Things Left Unsaid - Version 3.0 *Language*

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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Post by zombiepeople » Sat Apr 04, 2009 3:31 am

You never help me...you always make me feel worse :evil:
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 04, 2009 5:01 pm

can you just cancle the final exam and give us all a passing grade?

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Post by Spidey » Sat Apr 04, 2009 10:32 pm

I am so fucking scared and angry right now I don't have words.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by Sprinklez » Sat Apr 04, 2009 10:35 pm

z-

I shouldn't have to fucking promise that I like spending time with you.
You're my boyfriend for Christ Sakes.
You should already know that I do..
I fucking hate that you don't believe me.
It hurts..
Hurts Like fucking hell..
Go fuck yourself..
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Post by Beasty » Sun Apr 05, 2009 5:00 am

I wish I could have done things differently. Then maybe I could still have love again. I could still have you again.

Sometimes I wonder if you feel the same way about me-- wish that it could have worked out at the time. Wish that we could have the opportunity to make it work again. But I could never tell you because if I did, I'm afraid you'll run. And it will all have been for nothing.
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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Apr 05, 2009 5:32 pm

I'm sorry...I wish I could just tell you how sorry I am and that I'll never do it again, but I can't make that promise
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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Apr 06, 2009 12:32 am

I don't care if you fail. No, I hope you do, so I can finally leave you behind and move on to better things.
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Mon Apr 06, 2009 12:49 am

thankyou today was nice

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Post by MusicalMorphine » Mon Apr 06, 2009 7:02 pm

ihateyouihateyouihateyouihateyou

Everyone thinks you're so fucking nice and it makes me sick.

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Post by Sprinklez » Tue Apr 07, 2009 12:17 am

I'm sick of this relationship.
Fuck!
I want out.
Wish I could cut you out of my heart and be done with it.
Too much pain.
Too much fighting.
Gotofuckinghell!
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Post by Eva » Tue Apr 07, 2009 4:54 pm

I hate you I hate you I hate you!!

I thought we had something special. I thought you wouldn't share those things with anyone, but you did. You don't care about me at all. You're a piece of shit. I wish I've never met you. I hate everything about you!!!

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Post by Sprinklez » Thu Apr 09, 2009 4:35 am

I lied.
I'm soo sorry.
I don't think we can make this work.
I think it'll end it heartbreak.
For both of us.
But I'm not a quitter.
And I'll deal with the pain.
As long as you still want me, I swear I won't give up on you.
Just want you to know, every second that I'm with you hurts.
And if you don't change soon I can't promise I'll stick around..
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Post by Beasty » Fri Apr 10, 2009 3:27 am

Doesn't anyone remember me? Does anyone ever miss me or want to hang out with me? Does anyone even think of me from time to time with some measure of fondness?

No, of course not. For the past three years, never. Why should things change now?
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Post by Beasty » Sat Apr 11, 2009 3:47 am

I think that I'll always be hung up on you. Always want you. Sometimes, so bad it will hurt. I don't think I'll ever not love you.
Sure, I'll love others, not think about you for awhile, get infatuated with other people, and such. But I'm sure that I'll always have a spot in my heart that will want you and love you.
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Post by Eva » Sat Apr 11, 2009 1:43 pm

I want you to miss me :(

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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Sat Apr 11, 2009 2:55 pm

i dont think i can come over tomorrow. There is too much and I know your going to try to pawn your cats off to me but I all ready said no. dont pressure me or I will just not talk to you any more.

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Post by Spidey » Sun Apr 12, 2009 3:37 am

If she is willing to treat you like shit because there's nobody else to, and/or subject other family members to that when you're not there, then she is absolutely worthless.

If I were you, I wouldn't listen to her. Take all the important shit you have and then just duck the fuck out. Don't deal with her headgames and bullshit.
there is, in the end, the letting go.
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Post by DecemberLivy » Mon Apr 13, 2009 12:09 am

T - I like you, I want to get to know you better. I feel like there was some serious chemistry between us and I want to explore it. I'm partly angry I only got a chance to know you briefly, but I'm still glad I did meet you. I'm not going to give up on this.
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Post by Amneris » Mon Apr 13, 2009 3:54 am

I FEEL ALONE, I NEED YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED MY FRIENDS! I NEED SOMEONE TO LISTEN TO WHAT I SAY WITHOUT JUDGING
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Post by Sprinklez » Mon Apr 13, 2009 6:46 am

M-
Can't you see what you're doing to me?
Honestly?
Can't you see that you're slowly but surely ripping my heart in two?
I'm trying to be done with you.
Really, I am.
But I can't fucking do it if you won't leave me alone.
Yes I still want you.
Always have, always will.
But you're too old.
Maybe when I'm eightteen.
If I'm not with Z then, I'd love to give it another go.
But let me live my fucking life.
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