Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Sep 27, 2009 4:28 pm

so very bored of myself :-?
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Sheliya » Sun Sep 27, 2009 6:54 pm

forgotten and insignificant
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Sep 27, 2009 7:28 pm

bereft
"I saw spiders where there were no spiders" - patti smith
"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Isis » Sun Sep 27, 2009 8:19 pm

empty.alone.sad.
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by hiddensorrow883127 » Fri Oct 02, 2009 4:20 am

:redstar: frustrated
:star: alone
:ylwstar: tired
:lgrnstar: confused
:grnstar: in love
:cystar: angry
:lblstar: misunderstood
:bluestar: overworked
:lpurpstar: smart
:purpstar: stressed
:dkpurpstar: cared about
:pinkstar: needed
:grystar: uneeded
:blkstar: angsty/urgey
"I thought I could trust you...you said I could...you lied and I was so wrong."
"You said you would be there for me. That you would always love me. That I'd never let you down. Then you changed your mind..so now I have memories. AND I WEAR THEM ON MY WRIST."
-Endevour Now. Do Something Intense...to end this
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if only it were that simple
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Oct 02, 2009 4:49 am

hurt. disappointed. envious.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by jadestarwalking » Fri Oct 02, 2009 7:06 pm

:star: hurt
:blkstar: alone
:ylwstar: stuck
:bluestar: stressed
:cystar: urge-y
:dkpurpstar: floating
:grnstar: angry
:grystar: useless
:lblstar: not important
:lgrnstar: trivial
:lpurpstar: disgusting
:pinkstar: ugly
:purpstar: unwanted
:redstar: stupid
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri Oct 02, 2009 9:32 pm

infinitly lonely :blfrwn:
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by amyfairy » Fri Oct 02, 2009 11:19 pm

quite anxious, guilty, tired, sad, looking forward to tomorrow and hoping everything will be okay. fragile :(
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by namaste » Mon Oct 05, 2009 9:27 pm

Self destructive
Every time I close the door on reality
it comes in through the windows

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by amyfairy » Tue Oct 06, 2009 10:28 am

STRESSED. Unhappy. Tearful.
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by tears1315 » Tue Oct 06, 2009 3:32 pm

elated :disco: I think this is my new fav. animation now too
Since you ask, most days I cannot remember.
I walk in my clothes unmarked by the voyage,
Then the most unnameable lust returns
Even then I have nothing against life


Without pain, there would be no suffering,
without suffering we would never learn from our mistakes.
To make it right, pain and suffering is the key to all windows,
without it, there is no way of life.


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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by faegirl » Tue Oct 13, 2009 1:42 pm

trapped
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by steady hands » Fri Oct 16, 2009 7:13 am

so so anxious.
nervous.
urgy.
depressed.
restless.
I just wish I didn't have to deal with this.

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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Lynds » Fri Oct 16, 2009 6:27 pm

:omad: So FUCKING angry! :omad:
"She would never know, because he would never tell her. Somehow if she’d known the worst parts, she couldn’t have gone on being a haven for him… He needed her ignorance to hide in. Yet at the same time, he wanted to know and be known as deeply as possible. And the two desires were irreconcilable"
From Regeneration by Pat Barker
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by jadestarwalking » Sat Oct 17, 2009 1:28 am

upset, like I could crawl into a hole and die.
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by Jen729 » Sat Oct 17, 2009 1:40 am

Right now I feel raw, exposed, naked; numb.
It's my natural state. Never thought to put it into words like that.
Thought provoking response.
Thanks for that.

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You might believe one of two things will happen
There will be something solid for you to step upon
or you will learn how to fly.
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by pelagic » Sun Oct 18, 2009 5:25 am

Forlorn.
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by thewaves » Wed Oct 21, 2009 7:27 am

Completely empty. Not even worried.
"I thought my ideas were so clear. I wanted to make an honest film. No lies whatsoever. I thought I had something so simple to say. Something useful to everybody. A film that could help bury forever all those dead things we carry within ourselves. Instead, I'm the one without the courage to bury anything at all. When did I go wrong? I really have nothing to say, but I want to say it all the same." -Federico Fellini's 8 1/2
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Re: Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

Post by SplinteredGirl » Wed Oct 21, 2009 10:42 am

numbed out from the fact i slipped tonight..
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