Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]

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Post by stripysocks4christ » Tue Dec 01, 2009 9:20 pm

i think ive lost the ability to cry. im so numb now. i havnt cryed a tear in so long.... and i dont no if it scares me...........
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Post by breathing » Wed Dec 02, 2009 6:36 am

I didn't go into Sociology because I let my family and society manipulate me into thinking all liberal arts are generally bad for a career.
I'm really regretting it and it was only a month ago.

And I have a lifetime to deal with my decisions.
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Post by snowangel_03 » Wed Dec 02, 2009 5:52 pm

*SU*



I'm so scared because I think ending it all will be my only way out of this.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Dec 02, 2009 9:50 pm

I don't want this to be the end [of our friendship], but I don't want to say I'm sorry cause I'm not.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Sun Dec 06, 2009 11:58 pm

:wavey:

guys, I just wanted you to know that someone is reading. Dont give up. Reach out to BUS if to nobody else. You're not alone.
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Post by Stormy Llwellyn » Mon Dec 07, 2009 12:07 am

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Post by snowangel_03 » Mon Dec 07, 2009 12:14 am

I'm so scared I'll never have what everyone else does. I'm so scared that if I leave my partner I'll lose my daughter and never get my life together. I'm so FUCKING angry at what my MIL is accusig me of now, I hate her so much, if I could prevent my partner from going back on his 'no more contact' promise my daughter owuld have nothing more to do with her.
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Post by Arctic Fox » Thu Dec 10, 2009 5:35 pm

I would do anything to make the pain go away.
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Post by vampirelover » Thu Dec 17, 2009 10:48 pm

im afraid i only took him back cause sometimes when where afraid of loosing someone we bring them closer
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Fri Dec 18, 2009 12:46 am

people who moan about not being straight a students and so they get a couple b's... those people annoy me. the world isnt gonna end cause you didnt get straight a's.
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Post by Beasty » Fri Dec 18, 2009 4:59 am

1: I don't think I have the ability to be in a relationship. Not with a male. I cannot appreciate them like I used to be able to. I cannot trust them completely or open up. It doesn't feel the same. I don't think I can even LOVE like I used to. It terrifies me.

2: My life would suck without you.
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Tue Dec 29, 2009 10:36 pm

And here I am again. In love with someone I cannot have.
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Post by rainiswet » Thu Jan 07, 2010 2:52 am

I want to drop out.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Thu Jan 07, 2010 11:17 am

I think I have a minor crush on him...but hes 14 yrs older than me....and has a child...and everyone hates him...but I think those are the reasons why I like him :oops:
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Post by Beasty » Sun Jan 10, 2010 8:42 pm

I hope I am. I know I shouldn't, but I do.
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Post by Beasty » Sun Jan 10, 2010 8:43 pm

Also, I want to go back. But I'm scared shitless that things won't be as nice as I'm expecting them to be.
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Post by strider 151 » Sun Jan 10, 2010 8:50 pm

i did it again
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
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Post by skeksi » Tue Jan 12, 2010 3:45 am

My friend is pulling away from me and I don't know why and it's hard not to think it's something about me.

But I know it's not.
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Post by steady hands » Mon Jan 18, 2010 6:53 am

I feel so so alone here.
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Post by strider 151 » Mon Jan 18, 2010 8:49 am

i dont want to go to school
PBH, Telling my parents, My place - All welcome [hugs, stars, challenges, questions are all ok :gooddeal: :Fade-color

In the end, it doesnt matter where you have been or who you were,
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