who are you right now? *lang trigs*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by a7xcncangel » Sun May 31, 2009 10:31 pm

i am...
~strong
~worth it
~loved

i am not...
~a freak
~hated
~alone

i feel...
~excited
~content
~relaxed

i want...
~pasta
~a hug
~a good movie to watch

i need...
~to feel secure
~to feel loved
~time to relax and have fun

i have...
~amazing friends
~a great family
~a bright future

i love...
~music
~helping others
~being able to laugh and enjoy life

i hate...
~stress
~my depression
~arrogant/snobby/rude/fake people
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by jenaniah » Wed Jun 03, 2009 3:11 am

i am...
-a friend
-caring
-loving
-a teacher
-lonely
-shy
-strong
-needed

i am not...
-crazy
-mean
-outgoing
-a pushover

i feel...
-lonely
-scared
-sad
-loved


i want...
-a family
-understanding
-to be taken care of

i need...
-my friends
-my family


i have...
-great friends
-great family
-a good job

i love...
-my job
-my friends
-my family

i hate...
-being misunderstood
-being shy
-being alone
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 03, 2009 5:24 am

i am...
depressed

i am not...
making good decisions
going on the right path

i feel...
suicidal
out of control
like it's only going to get worse

i want...
to get help, but there is so much going on & I don't think I need it cause it could be worse

i need...
to talk to my psychologist... sometime

i have...
to keep on keeping on. keep on living

i love...
Ryan

i hate...
my mother
*Challenges welcome*
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Fri Jul 24, 2009 5:27 pm

i am...
in a mood bad
i am not...
happy
i feel...
empty, not worth loving
i want...
something good to happen
i need...
love
i have...
to get myself together
i love...
-
i hate...
feeling like this

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by fragmentedxdream » Wed Jul 29, 2009 11:19 pm

i am...
-alive
-intelligent
-kind

i am not...
-worthless
-alone
-a whore/slut/etc.

i feel...
-numb
-depressed
-afraid

i want...
-to feel happy
-for things to not keep changing
-to be in control of life

i need...
-a place i can feel safe
-someone who can handle me
-someone who wont hurt me

i have...
-a loving boyfriend
-friends who are there for me
-bus

i love...
-my boyfriend
-my friends
-my mum & sister

i hate...
-my dad
-how life is changing so quickly
-losing control of whats happening
"...occasionally I wished I could walk through a picture window and have the sharp, broken shards slash me to ribbons so I would finally look like I felt." - Elizabeth Wurtzel

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Post by LoverlyLaurie » Tue Aug 04, 2009 2:19 am

i am..
a good person.
tired of being so angry.
selfish.

i am not...
worthless.
stupid.
open to anyone.

i feel...
depressed.
sad.
lonely.

i want...
to know what i want.
to hide away.
to be open to love.

i need...
a hug.
a shower.
to lose [x]lbs.

i have...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.

i love...
my dogs.
my family.
my music.

i hate...
that i'm afraid to talk to my dad.
that i'm afraid to talk to my T.
that i'm afraid of who i might be.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Aug 04, 2009 2:40 am

i am...
a good mummy to my cats
happy i ate dinner tonight
living where I want to be living

i am not...
going to daydream about a better life
going to go without eating all day


i feel...
fat
sweaty and hot (cause i ate and so i am not cold from not eating)

i want...
to loose weight
people in my family to stop obsessing about their and my weight

i need...
a break from being with family
someone to just hang out with here in my town

i have...
2 cats
a great apartment
amazing bus family

i love...
my cats
my bus family and friends

i hate...
being afraid of both my parents

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Artemisia » Thu Aug 06, 2009 9:05 am

i am...
part angie.
part me.
hurt and borken but healing and strong.
I am confused.
self-conscious
sad
exhausted

i am not...
confident or brave.
I am not emotionally young.


i feel...
hatred - I hate confusion. i want certainties
inspired by this site

i want...
love
care
attention
to be able to speak emotionally, without fear of retribution
a kitty :cat5:

i need...
love
sleep
a mother

i have...
some love

i love...
My bf
my tattoos
my horse
my cat
my scars

i hate...
my ex
confusion
uncertainty
anxiety in the middle of the night
"A prayer for the wild at heart, kept in cages"

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Post by jadestarwalking » Fri Aug 07, 2009 4:33 am

i am...
on the edge of hurting myself
trying to work through all the pain I am feeling
tired but I won't let myself sleep

i am not...
a whore
ugly
stupid

i feel...
ashamed
alone
depressed

i want...
to be able to express myself better
a better relationship with God
to feel like I can eat when I am hungry rather than not

i need...
more friends around home
to go back to school asap
to work through my trauma issues

i have...
a loving adopted family
great friends at school
patience

i love...
kitties
my friends
bus

i hate...
fake people
being lied to
being strung along
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Lameduck » Mon Aug 10, 2009 4:57 pm

I am...

avoidant
ugly
watching a movie
petting my rabbit with my leg :)

I am not...

urgy
depressed
tired

I feel...

sad
restless
a bit worried/anxious
bored
but still feel better than usual

I want...

him to write me
somebody to hold me and never let me go
to be loved
a cat

I need...

to get back to school
to feel loved
to be more social

I have...

a good family
two lovely pets
few very important and close friends
problems (but why would I be here if I had none..) :P
sense of humor (hopefully..)

I love...

my pets
my family
my friends
God

I hate...

myself too often
social situations
to be weak
to see my loved ones suffer

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Artemisia » Wed Aug 12, 2009 12:30 pm

i am...
lonely
itchy

I am not...
happy
sure about therapy
in a good place right now

I feel...
deserted
forgotten
desperate

I want...
someone to care and for me to let them
someone to know without me having to tell them

I need...
to be honest in expression
to be recognised

I have...
work to do
no plan on hoe to do it

I love...
SIing

I hate...
what my SIing does to other people
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by badgirl22 » Thu Aug 13, 2009 12:54 am

I am sad, depressed, lonely, board, and did I mention sad? I am such a bad person. I am bad and fat and unlovable. I can't do anything right. I don't have a life.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Lameduck » Sat Aug 15, 2009 9:07 am

I am..
Stupid
Ugly
In pain
Waiting for something that isn't going to happen

I am not..
Trying hard enough

I feel..
Abandoned
Alone

I want..
To take every word back
Pain relief

I need..
Comfort

I have..
A headache
Made a mistake (again)

I love..
Nobody

I hate..
Myself

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by jadestarwalking » Tue Aug 18, 2009 4:59 am

i am...
wounded
still me
depressed

i am not...
crazy
a tramp just because I have borderline personality disorder
your whore

i feel...
hurt
frustrated
worn down

i want...
to be understood
to quit having flashbaks
to always feel like I can be myself

i need...
to feel loved again
to have a life again
a true friend

i have...
a fucked up family
no life
a good day to look forward to

i love...
Kittens
living in the country
air conditioning

i hate...
the heat
not feeling safe
wanting to leave my family
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by fragmentedxdream » Thu Aug 20, 2009 9:54 pm

i am...
-alive
-loved
-kind

i am not...
-stupid
-a whore/slut
-abusive

i feel...
-alone
-afraid
-anxious

i want...
-to hurt myself
-my ex to just go away
-for everything to be over with

i need...
-some sense of control
-some sanity
-to feel safe

i have...
-an amazing boyfriend
-friends who are here for me
-a place i can run away to

i love...
-my friends
-my boyfriend
-my music

i hate...
-what's happening
-my anxiety attacks
-that i want to cut so badly
"...occasionally I wished I could walk through a picture window and have the sharp, broken shards slash me to ribbons so I would finally look like I felt." - Elizabeth Wurtzel

hugs are appreciated

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Post by flawedinsomniac » Sat Sep 19, 2009 11:56 pm

i am...
so stupid sometimes.

i am not...
in a good place right now.

i feel...
exhausted and worthless.

i want...
to sleep for a while, to get away from it all.

i need...
a break.

i have...
too much to do.

i love...
having time to myself.

i hate...
feeling like this.
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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Sep 27, 2009 7:33 pm

i am...
treading water, - surviving but not getting anywhere.

i am not...
looking forward to tomorrow.

i feel...
very disgruntled with myself

i want...
to sleep, because then I don't have to think. I feel safe in bed.

i need...
some real life support

i have...
to try to be more productive.

i love...
laughing so much it hurts. I miss that.

i hate...
that I've wasted so much of my life.
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'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
'No, no', she said impatiently, 'Not those , those are no good anymore. My other hands, the ones I had before, the ones I could touch things with.'" - margaret atwood


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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by Eva » Tue Sep 29, 2009 4:12 pm

i am...
freezing
sad
empty
hungry
i am not...
happy
well
i feel...
like givning up
i want...
to be loved
i need...
to be loved
i have...
-
i love...
-
i hate...
this mess

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Re: who are you right now? *lang trigs*

Post by vampirelover » Tue Sep 29, 2009 9:45 pm

i am...
unique
a good person
a survivor not a victim


i am not...
going to sit here feeling sorry for myself
going to start a rebound relationship

i feel...
unsure
musically
a bit sad


i want...
to relive memories
a jolly song
chocolate spread
i need...
to get my laptop lead
sleep is good
i have...
all i REALLY need
love ones
food on the table
a roof over my head
an education
happiness (most of the time)


i love...
my loves ones
the smell of links chocolate mens deoderant
my ipod with its new case
curling up in front of the tv
hugs
black coffee
mazipan
violet creams
i hate...
the fact wont ever have similar experiences with my ex and a certain "friend"
the thought of my love ones upset
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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