who are you right now? *lang trigs*
- a7xcncangel
- bus conductor
- Posts: 5045
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- Location: Michigan
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
~strong
~worth it
~loved
i am not...
~a freak
~hated
~alone
i feel...
~excited
~content
~relaxed
i want...
~pasta
~a hug
~a good movie to watch
i need...
~to feel secure
~to feel loved
~time to relax and have fun
i have...
~amazing friends
~a great family
~a bright future
i love...
~music
~helping others
~being able to laugh and enjoy life
i hate...
~stress
~my depression
~arrogant/snobby/rude/fake people
~strong
~worth it
~loved
i am not...
~a freak
~hated
~alone
i feel...
~excited
~content
~relaxed
i want...
~pasta
~a hug
~a good movie to watch
i need...
~to feel secure
~to feel loved
~time to relax and have fun
i have...
~amazing friends
~a great family
~a bright future
i love...
~music
~helping others
~being able to laugh and enjoy life
i hate...
~stress
~my depression
~arrogant/snobby/rude/fake people
Mum: ReineDuSommeil
Sister: waydownsouth, nomad2207, noldo
Brother: sirjnj
Daughter: Azira
Cousin: DuchessN, jadestarwalking
Aunt: Cheycatsgarden
Sister: waydownsouth, nomad2207, noldo
Brother: sirjnj
Daughter: Azira
Cousin: DuchessN, jadestarwalking
Aunt: Cheycatsgarden
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
-a friend
-caring
-loving
-a teacher
-lonely
-shy
-strong
-needed
i am not...
-crazy
-mean
-outgoing
-a pushover
i feel...
-lonely
-scared
-sad
-loved
i want...
-a family
-understanding
-to be taken care of
i need...
-my friends
-my family
i have...
-great friends
-great family
-a good job
i love...
-my job
-my friends
-my family
i hate...
-being misunderstood
-being shy
-being alone
-a friend
-caring
-loving
-a teacher
-lonely
-shy
-strong
-needed
i am not...
-crazy
-mean
-outgoing
-a pushover
i feel...
-lonely
-scared
-sad
-loved
i want...
-a family
-understanding
-to be taken care of
i need...
-my friends
-my family
i have...
-great friends
-great family
-a good job
i love...
-my job
-my friends
-my family
i hate...
-being misunderstood
-being shy
-being alone
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- VowsOfSadness
- sock rocker
- Posts: 3975
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i am...
depressed
i am not...
making good decisions
going on the right path
i feel...
suicidal
out of control
like it's only going to get worse
i want...
to get help, but there is so much going on & I don't think I need it cause it could be worse
i need...
to talk to my psychologist... sometime
i have...
to keep on keeping on. keep on living
i love...
Ryan
i hate...
my mother
depressed
i am not...
making good decisions
going on the right path
i feel...
suicidal
out of control
like it's only going to get worse
i want...
to get help, but there is so much going on & I don't think I need it cause it could be worse
i need...
to talk to my psychologist... sometime
i have...
to keep on keeping on. keep on living
i love...
Ryan
i hate...
my mother
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I always love a
I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.
Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
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Drop by my place & say hi
Ask me anything!!!
I'm fully Recovered!
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
in a mood bad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
empty, not worth loving
i want...
something good to happen
i need...
love
i have...
to get myself together
i love...
-
i hate...
feeling like this
in a mood bad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
empty, not worth loving
i want...
something good to happen
i need...
love
i have...
to get myself together
i love...
-
i hate...
feeling like this
- fragmentedxdream
- settling in
- Posts: 131
- Joined: Fri Jul 17, 2009 7:14 am
- Gender: Female
- Location: Michigan
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
-alive
-intelligent
-kind
i am not...
-worthless
-alone
-a whore/slut/etc.
i feel...
-numb
-depressed
-afraid
i want...
-to feel happy
-for things to not keep changing
-to be in control of life
i need...
-a place i can feel safe
-someone who can handle me
-someone who wont hurt me
i have...
-a loving boyfriend
-friends who are there for me
-bus
i love...
-my boyfriend
-my friends
-my mum & sister
i hate...
-my dad
-how life is changing so quickly
-losing control of whats happening
-alive
-intelligent
-kind
i am not...
-worthless
-alone
-a whore/slut/etc.
i feel...
-numb
-depressed
-afraid
i want...
-to feel happy
-for things to not keep changing
-to be in control of life
i need...
-a place i can feel safe
-someone who can handle me
-someone who wont hurt me
i have...
-a loving boyfriend
-friends who are there for me
-bus
i love...
-my boyfriend
-my friends
-my mum & sister
i hate...
-my dad
-how life is changing so quickly
-losing control of whats happening
- LoverlyLaurie
- sprouting branches
- Posts: 1287
- Joined: Fri Jul 03, 2009 8:09 am
- Gender: F
- Location: USA
- Contact:
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am..
a good person.
tired of being so angry.
selfish.
i am not...
worthless.
stupid.
open to anyone.
i feel...
depressed.
sad.
lonely.
i want...
to know what i want.
to hide away.
to be open to love.
i need...
a hug.
a shower.
to lose [x]lbs.
i have...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.
i love...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.
i hate...
that i'm afraid to talk to my dad.
that i'm afraid to talk to my T.
that i'm afraid of who i might be.
a good person.
tired of being so angry.
selfish.
i am not...
worthless.
stupid.
open to anyone.
i feel...
depressed.
sad.
lonely.
i want...
to know what i want.
to hide away.
to be open to love.
i need...
a hug.
a shower.
to lose [x]lbs.
i have...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.
i love...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.
i hate...
that i'm afraid to talk to my dad.
that i'm afraid to talk to my T.
that i'm afraid of who i might be.
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And you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
a good mummy to my cats
happy i ate dinner tonight
living where I want to be living
i am not...
going to daydream about a better life
going to go without eating all day
i feel...
fat
sweaty and hot (cause i ate and so i am not cold from not eating)
i want...
to loose weight
people in my family to stop obsessing about their and my weight
i need...
a break from being with family
someone to just hang out with here in my town
i have...
2 cats
a great apartment
amazing bus family
i love...
my cats
my bus family and friends
i hate...
being afraid of both my parents
a good mummy to my cats
happy i ate dinner tonight
living where I want to be living
i am not...
going to daydream about a better life
going to go without eating all day
i feel...
fat
sweaty and hot (cause i ate and so i am not cold from not eating)
i want...
to loose weight
people in my family to stop obsessing about their and my weight
i need...
a break from being with family
someone to just hang out with here in my town
i have...
2 cats
a great apartment
amazing bus family
i love...
my cats
my bus family and friends
i hate...
being afraid of both my parents
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
part angie.
part me.
hurt and borken but healing and strong.
I am confused.
self-conscious
sad
exhausted
i am not...
confident or brave.
I am not emotionally young.
i feel...
hatred - I hate confusion. i want certainties
inspired by this site
i want...
love
care
attention
to be able to speak emotionally, without fear of retribution
a kitty
i need...
love
sleep
a mother
i have...
some love
i love...
My bf
my tattoos
my horse
my cat
my scars
i hate...
my ex
confusion
uncertainty
anxiety in the middle of the night
part angie.
part me.
hurt and borken but healing and strong.
I am confused.
self-conscious
sad
exhausted
i am not...
confident or brave.
I am not emotionally young.
i feel...
hatred - I hate confusion. i want certainties
inspired by this site
i want...
love
care
attention
to be able to speak emotionally, without fear of retribution
a kitty
i need...
love
sleep
a mother
i have...
some love
i love...
My bf
my tattoos
my horse
my cat
my scars
i hate...
my ex
confusion
uncertainty
anxiety in the middle of the night
"A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages"
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Roxi is my twisted sister
- jadestarwalking
- town councillor
- Posts: 1311
- Joined: Fri Jun 26, 2009 1:55 am
- Gender: Female
- Location: Maine
i am...
on the edge of hurting myself
trying to work through all the pain I am feeling
tired but I won't let myself sleep
i am not...
a whore
ugly
stupid
i feel...
ashamed
alone
depressed
i want...
to be able to express myself better
a better relationship with God
to feel like I can eat when I am hungry rather than not
i need...
more friends around home
to go back to school asap
to work through my trauma issues
i have...
a loving adopted family
great friends at school
patience
i love...
kitties
my friends
bus
i hate...
fake people
being lied to
being strung along
on the edge of hurting myself
trying to work through all the pain I am feeling
tired but I won't let myself sleep
i am not...
a whore
ugly
stupid
i feel...
ashamed
alone
depressed
i want...
to be able to express myself better
a better relationship with God
to feel like I can eat when I am hungry rather than not
i need...
more friends around home
to go back to school asap
to work through my trauma issues
i have...
a loving adopted family
great friends at school
patience
i love...
kitties
my friends
bus
i hate...
fake people
being lied to
being strung along
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
I am...
avoidant
ugly
watching a movie
petting my rabbit with my leg
I am not...
urgy
depressed
tired
I feel...
sad
restless
a bit worried/anxious
bored
but still feel better than usual
I want...
him to write me
somebody to hold me and never let me go
to be loved
a cat
I need...
to get back to school
to feel loved
to be more social
I have...
a good family
two lovely pets
few very important and close friends
problems (but why would I be here if I had none..)
sense of humor (hopefully..)
I love...
my pets
my family
my friends
God
I hate...
myself too often
social situations
to be weak
to see my loved ones suffer
avoidant
ugly
watching a movie
petting my rabbit with my leg
I am not...
urgy
depressed
tired
I feel...
sad
restless
a bit worried/anxious
bored
but still feel better than usual
I want...
him to write me
somebody to hold me and never let me go
to be loved
a cat
I need...
to get back to school
to feel loved
to be more social
I have...
a good family
two lovely pets
few very important and close friends
problems (but why would I be here if I had none..)
sense of humor (hopefully..)
I love...
my pets
my family
my friends
God
I hate...
myself too often
social situations
to be weak
to see my loved ones suffer
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
lonely
itchy
I am not...
happy
sure about therapy
in a good place right now
I feel...
deserted
forgotten
desperate
I want...
someone to care and for me to let them
someone to know without me having to tell them
I need...
to be honest in expression
to be recognised
I have...
work to do
no plan on hoe to do it
I love...
SIing
I hate...
what my SIing does to other people
lonely
itchy
I am not...
happy
sure about therapy
in a good place right now
I feel...
deserted
forgotten
desperate
I want...
someone to care and for me to let them
someone to know without me having to tell them
I need...
to be honest in expression
to be recognised
I have...
work to do
no plan on hoe to do it
I love...
SIing
I hate...
what my SIing does to other people
"A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages"
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Roxi is my twisted sister
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- badgirl22
- driving instructor
- Posts: 5657
- Joined: Mon Sep 22, 2003 8:18 am
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
I am sad, depressed, lonely, board, and did I mention sad? I am such a bad person. I am bad and fat and unlovable. I can't do anything right. I don't have a life.
-badgirl22
-badgirl22
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
I am..
Stupid
Ugly
In pain
Waiting for something that isn't going to happen
I am not..
Trying hard enough
I feel..
Abandoned
Alone
I want..
To take every word back
Pain relief
I need..
Comfort
I have..
A headache
Made a mistake (again)
I love..
Nobody
I hate..
Myself
Stupid
Ugly
In pain
Waiting for something that isn't going to happen
I am not..
Trying hard enough
I feel..
Abandoned
Alone
I want..
To take every word back
Pain relief
I need..
Comfort
I have..
A headache
Made a mistake (again)
I love..
Nobody
I hate..
Myself
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
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- jadestarwalking
- town councillor
- Posts: 1311
- Joined: Fri Jun 26, 2009 1:55 am
- Gender: Female
- Location: Maine
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
wounded
still me
depressed
i am not...
crazy
a tramp just because I have borderline personality disorder
your whore
i feel...
hurt
frustrated
worn down
i want...
to be understood
to quit having flashbaks
to always feel like I can be myself
i need...
to feel loved again
to have a life again
a true friend
i have...
a fucked up family
no life
a good day to look forward to
i love...
Kittens
living in the country
air conditioning
i hate...
the heat
not feeling safe
wanting to leave my family
wounded
still me
depressed
i am not...
crazy
a tramp just because I have borderline personality disorder
your whore
i feel...
hurt
frustrated
worn down
i want...
to be understood
to quit having flashbaks
to always feel like I can be myself
i need...
to feel loved again
to have a life again
a true friend
i have...
a fucked up family
no life
a good day to look forward to
i love...
Kittens
living in the country
air conditioning
i hate...
the heat
not feeling safe
wanting to leave my family
- fragmentedxdream
- settling in
- Posts: 131
- Joined: Fri Jul 17, 2009 7:14 am
- Gender: Female
- Location: Michigan
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
-alive
-loved
-kind
i am not...
-stupid
-a whore/slut
-abusive
i feel...
-alone
-afraid
-anxious
i want...
-to hurt myself
-my ex to just go away
-for everything to be over with
i need...
-some sense of control
-some sanity
-to feel safe
i have...
-an amazing boyfriend
-friends who are here for me
-a place i can run away to
i love...
-my friends
-my boyfriend
-my music
i hate...
-what's happening
-my anxiety attacks
-that i want to cut so badly
-alive
-loved
-kind
i am not...
-stupid
-a whore/slut
-abusive
i feel...
-alone
-afraid
-anxious
i want...
-to hurt myself
-my ex to just go away
-for everything to be over with
i need...
-some sense of control
-some sanity
-to feel safe
i have...
-an amazing boyfriend
-friends who are here for me
-a place i can run away to
i love...
-my friends
-my boyfriend
-my music
i hate...
-what's happening
-my anxiety attacks
-that i want to cut so badly
- flawedinsomniac
- unpacking boxes
- Posts: 31
- Joined: Wed Aug 27, 2008 8:31 am
- Gender: Female
- Location: North Dakota
- Contact:
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
so stupid sometimes.
i am not...
in a good place right now.
i feel...
exhausted and worthless.
i want...
to sleep for a while, to get away from it all.
i need...
a break.
i have...
too much to do.
i love...
having time to myself.
i hate...
feeling like this.
so stupid sometimes.
i am not...
in a good place right now.
i feel...
exhausted and worthless.
i want...
to sleep for a while, to get away from it all.
i need...
a break.
i have...
too much to do.
i love...
having time to myself.
i hate...
feeling like this.
A happy life consists in tranquility of mind -- Cicero
- Ruby Tuesday
- just plain inspiring
- Posts: 7103
- Joined: Fri Nov 12, 2004 10:36 am
- Location: on the floor of a library
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
treading water, - surviving but not getting anywhere.
i am not...
looking forward to tomorrow.
i feel...
very disgruntled with myself
i want...
to sleep, because then I don't have to think. I feel safe in bed.
i need...
some real life support
i have...
to try to be more productive.
i love...
laughing so much it hurts. I miss that.
i hate...
that I've wasted so much of my life.
treading water, - surviving but not getting anywhere.
i am not...
looking forward to tomorrow.
i feel...
very disgruntled with myself
i want...
to sleep, because then I don't have to think. I feel safe in bed.
i need...
some real life support
i have...
to try to be more productive.
i love...
laughing so much it hurts. I miss that.
i hate...
that I've wasted so much of my life.
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood
place
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
freezing
sad
empty
hungry
i am not...
happy
well
i feel...
like givning up
i want...
to be loved
i need...
to be loved
i have...
-
i love...
-
i hate...
this mess
freezing
sad
empty
hungry
i am not...
happy
well
i feel...
like givning up
i want...
to be loved
i need...
to be loved
i have...
-
i love...
-
i hate...
this mess
- vampirelover
- spiffy maximus
- Posts: 4149
- Joined: Tue Apr 17, 2007 8:45 pm
- Gender: F
- Location: London ish(England), age : 21
Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*
i am...
unique
a good person
a survivor not a victim
i am not...
going to sit here feeling sorry for myself
going to start a rebound relationship
i feel...
unsure
musically
a bit sad
i want...
to relive memories
a jolly song
chocolate spread
i need...
to get my laptop lead
sleep is good
i have...
all i REALLY need
love ones
food on the table
a roof over my head
an education
happiness (most of the time)
i love...
my loves ones
the smell of links chocolate mens deoderant
my ipod with its new case
curling up in front of the tv
hugs
black coffee
mazipan
violet creams
i hate...
the fact wont ever have similar experiences with my ex and a certain "friend"
the thought of my love ones upset
unique
a good person
a survivor not a victim
i am not...
going to sit here feeling sorry for myself
going to start a rebound relationship
i feel...
unsure
musically
a bit sad
i want...
to relive memories
a jolly song
chocolate spread
i need...
to get my laptop lead
sleep is good
i have...
all i REALLY need
love ones
food on the table
a roof over my head
an education
happiness (most of the time)
i love...
my loves ones
the smell of links chocolate mens deoderant
my ipod with its new case
curling up in front of the tv
hugs
black coffee
mazipan
violet creams
i hate...
the fact wont ever have similar experiences with my ex and a certain "friend"
the thought of my love ones upset
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