Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by Beasty » Sun May 03, 2009 8:22 am

Like jet lag is going to kick me in the ass any minute now.

Fat. Fat fat fat fat fat. Whopee.
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Post by ausnat88 » Sun May 03, 2009 9:50 am

I feel dread.

I feel disgust about myself.

I feel shame.
Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Sun May 03, 2009 2:32 pm

Just useless and unmotivated.
But with glints of positivity that even though I'm feeling this way I want to do something worthwhile or productive and snap out of this mood.
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Post by Green Beauty » Sun May 03, 2009 9:22 pm

Like i want to lash out. Wishing that i don't feel remorse, guilt or sympathy. To lash out. To hurt. To cause suffering among those who i consider wastes of a life. In time maybe. Currently all i have is this consistent struggle with anger. And not lashing out at myself, yes less scars, but less hatred? No. More? Yes.

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Post by amyfairy » Sun May 03, 2009 9:28 pm

happy but sad.
I think I get confused by happiness and can mistake it for sadness. Strange :-?
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sun May 03, 2009 11:50 pm

I feel quiet
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Mon May 04, 2009 6:46 am

really sick on the inside
*Challenges welcome*
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I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Mon May 04, 2009 9:43 am

Uncomfortable, I've just woken up and I'm still tired. I feel nauseous and have stomach ache. It's all making want to give up and go back to bed :roll:
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Post by amyfairy » Mon May 04, 2009 10:48 am

pretty good... but i don't want to go to work.
+ i need to get off my bum and sort some stuff out.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon May 04, 2009 1:48 pm

i feel good
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Post by RG » Mon May 04, 2009 7:01 pm

like I am not going to make it
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Post by faegirl » Tue May 05, 2009 2:08 pm

like i screw up everything i touch
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Post by amyfairy » Tue May 05, 2009 9:57 pm

happy, excited :)
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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Wed May 06, 2009 3:29 am

I don't know, hungry?
I have a headache.
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Post by Joseph » Wed May 06, 2009 4:35 am

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Post by vampirelover » Wed May 06, 2009 9:52 am

relief
still slight panick
bloated
longest with no slips - 2 years , 6 months
time since last slip : 2 days
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed May 06, 2009 3:07 pm

sleepy
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Post by amyfairy » Wed May 06, 2009 5:46 pm

self-loathing
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Post by Licentia Poetica » Wed May 06, 2009 9:25 pm

i'm confused, and drunk, and i would rather be anyone.. anyone than me right now.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Wed May 06, 2009 11:48 pm

i feel good right now
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