Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

[steady hands]

There was a reason I didn't pick there.

I never told you that, but there was.
I am more mature than you think.
I am capable of making my own decisions.

So please, RESPECT THAT.

is it seriously that hard?

[falllingdown]

I wish we could talk i really do, I hate the fact that i feel like i have made myself look like a freak and i wish i could change things but i dont think i can.

Tired of being none exsistant.

[kalayla]

I wish she would just listen to me

[snowangel_03]

Your bitchy behaviour is making me want to SI. Why are you being such a cold hearted bitch to me, after everything we've been through?! You fucking hurt me, I have the scar to prove it and you made him believe you. Some fucking friend YOU are!

I fucking told you what would happen this morning and you didn't listen. Why didn't you listen? I was right all along.

There's SOMETHING fucking wrong with me! Why the FUCK can't you see it?! I'm fucking DEPRESSED, for fucks sake. Why tell me I'm not if you know my history. How the hell could you be surprised I used to SI. It's in my fucking notes for christ sake! I was under the CMHT for a fucking reason, you moron!

[a7xcncangel]

I miss you, Jo. I can't stop thinking about you.
I love you
....not that it even matters. You hate my fucking guts, but I can't say I blame you... I hate myself too...

[jadestarwalking]

I am not a slut just because I have boderline personality disorder!

[Chey Kizoxie]

you just had to make a food/weight comment today didn't you

[Eva]

Why? I believed in you. I believed every word. How could I be so stupid....I'm not worth a thing.

[Chey Kizoxie]

why wont you get back to me? you need to reply to your emails a little sooner

[jadestarwalking]

I am going to make it, I am not going to drop out of college. I am going to get my degree and do well, unlike you.

[Eva]

Please...come back...please...please change your mind. Why did you go away? How could you lie so much? I don't deserve this. I really, really liked you. I'm lost and empty. You said you would take care of me..love me..why...

[broken_molly]

PLEASE understand..... i LOVE you with all my heart and soul, i would NEVER intentionally do anything to hurt you, you mean the world to me and i am in bits because you think i dont care

[kalayla]

i should be used to this

[jadestarwalking]

you make me feel lower than I have felt in a long time. I thought this was the end of those feelings

[Beasty]

Brilliant. Now all I can think about is shagging you. Just fucking brilliant.

[jadestarwalking]

you fucking touched me. you made me hate men. no child should go through what you put me through. combine that with the physical abuse from my dad, I never had a normal childhood. and then you raped me as an adult. fuck. I never feel safe, no matter where I am, I feel like you are going to find me and kill me. you threatened my life before, what would stop you from killing me now?

[amyfairy]

(ed trigger, i'd actually prefer if no-one read)
oh FUCK this. I obviously don't care about my health so we can stop pretending now. I know I know, I am pushing everyone that is talking sense away and I feel absolutely awful. This isn't me acting like this, I'm a nice honest hardworking intelligent person but right now..... I'd be lying if I said that my 36 hour fast didn't make me feel good.

I really don't care enough about myself or where this is going to stop. I wish I did. I do sometimes - I go all in for the three healthy meals, fruit and veg, occasional treat. I can't keep that up. I never can. I'm really sorry. I ate lunch today. I should be proud but I freaked and purged a little. I just want to not eat anything again tomorrow. I shouldn't have given in today. WEAK. It's the only thing that's making sense. Well done eating disorder, you're winning. Who cares.

[Chey Kizoxie]

ok, my cw is on mat leave, you are an iv coordinator... fine, but why the effing hell is my cw still the one giving me all the info about goings on and basicaly doing all the stuff she does for me while she was working. SHE IS ON MAT LEAVE you minging toad. please do your job so my cw can enjoy her time off instead of worrying and doing your job for you!


GRRRR!

[jadestarwalking]

Her family only likes you better because your family has money, you idiot.

[kalayla]

i think this is real... and i don't want to lose you