Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Sat May 23, 2009 4:50 am

Please help me...

jenaniah · Post by **jenaniah** » Sat May 23, 2009 11:50 pm

I am so sick of you putting everyone ahead of me. I am sick of lying and pretending to be ok because you want it that way. Part of me hates you.

volta · Post by **volta** » Sat May 23, 2009 11:55 pm

i don't want to tell you this, but part of the reason i want to see you before you go back to school is so i can tell you goodbye. honestly, i'm not sure i'll make it through this time.

5th section · Post by **5th section** » Sun May 24, 2009 1:10 am

I did it again. After telling you I wouldn't. I'm immature and fucked up and above all selfish and I'm completely unworthy of you. But I still love you.

stripysocks4christ · Post by **stripysocks4christ** » Sun May 24, 2009 2:16 pm

take a deep breath and... calm.... *sighs* *exhales deeply* ...calm... im not gonna get mad at you. theres no point getting angrey. *sighs* deep breathe..............

VowsOfSadness · Post by **VowsOfSadness** » Sun May 24, 2009 3:10 pm

I appreciate that when I am so down you find the time to write out on paper how you find that i am a disgusting and lazy person.

I don't know what's happening. It was like for awhile this family liked me. For awhile I was the favorite. For awhile I got to hang out with mom.

So what happened?

Now when I needed it the most you guys aren't there. I just wanted to know what I did. What changed. Is it because of Ryan? Because that's not fair.

red umbrellas · Post by **red umbrellas** » Mon May 25, 2009 10:22 am

Do you love me? I am doubting it. If you do, I need you to tell me that sometimes. If you don't...well, it doesn't really bear thinking about

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Mon May 25, 2009 10:38 am

I am so sick of you and your excuses every damn time.

Aly · Post by **Aly** » Mon May 25, 2009 9:36 pm

I miss you. I think I could have loved you. I miss the way you make me laugh - no one did it like you before, and no one since. And I have no means of contacting you and will probably never see you again which is why I stopped myself falling for you.

But I miss you!

And thinking of you makes me happy as well as sad!

Peege · Post by **Peege** » Mon May 25, 2009 10:32 pm

stop loving me. please.
its not good for you.

zombiepeople · Post by **zombiepeople** » Mon May 25, 2009 10:38 pm

Please stop. You have no idea how uncomfortable you make me when you talk like that...I want to crawl in a hole and hide. I've told you before what's wrong with me and you still keep saying these things to me. I don't want to stop being friends, but if you don't stop then I can't fathom how we can stay friends when I'm scared to even talk to you.

kittyfever · Post by **kittyfever** » Tue May 26, 2009 3:04 am

I missed you..I still miss you sometimes..but I'm glad it seems like you're coming home.

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Tue May 26, 2009 3:59 am

I know I make no sense, I know I don't. One minute I want to push you away and force you to let me go because loving me is just going to hurt you. The next I am terrified beyond all belief that you'll leave. All I do know is I love you, after that I just don't know.

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Tue May 26, 2009 4:32 pm

I've seen your online, please reply to my message so I know its ok.

falllingdown · Post by **falllingdown** » Tue May 26, 2009 6:14 pm

I like you, i really do and its daft as i dont really know you. I am jealous of them other guys having the opportunity to have something with you. All i want is to tlak to you and learn more, to be part of your life and to see the look i give you to be looked back at me.
God i would give anything.
I could fall for you so easily

guest567 · Post by **guest567** » Tue May 26, 2009 11:37 pm

you say your ill yet you are well enough to go on facebook and go out for the evening? It doesn't add up.

vampire_kisses · Post by **vampire_kisses** » Wed May 27, 2009 3:16 am

* You saved my life, and you'll never even know it.

* I really need you. Don't tiptoe around it, you're the only person I actually WANT to talk about it to.

* I love you- I will always love you. You're my sister at heart. Letting go of you was the hardest thing I've ever had to do, I know it was the right choice, but I feel guilty for it every day. Logically I know I did everything I could have possibly done, and I did more than I should have, and I put myself in really bad places for you, time and time again. I know that for my own good, I had to let go, but I feel selfish and greedy because of it. Logically I know I was hanging off the edge of a cliff, and you were stomping on my fingers, but at the same time i feel weak and selfish for jumping to safety instead of hanging on, even though logically I know I would have just been sent plunging off the cliff, again.

*I'm NOT okay!

*I know I'm not as good as them, but it hurts to watch you talk about him with over whelming pride, sit through rain and cold to cheer on their prized football star, and watch his plays and preformances with joy and pride.
I got accepted into a high school program, and It wasnt good enough, I became an officer there and it wasn't good enough, I competed and did extremely well in public speaking competitions and it wasn't good enough, I had a floral boquet that I actually felt good about in an art show, and you didn't come because you would miss your TV show. I KNOW im not as good as they are, I KNOW I never will be, I'm sorry my acomplishments aren't exciting or worthy, but at the very least, could you at least pretend to love me sometimes?

Callisto · Post by **Callisto** » Wed May 27, 2009 12:26 pm

Yes, I am ignoring you on purpose because you are a negative force in my life and all you've ever done is make me feel like shite about myself and be entirely unsupportive of me and my interests, choosing instead to always belittle and ridicule me and my relationships. I've been so much less anxious since I left your house and started ignoring you that it's unreal.

acdcrocker1909 · Post by **acdcrocker1909** » Wed May 27, 2009 2:45 pm

I don't know what the hell happened. You aren't the person you were when I first met you.. You were kind.. caring, and helpful. Now you're bitchy, playing the victim and I get a read of jealousy from you. Do you -know- how fucking annoying that is? You said before I treat you like shit, well dear, I'm only reacting to how I'm being treated. And you know what fucking buttons to push and it's really, really starting to piss me the fuck off. At this point you aren't just annoying/pissing me off.. no.. now my girlfriend is pissed. Don't piss off my girl, and don't do things that will make her protectiveness of me flare up. [Course, I think she is sexy as hell being all protective of me but.. yea] I swear some days you push my buttons intentionally.. And quit giving me the feeling that you are jealous of me. It really, really is pissing me off more and more. If you are going to call me a bitch, I'll sure as fuck act like one.

You, I've still lost all respect for you. Be capable of fucking intellectual thought. You and that boy? What the fuck are you thinking? I divulged certain details of an online thing I had.. and how BAD it was. And you are still going on.. You failed. And when he cheats or something.. not. my. fault.

The rest of you.. I have found this amazing person. They make me happier than can be and accept me as I am. They encourage me, understand me, and help me when I am frustrated. They love me and I love them. We plan on spending the rest of our lives together, no matter what anyone thinks. Here is the catch for you all.. I've fallen madly in love with a girl. Guess what.. I don't give a fuck what you all think.. I'm never leaving her. She is my soulmate.

Stefani140 · Post by **Stefani140** » Wed May 27, 2009 3:50 pm

I am obsessing about what I want again. I can't decide what it is I do want. I know this is just my OCD and my own insecurity, deep down I do know what I want. But on the surface I'm just not sure right now. And I know I can't ever tell you that because you'll freak out about your own insecurities...so I'll hide it here.

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