The Worry Doll Thread

[Stefani140]

I am worried that your not here yet. You always tell me when you'll be later than normal, you always tell me when something is going to keep you away. And you didn't. And I'm worried that something is wrong, that your sick, or were in an accident. Or, worst of all, that you just won't be back and this will be your way of just abandoning me for good.

[xStarBright]

I'm worried that it'll be awkward to accept his gift of chocolate.
Wait, I'm just worried it'll be awkward.

Take care,
Annie.

[VowsOfSadness]

i'm worried I'll fall back in love with him

[Stefani140]

I'm worried about having this conversation. I know I have to cause the situation can't happen again because I can't deal with it. But I can't help but worry.

[one out of none]

I'm worried about losing my job.
I'm worried about not finishing my thesis in time, and it being really bad.
I'm worried that my fiance will get sick of me.
I'm worried about having no friends.

*tries to leave worries in thread*

[snowangel_03]

I'm worried no one will ever love me

[guest567]

I'm worried about my nanny.
I'm worried about my parents.
I'm worried that Thursday evening will be awkward.
I'm worried no one will like me on Saturday.

[amyfairy]

II'm worried no one will like me on Saturday.

I already *know* I like you.

[Artemisia]

everyone is so positive. I live in a country of contradicitions and extremities. They are extremely poor and some excessively rich. My idol is Angelina Jolie, the only celeb I follow (religiously - i might add (shamefully)) and I want to be like her saving the world - but for me it's through teaching and psychology (irony). And I see people suffer daily - with a variotion of problems, from poverty to AIDS, schizophrenia to mental retardation, from stress from work, frustration with the front door or a broken car and anger at having lost a pen. In comparison, these things seem so minimal, and they are. But I'm a strong believer in if that's how you feel you should acknowledge and express it (if you can). I've found nothing more damaging than saying, "well I'm not dying of AIDS, or fearing for my life in Sudan so I best get over it". BUT I'm worried that I'll forget what things make me happy, and how to be happy and if I do keep these reminders, I'll forget how to acknowledge when I'm sad...I don't know how to balance these. What if I never learn?

[badgirl22]

wow you are already on the right path if you can see and understand these things. I believe that everyone can understand and learn from themselves and that no one can forget how to see themselves when they are sad.
I dono if I am making any sense but I just want you to know that things will be ok.

I worry that I am unlovable, fat and so sad that I can't be helped. I worry that I will never get over being bipolar and that that is what they will tell me I am forever. I worry that my T> will give up on me just like the others. I worry I cannot climb the stairs at my t's office because of my muscle weakness. I worry that I am not good enough and that my life doesn't mean anything.
-Badgirl22

[jadestarwalking]

I am worried that I will lose it when I go back to school and see my ex.

[Artemisia]

wow you are already on the right path if you can see and understand these things. I believe that everyone can understand and learn from themselves and that no one can forget how to see themselves when they are sad.
I dono if I am making any sense but I just want you to know that things will be ok.

I worry that I am unlovable, fat and so sad that I can't be helped. I worry that I will never get over being bipolar and that that is what they will tell me I am forever. I worry that my T> will give up on me just like the others. I worry I cannot climb the stairs at my t's office because of my muscle weakness. I worry that I am not good enough and that my life doesn't mean anything.
-Badgirl22

thanks that really is reassuring you're life means something because you are you, and because you have helped me (and many more) if therapists have given up on you, then they are not worthy of their training. No therapist should ever do that - that is their failing not yours. I'm bipolar and have an eating disorder too. i think that I'll never get over these things sometimes, and other days i feel differntly. Sometimes i cling to these labels because they make me who I am, but then i realise, that for the most part, i make them what they are. with meds and therapy, bipolar can be managed. Statistically eating disorders and personality disorders take the longest time to treat. Give it time.

[Artemisia]

i'm worried that i'm not going to get into Psych honours. How do i explain that i can do this - i am a walking textbook of various diagnoses and have experienced more than most (sorry 4 arrogance) but when compared to fellow students, well most are pretty sheltered. I might not have all the training in the world but this is something i know i can do. i hate these applications because they don't let the boards get to know who you are. what if i don't get in?

[Chey Kizoxie]

i am worried i am slipping back into my old routine of being closed in my own apartment and not getting out.

[jadestarwalking]

I am worried that I am not going to be able to handle real life again........

[Feeorin]

I worry that, because me and rachelle are no longer together, I'll no longer be able to see my baby girl again =/

[Artemisia]

maarg. much much work to do - gotta start on my thesis and i'm too preoccupied with SI urges. arg. can't even think what work i've gotta do...

[snowangel_03]

I'm worried I won't ever get better.
I'm worried my daughter will turn out like me.
I'm worried I'll be by myself for the rest of my life.
I'm worried what will happen to me if I leave D.

[Chey Kizoxie]

i worry that i wont be able to control my ed
i worry about the constant food comments when im with family

[fragmentedxdream]

i'm worried that i will never be able to feel like i am really there and that i will always feel disconnected from reality