What song describes how you're feeling?

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sun Apr 12, 2009 2:50 am

dear and the headlights - it's gettin' easy.

In this act I'll disguise those dead eyes
Stretch tight the lips
A glistening gum line
Mouth curtains pulled I shine

My yellow stage light smile distracting dancing puppets on short saliva strings
So you'll find comfort in a lie

My over-bite clenched, set in place
Like a stack of polished, bright white dinner plates
Hand in my pocket
Straight jacket mind, yeah
It's gettin' easy

I wish I had a single thought
The least bit legitimate enough
To open up my mouth and spit accuracy
It's gettin' easy

In this act I'll disguise those dead eyes
Lay flat the tongue
Let the supplement slide down
Everything is fine!
And my brain is cloudy, leveled out
The pill, dissolved, it's flushing out
Everything I care about
And not replacing it with anything substantial

So I'm on my hands and knees
Like a martyr callin' out his final plea
The executioner looks exactly like me
It's me!
It's gettin' easy

My over-bite clenched so tight
Like a stack of dinner plates all polished white
Hands at my side
Straight jacket mind, alright
It's gettin' easy

And I wish I had a single thought
The least bit legitimate enough
And I wish I had a single thought
The least bit legitimate enough
(And I wish I had a single thought....)
And I wish I wasn't on my hands and knees
Like martyr callin' out his final plea
The executioner looks exactly like me
It's me!
It's gettin' easy

In this act I'll disguise those dead eyes
Like a stack of dinner plates all polished white
Hands at my side
Straight jacket mind, alright
It's gettin' easy.

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sun Apr 12, 2009 10:07 pm

nightmare of you - I was never a normal boy.

You, you found yourself a sweetie
You won't leave their side tonight
And if tomorrow actually happens
Then you just might reconsider
On how to go (alright?)

I am not sure where I belong still
I was never a normal boy
I don't go out unless its demanded of me
I already know what is outside
But what I don't know is
What is inside of me

And oh how the bombs look so pretty
In the fourth of july sky
But now it just looks so revolting
When knowing our president was a liar
Oh there he goes again

I am not sure where I belong still
I was never a normal boy
I don't go out unless its demanded of me
I already know what is outside
But what I don't know is
What's inside of me

Living is so easy
With blindfolds on our eyes

I am not sure where I belong still
I was never a normal boy
I don't go out unless its demanded of me
I already know what is outside
But what I don't know is
What's inside of me

Eisa · Post by **Eisa** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 2:37 am

Aerosmith--"Angel"

I'm alone, yeah, I don't know if I can face the night
I'm in tears, and the cryin' that I do is for you
I want your love, let's break the walls between us
Don't make it tough, I'll put away my pride
Enough's enough, I've suffered and I've seen the light

Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight
You're my Angel, come and make it alright

Don't know what I'm gonna do about this feelin' inside
Yes, it's true, loneliness took me for a ride
Without your love, I'm nothing but a beggar

Without your love, a dog without a bone
What can I do? I'm sleepin' in this bed alone

Baby, You're my Angel, come and save me tonight
You're my Angel, come and make it alright
Come and save me tonight

(Guitar Solo)

You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give
When I break down and cry
Don't need no reason why

Baby, baby, baby

You're my Angel, come and save me tonight
You're my Angel, come and make it alright

You're my Angel, come and save me tonight
You're my Angel, come and take me alright
Come and save me tonight
Come and save me tonight
Come and save me tonight
Come and save me tonight
Come and save me tonight

Amneris · Post by **Amneris** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 3:52 am

Alanis Morissette - Incomplete

One day I'll find relief
I'll be arrived and I'll be a friend to my friends who know how to be friends

One day I'll be at peace
I’ll be enlightened and I'll be married with children and maybe adopt

One day I will be healed
I will gather my wounds forge the end of tragic comedy

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

One day, my mind will retreat, and I'll know god and I'll be constantly one with her night dusk and day
One day I'll be secure, like the women I see on their 30th anniversaries

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

Ever unfolding
Ever expanding
Ever adventurous and torturous
But never done

One day, I will speak freely
I'll be less afraid
And measured outside of my poems and lyrics and art
One day I will be faith-filled
I'll be trusting and spacious authentic and grounded and whole

I have been running so sweaty my whole life
Urgent for a finish line
And I have been missing the rapture this whole time
Of being forever incomplete

faegirl · Post by **faegirl** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 2:04 pm

Throw Me a Rope – KT Tunstall

I want you between me and the feeling I get when I miss you
But everything here is telling me I should be fine
So why is it so, above as below,
That I'm missing you every time

I got used to you whispering things to me into the evening
We followed the sun and its colours and left this world
It seems to me that I'm definitely
Hearing the best that I've heard

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

And whenever you go it's like holding my breath underwater
I have to admit that I kind of like it when I do
Oh but I've got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Whenever I'm falling you're always behind me
Come back and find me
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

Eisa · Post by **Eisa** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 11:11 pm

All I can listen to.

Jack off Jill--"Strawberry Gashes"

Turn her over
A candle is lit
I see through her
blow it out and save all her ashes for me
Curse me
Sold her
The poison that runs its course through her
pale white skin with strawberry gashes
all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
she said kill me faster
with strawberry gashes
all over

Called her over
and asked her if she was improving
She said feels fine
it's wonderful wonderful here

Hex me told her
I dreamt of a devil that knew her
Pale white skin with
strawberry gashes
all over all over

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over

I lay quiet
Waiting for her voice to say
some things you lose
and some things you just give away

Scold me failed her
if only I'd held on tighter to her
pale white skin
that twisted and withered
away from me away from me

Watch me lose her
it's almost like losing myself
Give her my soul
and let them take some body else
get away from me

Watch me fault her
You're living like a disaster
She said kill me faster
With strawberry gashes all over all over ME

Eisa · Post by **Eisa** » Wed Apr 15, 2009 9:19 pm

Blue October~"Hate Me"

(Verse 1)
I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.

(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

Speranza · Post by **Speranza** » Thu Apr 16, 2009 5:50 am

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
But baby I broke them all for you
Because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do
I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what
I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

ultimate starshine · Post by **ultimate starshine** » Sat Apr 18, 2009 3:24 pm

dont look back in anger - oasis

steady hands · Post by **steady hands** » Sun Apr 19, 2009 4:28 am

alive in wild paint - cold spell.

My dreams are breaking fevers
lying on a death bed
Crying at the mirror
in moments of reflection

Nothing lasts forever
it’s foolish to expect it
Surely as it’s leaving
sometimes all we’re left is

A cold spell
casting over everything we’ve felt
When there’s no one left to tell
I keep it to myself
wanting anything else

Back home
I don’t have a backbone
Can anyone remind me
of who I was a year ago
Before sad love
sounded better than the lack of
Cause now I'm just alone

& it's a cold spell
casting over everything we’ve felt
When there’s no one left to tell
I keep it to myself
wanting anything else.

I don't want anything else...

MusicalMorphine · Post by **MusicalMorphine** » Sun Apr 19, 2009 3:44 pm

What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but I'm lost within
I put on my daily facade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself (Myself)

I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can't rely on myself

I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in

If I turn my back I'm defenceless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'till everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer

How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid, I'm out of touch
How do you expect I will know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to

Don't you know
I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside

Linkin Park - By Myself

SplinteredGirl · Post by **SplinteredGirl** » Sun Apr 19, 2009 10:55 pm

My shadows
Shedding skin and
Ive been picking
Scabs again.
Im down
Digging through
My old muscles
Looking for a clue.

Ive been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what couldve been.
Ive been wallowing in my own confused
And insecure delusions
For a piece to cross me over
Or a word to guide me in.
I wanna feel the changes coming down.
I wanna know what Ive been hiding in

My shadow.
Change is coming through my shadow.
My shadows shedding skin
Ive been picking
My scabs again.

Ive been crawling on my belly
Clearing out what couldve been.
Ive been wallowing in my own chaotic
And insecure delusions.

I wanna feel the change consume me,
Feel the outside turning in.
I wanna feel the metamorphosis and
Cleansing Ive endured within

My shadow
Change is coming.
Now is my time.
Listen to my muscle memory.
Contemplate what Ive been clinging to.
Forty-six and two ahead of me.

I choose to live and to
Grow, take and give and to
Move, learn and love and to
Cry, kill and die and to
Be paranoid and to
Lie, hate and fear and to
Do what it takes to move through.
I choose to live and to
Lie, kill and give and to
Die, learn and love and to
Do what it takes to step through.

See my shadow changing,
Stretching up and over me.
Soften this old armor.
Hoping I can clear the way
By stepping through my shadow,
Coming out the other side.
Step into the shadow.
Forty six and two are just ahead of me.

TOOL. forty six and two

PLAIN JANE · Post by **PLAIN JANE** » Tue Apr 21, 2009 6:24 am

Is there anybody out there?
Who can save me from this ocean of despair.
Drowning in the pain.
Breaking down again.
Is there anybody out there?
A heart of gold won't take you all the way.
In a world so cold it's hard to keep the faith.

Lifeline

Papa Roach

ReineDuSommeil · Post by **ReineDuSommeil** » Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:09 pm

Courage- Superchick

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day..

(The song always makes me want to cry...)

ReineDuSommeil · Post by **ReineDuSommeil** » Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:11 pm

And
Duality - Slipknot

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the thing I am today
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it...

vampirelover · Post by **vampirelover** » Tue Apr 21, 2009 12:36 pm

pink - please dont leave me

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da da-da da

Do you know if I can yell any louder
How many time have I kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
da da da da-da
I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can

you into pieces
But my heart is....broken

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise

Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
Please don't leave me
Da da da-da da
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me
I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I can't be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry.

Da da da da, da da da da
da da da da-da da
Please, please don't leave me

Baby please don't leave me
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no
You say I don't need you but it's always gonna come right back,
It's gonna come right back to this.
Please, don't leave me.
No.
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me

purplefroggydishwasher · Post by **purplefroggydishwasher** » Tue Apr 21, 2009 1:33 pm

sick cycle carousel - lifehouse

tibbar&val · Post by **tibbar&val** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 4:24 am

please go here to listen - the music is so bittersweet and I expect you've never heard of these guys before. [url http://search.aol.com/aol/search?s_it=t ... kin+lyrics[/url]

Great Divide

In all the world and all its riches
You and I have made it through the night
We will survive

Torn apart by all this distance
Somehow we have found the strength to fight
We will survive

Now we’re gonna have to
Spend time to feed the lions
With the weight of the world
We will cross the GREAT DIVIDE

It takes some time to figure out
To walk this path without a doubt
I’ll find you there
I’ll find you there

In all the tricks and all the treason
You and I have found no reason to cry
We hold the light

We paid the price of darker seasons
You and I will plant the seeds tonight
We hold the light

Oh give me a reason to be loved

my 1st post. been gone from bus maybe 10 years?

tibbar&val · Post by **tibbar&val** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 4:40 am

oops. There's noise from the bar, but it's the only video (OR audio) online. I'd be happy if one person listened and can also relate .

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGpV4X7O ... elated[url][/url]

Post by **Spidey** » Fri Apr 24, 2009 3:02 am

Baseball season’s underway
Well you better get ready for a brand new day
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

They’re singing
Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

They got the power, they got the speed
To be the best in the National League
Well this is the year and the Cubs are real
So come on down to Wrigley Field

We’re singing now
Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today.

Baseball time is here again
You can catch it all on WGN
So stamp your feet and clap your hands
Chicago Cubs got the greatest fans

You’re singing now
Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

Go, Cubs, go
Go, Cubs, go
Hey, Chicago, what do you say
The Cubs are gonna win today

[<i>Go Cubs Go</i> - Steve Goodman]

bus

What song describes how you're feeling?

The Great Divide - The Kin/Australia & NYC

sorry - correct link here

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