Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by falllingdown » Fri Aug 28, 2009 6:59 pm

You make me feel like i am inadequate and a fool.
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Post by Spidey » Fri Aug 28, 2009 10:31 pm

It's been six years today.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Aug 29, 2009 1:27 am

why do i even care? sure im only 30, i dont mind waiting till the next lifetime to start living. :roll: (grrr)

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Post by kalayla » Sat Aug 29, 2009 5:37 pm

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Post by myfriendscallmeerika » Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:29 pm

i worry that even at my most healthiest, most normal, sanest point.....im still not well enough

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Post by Diane M » Sat Aug 29, 2009 11:56 pm

I think I am damaged (as pdoc says) but beyond repair or recovery. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Aug 30, 2009 11:39 pm

I think I'm now using smoking as a way to self-destruct. The difference is that smoking is socially acceptable. I need to stop before it becomes an addiction as I don't ever want to feel that I HAVE to smoke; so far, it's only been a want that I've let myself have.

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Post by Spidey » Mon Aug 31, 2009 3:17 am

amyfairy wrote:I think I'm now using smoking as a way to self-destruct. The difference is that smoking is socially acceptable. I need to stop before it becomes an addiction as I don't ever want to feel that I HAVE to smoke; so far, it's only been a want that I've let myself have.
Quit while you still can. It sucks balls, makes you smell bad, and costs a hella lot of money. It's not worth it in the end.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Aug 31, 2009 2:33 pm

I am torn. you said it could take months and months and even up to a year.... hah, are you suggesting that you dont care and that you will just wait for my cw to get off of mat leave. I have to say though... im not the only one who is having problems with you and its quite funny what I hear other people talk about. I was going to tell your boss to ignore the email, but after overhearing your staff... lol my polite letter was quite justified AND a hell of a lot politer and tactful then what any of your staff said.

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Post by guest567 » Mon Aug 31, 2009 3:31 pm

Me - breathe, calm down and sort yourself out. You weren't really keen on the pressure the idea was giving you and so this has given you some breathing space. Enjoy your last evening on holiday and allow yourself to freak out and get incredibly anxious with sleepness nights upon your return.

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Post by Neviah » Wed Sep 02, 2009 10:00 pm

i want to die

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Post by snowangel_03 » Wed Sep 02, 2009 10:01 pm

I'm worried what L said might be true.
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Post by amyfairy » Thu Sep 03, 2009 8:06 pm

I'm looking at photos of myself from a year or two ago. I've gotten uglier and plainer looking. I need to have blonde hair again as I hate my boring, natural hair colour. I'm going to treat myself to new hair in two weeks and I can't wait as I've been feeling so yuck about my looks lately. And my face looks thinner in the old photos. I wonder if my face looks disgusting and bloated these days. I can't even remember if that photo was taken when I was resticting but I look pretty in it and I don't anymore :(

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Post by xXelmoscaresmeXx » Thu Sep 03, 2009 8:21 pm

The voice in my head that stands up for me makes me feel even worse that ~I can't stand up to ~myself. Even though I know that voice is me...but if I accepted that the voice that stands up for me is me, that would make the voice that puts me down also me.
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Post by Dorky&Weird2 » Fri Sep 04, 2009 8:32 am

I'm sorry I dont like you the way you like me.I wish I had the guts to tell you.I did like you before but now you just kinda annoy me and I want to be just friends....sorry :-?
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Sep 05, 2009 6:24 pm

i dont care about finishing.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Sat Sep 05, 2009 7:04 pm

You said all those things. You said you didn't mean them. You said you were sorry.

I don't believe you.
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Post by jadestarwalking » Sun Sep 06, 2009 1:15 am

I can't decide if I truly miss you or not.
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Post by Sprinklez » Sun Sep 06, 2009 3:45 am

You treated me like shit, used me, cheated, lied, took advantage of me, and are the sole purpose of my trust issues. I blame you for every single negative thought that has crossed my mind since November 2007. You got S in the worst trouble possible and now I may have lost her friendship because of you. You're now doing to her what you used to do to me. And honestly, though I hate that you made this happen to her, I still don't hate you for doing all of this to me..Just wish you'd talk to me like you used to..before we ever dated..
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Sep 06, 2009 4:33 pm

I'm only funny when I'm drunk - that's the only time I have anything interesting to say and make people laugh. I love making people laugh. If I talk at other times it's as if I haven't said anything or I literally have no idea what to say so I remain quiet. I wish I was funny and know what to say. I wish the witty comments just rolled off my tongue and everyone wanted to be around me because I am fun. I'm not - I've felt that way too many times lately.

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