Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by WorkDaySarcasm » Thu Apr 30, 2009 7:37 am

hungry?

Fat, heavy.
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Thu Apr 30, 2009 11:16 am

Feel like I am fighting a loseing battle, but will not give up. Slightly frustrated and jibberty... need to do something.
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Post by xunwrittenx » Thu Apr 30, 2009 1:53 pm

stressed outttt. oh my god. exam week is coming :roll:
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Post by Green Beauty » Thu Apr 30, 2009 3:21 pm

Shocked. Sad. Crying. Angry. Am reminded of how fragile, and short, life can be.

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Post by faegirl » Thu Apr 30, 2009 7:21 pm

like i don't fit anywhere
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Post by zazie » Thu Apr 30, 2009 7:23 pm

Tired.
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Post by one out of none » Thu Apr 30, 2009 8:06 pm

useless
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Fri May 01, 2009 7:45 am

hungrrrrrrrrry but im too lazy to go downstairs to eat. & I don't feel like eating at 2:45 am
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Post by xunwrittenx » Sat May 02, 2009 2:26 am

embarassed.
sad.
angry.
confused.
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Post by zombiepeople » Sat May 02, 2009 3:37 am

depressed
anxious
worthless
alone
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Post by ChangeTheWorld » Sat May 02, 2009 5:31 am

like getting extremely drunk after work tonight.
Strength.Compassion.Creativity.

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Post by Demosthenes » Sat May 02, 2009 5:18 pm

I feel extremely depressed. I've been battling the secret eating me alive trigger-ness/jumpiness whole day long (fuck you, anniversaries!), and now I'm browsing another forum I keep checking and I'm really mostly off to sulk. Instead of working on things that need get done, I feel terrible because people don't respond to my opinions with theirs, even if it would be 'just' to be opposing them, and I feel like having no feedback.

No feedback, no real place in life- even if we're talking Internet here- and the usual reasons why I like my internet persona even where I can't stand the 'real life' one are just out of the window. I feel wholely blank and ugly in a personality-wise-ugly sort of way and I'm trying to not do stupid things I'm wanting to do inside.

[IDK if long posts are allowed, but I *needed* to say it some way.]
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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 02, 2009 7:58 pm

Demosthenes, your post can be as long or as short as you'd like!

i'm feeling better than i have in days which is a relief. i really did feel stuk in a dark hole for quite a few days, and having suicidal thoughts again was scary because it's been so long. i'm looking forward to a lot of things, and feeling a lot happier. i feel fat, but i'm going to re-gain control tomorrow. so yes. :)
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 02, 2009 8:19 pm

Happy though the diet pepsi helps :tongue: :blush:
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Post by zazie » Sat May 02, 2009 8:23 pm

Blank. And I don't think it's in a good way.
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Post by amyfairy » Sat May 02, 2009 8:54 pm

proud :D
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 02, 2009 8:56 pm

I feel way better then yesterday. I think lack of meds and sleep was part of my problem yesterday.
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Post by xunwrittenx » Sat May 02, 2009 10:57 pm

Torn. Very very torn.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat May 02, 2009 11:17 pm

i feel happy
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Post by zazie » Sun May 03, 2009 2:56 am

Disgusting.
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