Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Artemisia » Thu Aug 06, 2009 8:26 am

your so kind and helpful but I hurt you every time i do this. I'm so sorry. I wish you could see how sorry i am. and i love you. I hate that I do this that I don't want to stop, but that it uhrts you every time I do this. I don't know how to help me and you... I don't want you to leave...
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Beasty » Fri Aug 07, 2009 4:05 am

I don't care. I don't care. I couldn't give a damn. Doesn't matter at all. ONly a week left anyway. If he says no, it's fine. If he doesn't respond, it's also just fine. It does not matter. I DO NOT CARE.

But please respond favourably. I'm sorry it was an email.

I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY. Unless it's "sure, let's meet up". In which case I do indeed care. Otherwise, I DO NOT GIVE A FUCK
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by jadestarwalking » Fri Aug 07, 2009 4:18 am

It doesn't matter anymore.
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Post by Callisto » Fri Aug 07, 2009 12:14 pm

You don't deserve the praise you get because nothing's really changed except perhaps the fact that you're now better at hiding what you're doing so you can get your own way.

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Post by snowangel_03 » Fri Aug 07, 2009 12:18 pm

Would things have been different if he hadn't been there? Would you have even wanted me if I wasn't drunk and high?
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Post by amyfairy » Sun Aug 09, 2009 12:36 pm

i've put on weight and none of my old clothes fit my properly anymore. i devote so much time to hating my body. i just feel horrible about it, words can't describe it. nothing looks right, everything looks wrong on me, because my body is so wrong at the moment. i just want to lose some weight. i'm so frustrated at myself and fed up of all of this! i can't be happy with my body at this weight. FAT is all i see, everywhere.

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Post by guest567 » Sun Aug 09, 2009 9:45 pm

It was really good to see you tonight, there were many funny times. Although some of the things you said I think you said without thinking and they stung a little.

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Post by volta » Mon Aug 10, 2009 1:07 am

mommy,
can i please come home now?

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Post by amyfairy » Mon Aug 10, 2009 10:15 am

I feel so anxious.
I was speeding a little as I was going downhill and I made a half hour detour to go back and check for speed cameras and then I've spent an hour trying to work out my route on a speed camera map on the internet to see if there was one. I don't even think there was but I can't get it out of my freaking mind. And what can I do about it now, anyway? Arghhhh I can't concentrate on anything else, stupid stupid anxiety and stupid OCD.

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Post by Beasty » Tue Aug 11, 2009 6:20 pm

Don't let me down
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Post by sassy koala » Tue Aug 11, 2009 6:27 pm

for the love of God make up your ever loving fucking mind.

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Post by jadestarwalking » Wed Aug 12, 2009 1:36 am

I want to hate you, but I just can't.
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Post by Beasty » Wed Aug 12, 2009 1:56 am

C: thank you for responding favourably. Please... conversation and maybe snogging. That's all I ask. And not to pull out an "I'm seeing someone". I don't want to hear that again.

A: Money---> mouth. Got it? Great!

Myself: keep your head for fucks sake.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Feeorin » Wed Aug 12, 2009 2:06 am

Fuck you! She's my daughter too y'know...

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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by a7xcncangel » Wed Aug 12, 2009 3:06 am

I love you. Please don't run from me anymore. I love you so much.
Why won't you talk to me anymore? I just want to hold your hand. I just want to hold your in my arms. I want to feel your warmth. I want to hear your sweet voice. I love you , Jo.
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Post by Spidey » Wed Aug 12, 2009 6:23 am

I think you'd love what I'm spinnin' now. We grew up with it.

I miss you.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Peege » Wed Aug 12, 2009 1:29 pm

i'm not bipolar! listen to me!!

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Post by snowangel_03 » Wed Aug 12, 2009 3:14 pm

Why can't you see that because I can't forget or forgive you, we can't fix this.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by Stefani140 » Thu Aug 13, 2009 5:51 pm

stop whining at me that your not the most important person in my life anymore. that's how life works....kid is born, mom is most important person in universe, kid grows up and finds someone to marry/spend life with, that person becomes most important. you can't be my first priority anymore, he is. it doesn't mean I don't love you, it doesn't mean I don't want to do everything I can for you...but ultimately his wants are more important than yours.
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Re: Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

Post by jadestarwalking » Fri Aug 14, 2009 12:34 am

I am more than just my diagnoses!
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