Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
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Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
I really really hat myself so so so much... but you don't want to hear that
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i want to go home
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I want to be the girl that overcame it.
Not the girl with baggage and too many issues too handle.
Not the girl with baggage and too many issues too handle.
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i feel weak when i eat. like im not strong enough to starve myself. or even jsut diet. i give in to temptation too easily. it makes me feel horrible.
i feel weak when i eat. like im not strong enough to starve myself. or even jsut diet. i give in to temptation too easily. it makes me feel horrible.
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i found a single-edge blade...i'm sorta excited about going back home so i can use it...but at least i have enough willpower not to use it at my gramma's...but i've never planned before...and the blade is so sharp...i can't wait to see how deep it goes and that scares me so fucking much...
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i found a single-edge blade...i'm sorta excited about going back home so i can use it...but at least i have enough willpower not to use it at my gramma's...but i've never planned before...and the blade is so sharp...i can't wait to see how deep it goes and that scares me so fucking much...
Recovery is possible, I promise
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My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
i wish i told you something instead of being shy.i feel ugly so that's why i'm shy.i'm so angry and jealous.
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Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
im afraid what he did to me will ruin every relationship i ever have and makes me feel like meat to men thats why i call myself bisexual
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time since last slip : 2 days
Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
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And the birds up on the wires and the telegraph poles
They can always fly away from this rain and this cold
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Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
this time last year I was binge-eating every night.
I'm soooo much better now. I still skip meals but I'm eating almost normally, kind of. Just tonight I ate too much and I feel really shit about myself.
I'm soooo much better now. I still skip meals but I'm eating almost normally, kind of. Just tonight I ate too much and I feel really shit about myself.
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i weight myself everyday now, and if i gain even a tiny bit, i don't eat that day.
Recovery is possible, I promise
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Expressions-----
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
My Aunt is Ultimate Starshine. My mom is snowangel_03. My big sisters are jadestarwalking and Birdie.
dont click this link
Facts of life:
-Purple monkeys eat grapes, not bananas.
-The answer to life is five point tomato [toe-may-toe]
-Zebra is not 'zee-brah' it's f-ing 'Z-eh-brah' like Debra
-You will need to count your toes
-The f-ing Zebra will ALWAYS eat your cookie. Nothing will stop it
-Pooh Bear is dead
-There will always be a moose, don't fight it, it will win
-----My Place-----
-----My PBH-----
*Stephanie*
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Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
I'm jealous of my Dad for starving himself completely for 14 days before being made to eat
Do not adjust your mind, there is a fault in reality
Just living hurts.
Just living hurts.
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I want to be honest..they don't want to hear the truth.
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.
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I don't know if I can do this.
Why is this so fucking hard?
Why is this so fucking hard?
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i want to believe you, but nothing bad has ever happened to you. you dont know what you're talking about. I WANT TO MUCH TO HAVE THE SAME THOUGHTS ON THIS AS YOU DO.
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I just want to fold in on myself.
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I'm better off without you.
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
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Drop by my place & say hi
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I'm fully Recovered!
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I have dreams I can't just seem to forget.
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i want someone who isnt paid to listen to me.
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Sing like there's nobody listening.
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Re: Strike Back of Secrets! [The Secrets Thread - Read 1st Post]
When my sister asked me today if I'd ever leave D if he cheated on me, I wanted to scream and shout that "yes, I would" but the thought of being on my own scares me too fucking much. I don't know if I could make it if I was ever on my own.
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I hate people too much and I hate myself too much as well. Is there any reason for me to be loved? My figure it awful, my mindset is awful, I cannot make people happy without being selfish to myself? Why the god-damn hell should I be happy, I don't deserve it!
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