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Post by steady hands » Mon May 18, 2009 4:49 am

VowsOfSadness wrote:

BALLGAME, by Kevin Devine

love him. so so good.


a billion bees - kevin devine.


I found you grieving in the grass
the sky bled watercolor blue
you seemed so simple, sure, and sad
so I sat down to grieve with you

you raised your hand to shield your eyes
I shifted left to block the sun
you crossed your legs and cleared your throat
I waited for your words to come

but they slept soundly in your chest
they never made it past your tongue
so we sat silently and still
and thought about the things we'd done

and all the people that we'd loved
and all the people that we'd wronged
I watched the years flash through your face
and I locked my anger in my lungs

so every breath stung more and more
a wave of whips across my spine
a billion bees trapped in my chest
nails on chalkboard every time

'til I watched your fingers sneak towards mine
I heard your breath go thin and short
I tucked your hair behind your ears
and watched your eyes dart back and forth

And I sucked your lip and bit your neck
the trees were shaking at their roots
my angry arms felt cool and calm
and my cotton mouth was wet with you

so we lay glowing in the grass
to watch the sun swap with the moon
to trade our future for our past
the present tense was all we knew


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Post by SplinteredGirl » Thu May 21, 2009 11:57 pm

The dresden dolls Dear Jenny

Boys wear overcoats in heat like this to keep themselves from showing
Girls fill out prescriptions for the tricks that keep their hearts from growing
Specialists review the year in tears and call for drastic measures
Send them to resorts for boys and girl to get their wits together

Sad but true the facts of life are bound to get you down
So whats the use dear jenny anyway the world is pretty...

Ashley talks to astronauts back home by way of fax transmission
Andy gets a new tattoo each time his pastor comes to visit
Weary o so drealiy we wave our flags into the camera
Amber goes the hotlines are friends but no-one ever answers

Sad but true the truth can turn your smile to a frown
So whats the use dear jenny anyway the world is pretty
Upside-down...

The rates are better in the summer
Looks like dear jenny's doing better...

Back at home the broadcast warning bounces off of an empty table
Jenny asks the astronauts to sleep with her behind the stable
Christmas hasn't been the same since dad put in the central heating
Checks you before bedtime with a battery to keep your new heart beating

And the world might turn a million times around before
They tell you jenny anyway the world is pretty world is pretty happy world is pretty happy

Sometimes they let strangers in and other times they check their records
When they check out in the morning dad puts out the lie detectors
Jenny prays to gods she've never heard of for a special hurting
All the walls stay dead as jennys head is
But shes still observing

Sad but true the two of us might really make it through
But whats the use dear jenny anyway
The world is happy
World is happy
World is happy without you...

The rates are better in the summer....
Looks like old jennys doing better...

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Post by a7xcncangel » Fri May 22, 2009 7:30 pm

Dance, Dance, Dance by the Beach Boys! 8)
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Post by Spidey » Mon May 25, 2009 4:55 am

[chorus]
We need some positive vibes for these rainy days
Let the sun come out keep push these clouds away
We need some positive vibes life's for fun so go and play
Let the sunlight in, brighten up your day
[richter]
Let the vibes blow like the ocean breeze
Mamma always told me thered be days like these
Keep your head right, just do as you please
Never interfere with an evil mans schemes
Keep your head pure, conceive your own dreams
Respect your fellow man, the earth with the trees
The air that we breathe and the highest mountain peak
Bring truth from your soul to your mouth when you speak

No need to get loud .. messin with others, stressin your brother, its time to uncover
Time to choose another path you see
Cause the road most traveleds negativity
Put your fist down (fist down), throw your hands in the air
Respect yourself, be somebody who cares
Dont let life get you down, dont feel abused
Keep a positive view unto yourself be true

[chorus]

[loc]
Everydays a new adventure you got to keep what you got
Livin life in a studio bustin rhymes in my socks
I got to keep my head up and always do what I feel
Avoidin all the evil and just keeping it real
(I need some positive vibes)
All these situations I keep hearin about
People dyin in planes and buildings crumbling down
This world goes round for no apparent reason
People robbin and theavin just to feel good for the evening
(I need some positive vibes)
What happen to everybodys peace and love
Throw your drinks the sky, raise your hands up above
Get yo hand out of the gutter and be respectful
We need some positive vibes for these rainy days so let it go
Dont never get it twisted when Im on this track
D-loc the kind kid that be kickin it back
Of the class everyday I was high
Goin to school in 95 easy that how we ride

[chorus]

Its time to leave this rat race chant down babylon
Keep my head straight, keep my family movin on
Find my own pace, create my own space
Detach my whole scene from this wicked rat race
The two-faced friends, the snakes in the grass
Daddy always told me thered be men like that
So watch your own back keep your eye on your stacks
Dont ever write a check that that ass cant cash

[chorus]

We need some positive vibes
(keep on reaching for it)
For these rainy days
(keep on hoping for it)
Let the sun come out keep push these clouds away
(what we need is, all we have is positive vibes)
We need some positive vibes
(what more can we say to you)
Lies that so forth go out and play
(what more can be said to you)
Let the sunlight in, brighten up your day
(what we need is, all we have is positive vibes)

[<i>rainy daze</i> - kottonmouth kings]
there is, in the end, the letting go.
-marya hornbacher

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon May 25, 2009 7:18 pm

Hangin' round downtown by myself
And I had so much time
To sit and think about myself
And then there she was
Like double cherry pie
Yeah there she was
Like disco superfly
I smell sex and candy here
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Post by zazie » Mon May 25, 2009 7:43 pm

And You Will Know Us By The Trail Of Dead - Will You Smile Again


Remember all the bad dreams
Are not far from reality
Would you write again for me?
And who bade you stop this living art?
Have you forgotten just what you are?
If you don't want to then you could at least pretend
That the paper's your soul and your blood's the pen
And maybe then you'd see the light
And read the truth that you had to write
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Post by zazie » Sat May 30, 2009 4:45 am

I read dead Russian authors volumes at a time
I write everything down except what's on that mind
Because my greatest fear is that sucking sound
And I know I'll never get back down

And there's a bone in my hand that connects to a drink
In a crowded room where the glasses clink
I'll buy you a beer and we'll drink it deep
Because that keeps me from falling asleep

How'd you like to be alone and drowning?
How'd you like to be alone and drowning?
How'd you like to be alone and drowning?
How'd you like to be alone and drowning?
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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 30, 2009 11:31 pm

(coldplay - fix you)

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

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Post by catylyx,ver.2 » Tue Jun 02, 2009 5:12 am

Courage by SuperChick


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Post by VowsOfSadness » Wed Jun 03, 2009 5:32 am

You Won't Know by Brand New

Hey hey hey Mr. Hangman,
Go get your rope

Your daughters weren't careful,
I fear that I am a slippery slope
Now even if I lay my head down at night
After a day I got perfectly right

She won't know...
She won't know...
She won't know...

So pray little Kay, love is just God on a good day.
And you can't blame your mother,
She's trying not to see you as her worst mistake

And I wish that I could tell you right now (...I love you)
But it looks like I won't be around
So you won't know...

You won't know...
You won't know...
You won't know...

So believe in me, believe them
You think I'll let you down
Well I won't
They can fire everything they've got
What do you think? I'm sunk?
I will float on (...and on)
I have burned the bush that covered my light
Even though I'm scared it won't burn that bright

You won't know...
You won't know...
You won't know...

You're never going to feel as full as you felt
So let's go outside and we'll play William Tell
Take your time drawing a bead
I'll stand as still as you need
'Cause you're so good at talking smack,
You heart attack
But you're the apple of my eye anyway

My smiling face that's on my head is on a silver plate.

So they say,
They say in heaven
There's no husbands and wives
On the day that I show up
They'll be completely out
Of their forgiveness supplies
And I cant use the telephone
To tell you that I'm dead and gone
So you won't know

You won't know...
You won't know...
Yeah, You won't know...
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Post by TWLOHA*girl » Thu Jun 04, 2009 7:11 pm

The Way She Feels -Between The Trees
Shes upset
Bad day
Heads for the dresser drawer to
Drive her pain away
Nothing good can come of this.
She opens it theres nothing there
Its only left over tears
Mom and dad had no right she screams
The anger runs down both of her cheeks.

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries

All alone the way she feels
Left alone to deal with all the pain-drenched sorrow relief
Bite the lip just forget the bleeding

Then she closed her eyes
And found relief in a knife
The blood flows as she cries [x2]

Curled up shes on the floor
Relief left her she had hoped for something more
From it (hoped for something more)
From it
He leans down to comfort her
She is weeping and He
Wraps His arms around
And around and around and...
The deeper you cut
The deeper I hurt
The deeper you cut
It only gets worse [x2]
Gets worse.


Now shes slowly opening... [x2]
New eyes...

She opened her eyes
And found relief in His life
And put down her knives.

She opened her life
And found relief through His eyes
And put down
She put down her life.
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Post by Anistasia » Sat Jun 06, 2009 5:26 pm

Favorite Sin - Within Reason

My heart beats fast again
Only seems to flutter when you’re around
You seem to cycle a smile that lifts me up
But often brings me down

My blood runs through my veins
Endorphin caged companion
I’ll keep you by my side and dedicate you all my time

You take all my problems
Filter them out and throw them all away
With the pleasure comes the pain that only you could bring

You been given all I have
When you come around I seem to give in
In a fight I’ll never win
All the while you’re my favorite sin

So I salute you with both hands
Its unbearable pain but time well spent
Never communicate
Never say a word
Always keep it in

You take all my problems
Filter them out and throw them all away
With the pleasure comes the pain that only you could bring

'Cause you've been given all I have
When you come around I seem to give in
In a fight I’ll never win
All the while you’re my favorite sin

Although you want to help me,
you never know whats going on
We seem to have our problems
But I’m with you when I wake up
<b>perfer et obdura; dolor hic tibi proderit olim</b>
<i>Be patient and tough; some day this pain will be useful to you.</I>

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Jun 08, 2009 3:38 pm

Inside I'm empty and outside I'm numb
And I keep on waiting for the pain to succumb
Inside I'm lonely, outside I'm alone
As the world falls apart in the end
Hate floods my body and thoughts cloud my mind
Can't shake the cobwebs that I find, yeah
The darkness flutters around my head
Sometimes, I wonder, Am I dead?


I'm breaking down as you're breaking out
Can't seem to conquer what life's all about
In the end I'll fall right before your eyes
Your cries, your lies, I die
Somber

I hope you're happy with what you've done
You've burned all bridges, how's the power of one?
I hear your heart beat as you walk on by
I see inside you on this final goodbye
Hate floods my body and thoughts cloud my mind
Can't shake the cobwebs that I find, yeah
The darkness flutters around my head
Sometimes, I wonder, Am I dead? yeah, yeah

I'm breaking down as you're breaking out
Can't seem to conquer what life's all about
In the end I'll fall right before your eyes
Your cries, your lies, I die
Somber

Seems life has changed
Time to do without
I'm gonna check myself before
I check out yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm breaking down as you're breaking out
Can't seem to conquer what life's all about
In the end I'll fall right before your eyes
Your cries, your lies, I die

Axium - Somber

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Post by Eisa » Fri Jun 12, 2009 1:22 am

**CSA**


Motorhead--"Don't Let Daddy Kiss Me"

Little girl sleeping in dreams of peace,
Mommy's been gone a long time,
Daddy comes home and she still sleeps,
Waiting for the world's worst crime.
And he comes up the stairs like he always does,
And he never turns on the light,
And she's wide awake, scared to death,
She smells his lust and she smells his sweat
Curled in a ball she holds her breath
Praying to a God that she's never met

Don't let daddy kiss me,
Don't let daddy kiss me
Good night

Little girl lies by her daddy's side
And she listens to him breathe
She knows there's something awful wrong
That she's far too young to see
And she knows she can't tell anyone
She's so full of guilt and shame,
And if she tells she'll be all alone
They'd steal her daddy and they'd steal her home
And it's not so bad when daddy leaves her alone
Praying to her God with his heart of stone

Don't let daddy kiss me,
Don't let daddy kiss me
Good night

Why, tell me why, the worst crime in the world

And daddy lies by his daughter's side,
And he sleeps both deep and well
No nightmares come to him tonight,
Though his daughter lives in hell
For his seed is sown where it should not be
And the beast in his mind don't care
And the only sounds are the tears that fall

Little girl turns her face to the wall
She knows that no one hears her call,
But it seems like God hears nothing at all

Don't let daddy kiss me,
Don't let daddy kiss me,
Don't let daddy kiss me
Good night

Oh dear
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

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Post by Cyrille » Fri Jun 12, 2009 3:29 am

Collapsing Stars by The Mountain Goats


when we hid out behind the risers at he high school,
working bitter calculations with a slide rule.
the grim particulars of poisoning the swimming pool,
well you looked me in the eye,
ready to die.


we were becoming what we are,
collapsing stars.

when we chewed up baby aspirin like bubble gum,
til our hearts were beating as deep and rich as kettle drums
we knew if we waited long enough the change would come.
and then the day did come
and at last
hold tight.
hold fast.

catch lightning in a jar,
collapsing stars.

I told you to load up on provisions,
because we wouldn't be back for a while.
pack up your troubles in your old kit bag
turn toward the camera and smile, smile, smile.

when we ditched the plan to poison all our enemies,
stuffed our weapons in a clearing, and covered them with leaves,
we are going to come rejoicing bringing in the sheaves
one day, and we are on our way.

you can look,
but you won't find
another love like ours,
collapsing stars.

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Post by PLAIN JANE » Fri Jun 12, 2009 6:13 am

I hate my life..
Theory of a Dead Man..
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give.
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Post by Eisa » Tue Jun 16, 2009 2:06 am

**CSA**


The Cranberries~"Fee Fi Fo"

Fee fi fo, she smells his body,
She smells his body,
And it makes her sick to her mind.
He has got so much to answer for
To answer for, to ruin a child's life.

How could you touch something
So innocent and pure, obscure?
How could you get satisfaction,
From the body of a child?
You’re vile, you’re …

It’s true what people say –
God protect the ones,
Who help themselves in their own way,
It’s true what people say –
God protect the ones,
Who help themselves in their own way …

He was sitting in her bedroom,
In her bedroom,
And now what should she do?
She’s got so much insecurity,
And his impurity … it was a gathering gloom …

How could you touch something,
So innocent and pure, obscure?
How could you get satisfaction,
From the body of a child?
You’re vile, sick …

It’s true what people say –
God protect the ones,
Who help themselves in their own way,
I often wonder to myself …
Who protects the ones who can’t protect themselves?

It’s true what people say –
God protect the ones,
Who help themselves in their own way,
I often wonder to myself …
Who protects the ones who can’t protect themselves?

Fee, fi, fo;
Fee, fi, fo …

Fee, fi, fo;
Fee, fi, fo …
(Well, did you like?)
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Tue Jun 16, 2009 11:35 am

Foreign Land - Eskimo Joe
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Post by Eisa » Tue Jun 16, 2009 10:41 pm

Stabbing Westward~"Sleep"

She's been here so many times
Before she can't remember
When she last felt anything at all
But this fear and anger
She stares intently at the door,
Listens for his footsteps
She knows exactly what's in store
And the knowing makes it worse
When he calls her daddy's little girl,
She doesn't hear him
When he crushes her
She can't feel - her screams are silent
Hides in the corner of her mind
Where she plays contently
She leaves this nightmare far behind
She escapes inside her dreams

Floating high above her bed
Staring at her father's head
Wishing one of them were dead
So this hell could finally end
We come in pieces. :pinkstar:

"Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process, he does not become a monster. And when you look long into the abyss, the abyss also looks into you."~Nietzsche

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Cast No Shadow - Oasis
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