Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by treasure » Sat Jun 13, 2009 6:23 pm

A: that movie was good in quality but surely you can see that showing *me* something with suicide as a main theme is a bad idea? i'm ok now that i've had some time to calm down but for a little while i was rather triggered and i wish you had come to talk to me. i have been suicidal recently, i'm not doing that well, i wish you knew that. i'm sorry that my mental health issues bring you down or worry you, and that's why i don't say anything.
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Post by falllingdown » Sat Jun 13, 2009 11:02 pm

I miss you i really do. I miss the conversations we use to have and all i want is to get that back. For some reason i have ended up liking you which i know is stupid as i dont you that well at all and stuff but i have always liked you. You made me welcome. I wish i could say all of this to you but i am afriad of your reaction and what you'd say.
I dont know what to do for the best but all i know is it is drivig me down.
Am filled with anger and jealously and i just wish i could change things so that they could work out how i would want them to.
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Sun Jun 14, 2009 3:42 am

Have a nice day?
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Post by Sprinklez » Sun Jun 14, 2009 4:15 am

A - Fuck. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
How many times do I have to tell you before you realize the what I mean?


M - Back off already. I love her. Fuck off.
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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Sun Jun 14, 2009 4:48 pm

I wanted you to help me feel better, not remind me of how much I am failing.
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Post by Callisto » Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:01 pm

fuck off mother. i do not want to see or speak to you.

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Post by amyfairy » Sun Jun 14, 2009 9:36 pm

You are really cool :)

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Post by falllingdown » Sun Jun 14, 2009 11:10 pm

You dont know how lucky you are, just snap your fingers and get what you want. What have i done wrong? Why am i not good enough?
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Post by a7xcncangel » Mon Jun 15, 2009 1:18 am

FUCK YOU, D. I HOPE YOU BURN IN HELL!!
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Post by a7xcncangel » Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:20 am

I'm so glad you came to see me today. I can't believe you biked over 6 miles just to see me. You're so sweet and I really like you, but I'm just not ready to commit to anything. I just can't kiss you. I'm sorry.
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Post by my clarity clouded » Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:27 am

How fucking dare you! How could you say that to me? Just.... how fucking could you?.........
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Post by falllingdown » Tue Jun 16, 2009 11:34 am

Has just made a fool of himself. I am sorry but i needed to say it. I wish we could talk but guess not.
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Maybe I just want to fly
I want to live I don't want to die
Maybe I just want to breath
Maybe I just don't believe
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We see things they'll never see
You and I are gonna live forever

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Post by amyfairy » Tue Jun 16, 2009 12:10 pm

i don't understand why you want a relationship with me but i want something more serious as well. i hope we can make it work. i can't wait to see you again. i really hope it goes well! i keep thinking about you but then you're obviously thinking about me as well. life is feeling kind of sweet. x

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Post by Stefani140 » Tue Jun 16, 2009 7:25 pm

I don't know what you expect of me. I'm trying really hard to explain something to you about why I act the way I do, and why I feel the guilt I do. You practically beg me to explain it to you....when its really not explainable. And halfway through the conversation you decide to leave for a shower! Well guess what, those mood swings your always worried about causing...ya just did. congrats. bravo. 10 points to you.
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Post by troubles undone » Tue Jun 16, 2009 9:08 pm

i'm so burntout
i'm running on empty
yet i don't see how i've exhausted myself so much, i haven't done enough.
i've let myself down.
i've let everyone down.
again.

i knew i couldnt do this :(
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Post by amyfairy » Tue Jun 16, 2009 10:59 pm

why are you so interested in me? what makes me so special? are you desperate or do you honestly think i'm gorgeous like you say? wow, being desired is a strange feeling. is it a good one?! i'm not quite sure how to deal with it :o

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Post by Ruby Tuesday » Wed Jun 17, 2009 6:11 am

where are you? At what point did you stop being interested?
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"'My hands', she said, 'I've left them somewhere and now I can't find them.' She was holding her hands in the air, helplessly, as if she couldn't move them.
'They're right there', I said, 'On the end of your arms'
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Post by ultimate starshine » Wed Jun 17, 2009 1:43 pm

i just want you to hear me,
is that too much to ask.
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Post by a7xcncangel » Wed Jun 17, 2009 6:50 pm

Can you hold my hand right now?
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Post by Stefani140 » Wed Jun 17, 2009 7:30 pm

blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah....at what point is it a good idea to explain to me how I'm second best? just shut up already
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