silent voice *
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Previously *black raven*
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Beasty
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by Beasty » Fri Dec 18, 2009 2:38 am
I want to kiss you.
Hope you don't mind. Hope it can happen!
"No boom today. Boom tomorrow. There’s always a boom tomorrow. What? Look, somebody’s got to have some damn perspective around here. Boom, sooner or later. BOOM!" - Susan Ivanova
Eisa = Beasty's Twin
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faegirl
- building community
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by faegirl » Sun Dec 20, 2009 12:28 am
i broke the rules and fell for you. and i've always known that i wasn't good enough for you. but i guess some part of me was convinced i could make you love me back. but i can't. and that's the real reason i can't talk to you anymore.
"lonely doesn't even begin to cover it."
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strider 151
- bus mechanic
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- Location: my mind
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by strider 151 » Mon Dec 21, 2009 12:56 am
i hate you for making his life hell
i hate you for making my life hell
i hate you for killing me
i hate you [m] for making things difficult
i hate you [m] for making things stressful and making me worried
i dont care what you think, its wat i think and what everyone else thinks what you think is worthless.
kill it, kill it please, see what i am, who i was, what it might become, and how its taking over. everyday is a struggle to keep it at bay.
See what you've done to me?
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok 
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Mon Dec 21, 2009 12:59 am
you hurt me. you hurt me. how can i forgive you?
*sh trigg* one cut, one small cut, but now its a craving, a temptation. a death....
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Mon Dec 21, 2009 1:00 am
i cant, im sorry, i could try to explain but you would never understand. i cant im sorry
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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snowangel_03
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Chey Kizoxie
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by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Dec 21, 2009 2:53 pm
Why can't you be like that all the time. it was a nice visit, though i didnt like that you made me stay longer when I said i was really busy. i could do without your manipulation but you were still nice, I guess it was cause you got your way. can you be nice without getting your way.
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stripysocks4christ
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- Gender: female :)
- Location: inside my head
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snowangel_03
- my other car is a bus
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stripysocks4christ
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strider 151
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by strider 151 » Tue Dec 22, 2009 10:18 pm
i dont want you any where nere me, or the house. but i have no choice. so come back, but its only with my permission that you come back. i dont want you, who would? but unfortuntly i have to let you in for mum. you better be greateful you old hag. and i know i will have 2 suffer your silence, and your evil glances, but you cant hurt me, i am under jesus's protection. bring it on, cos i am fireproof!!!!!
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok
In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
it only matters who you want to be and where you want to end up.
[Working Towards Recovery]
*I can do all things through christ who strengthens me, Philippians 4:13*
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stripysocks4christ
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Dorky&Weird2
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by Dorky&Weird2 » Wed Dec 23, 2009 8:13 am
K-I hate you.You have done nothing but lied to me.I was your friend and we had fun talking but now I wish I could take it all back.Its not my fault you fell in love with me.I liked you before but now you annoy me,I'm actually glad you ignored my happy birthday so i could move on and not worry about you.
I-I want to talk to you again.I wish I had a time machine to go back to the time when I pressed that button.I want to take it back.None of this would have happened.We still could have been friends..or maybe even more.But I messed it all up cause I was dumb and jealous.
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pelagic
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by pelagic » Wed Dec 23, 2009 9:38 am
I hate myself because of you. I want to fucking kill myself, don't you understand?
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stripysocks4christ
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