Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by amyfairy » Mon May 25, 2009 5:43 pm

... stupid.

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Post by amyfairy » Mon May 25, 2009 7:29 pm

ugh, I can't stand myself when I'm so negative, so;

I'm feeling proud that I have been driving on my own. It is a BIG THING and I need to give myself credit for this. I am doing okay, everyone makes mistakes, and I will get better. I am a confident driver and I haven't done anything dangerous. Once I get used to my car and the roads around here, I'll have no problems!

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Post by kermit » Mon May 25, 2009 7:37 pm

amyfairy wrote:I'm feeling proud that I have been driving on my own. It is a BIG THING and I need to give myself credit for this. I am doing okay, everyone makes mistakes, and I will get better. I am a confident driver and I haven't done anything dangerous. Once I get used to my car and the roads around here, I'll have no problems!
So true :D
and tomorrow will come
When today is done...

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Post by jenaniah » Tue May 26, 2009 4:57 am

Very anxious about seeing my T tomorrow but happy about my weekend, which was spent with good friends, good food and good fun!
Love is giving someone the power to destroy you, but trusting them not to.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue May 26, 2009 1:35 pm

i reached out to my caseworker and told her how i feel so now I am feeling hopeful and reenergized about going forward and making more improvements in my life and being thankful for what i have 8)

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Post by VowsOfSadness » Tue May 26, 2009 2:46 pm

anxious.
lonely.
okay.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by calypso » Tue May 26, 2009 3:26 pm

A bit scared, anxious, sick, fat, hungry, ashamed..

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue May 26, 2009 3:48 pm

a little cheeky actualy.

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Post by Spidey » Tue May 26, 2009 6:49 pm

I want to be dead.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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spidey immer voran
(spidey ever onward)

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Post by vampire_kisses » Wed May 27, 2009 3:23 am

Hurt, betrayed, alone, worthless, weak, alienated, stupid.
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Post by vampirelover » Wed May 27, 2009 3:55 pm

happy
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days

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Post by amyfairy » Thu May 28, 2009 9:21 pm

happy. :)

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Post by crone » Thu May 28, 2009 10:16 pm

Amy - The Parking Superstar wrote:happy. :)
Awesome 8)
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 29, 2009 3:24 am

released.... idk how to explain it. Like I can finally breathe.
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by zazie » Fri May 29, 2009 4:09 am

Creatively frustrated.

I don't actually think writing's good for my mental health (based entirely on practical indicators), but when I'm writing-urgy and stuck for a few days, I get incredibly squirrly about it.

Still, the words won't come.
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 29, 2009 3:44 pm

awake. I have a feeling today is going to be okay borderline good. :)
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!

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Post by septemberstorm11 » Fri May 29, 2009 6:37 pm

I feel frustrated. Not doing well and I just wish that I was "better" by now.

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 30, 2009 11:18 pm

ok but bloated

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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 30, 2009 11:28 pm

extremely worried and anxious, sad but okay, no SI-urges which is pretty cool

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 30, 2009 11:34 pm

gassy

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