tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.
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thewaves
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by thewaves » Fri Mar 20, 2009 3:22 am
I can't recover this term.
I'm so far from where I wanted to be, and I know I'll just keep settling for less again because I'm losing faith in any of my percieved strengths. I need the freedom that should come with accepting that I am not special, that I am not worth meditations on "could have been" perfection. I'm worse than average, but this doesn't take the pressure off...
"I thought my ideas were so clear. I wanted to make an honest film. No lies whatsoever. I thought I had something so simple to say. Something useful to everybody. A film that could help bury forever all those dead things we carry within ourselves. Instead, I'm the one without the courage to bury anything at all. When did I go wrong? I really have nothing to say, but I want to say it all the same." -Federico Fellini's 8 1/2
...beneath the waves...
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kalayla
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Erin-
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by Erin- » Fri Mar 20, 2009 3:32 pm
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5th section
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by 5th section » Sun Mar 22, 2009 11:47 pm
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
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zazie
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by zazie » Thu Mar 26, 2009 5:54 am
Not sure if I want to cry IRL or not. Part of me does, but it tends to just make me feel worse in the long run.
So virtual tears.
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by xStarBright » Tue Mar 31, 2009 7:56 pm
don't worry if i'm not here - i come and go.
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starcatuk
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by starcatuk » Tue Mar 31, 2009 11:43 pm
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Sheliya
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by Sheliya » Tue Mar 31, 2009 11:57 pm
How did you know that I'm all alone today
Oh I feel so scared and I want to go away
I bleed so deep underneath
My soul is screaming
I'm not gonna hide, I'm not gonna run away
I'll uncover the scars, and show you every mistake
Your love has mended my blisters and my bruising shame
Now I'm not ashamed.
Here with you I am safe
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waiting for the morning Feel free to read along! Hugs and replies are welcome!
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Eva
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by Eva » Sun Apr 05, 2009 7:23 pm
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by Diane M » Sun Apr 05, 2009 9:24 pm
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by 5th section » Mon Apr 06, 2009 10:23 pm
...then one day I realised that the people you see in waiting rooms and car parks and on trains are really far more interesting. That they all have whole novels inside them, a fabric of scar tissues, photos and memories. They are comedies and tragedies and - more often - both at the same time.
- Anna James (1984-2007)
son of ultimate starshine / brother of Eisa & Sprink / Birdie's ornithologist / married to Mande / Chey's uncle
- my place
- my band (or more accurately, the band of which I am the bassist) some SI/SU triggers in lyrics...proceed with caution...
GOING STRAIGHT SINCE 1ST DECEMBER 2009
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Dandelion
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by Dandelion » Fri Apr 10, 2009 9:55 am
Let's show them all how it's done, let's do it all imperfectly.
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by OneWay » Thu Apr 16, 2009 6:14 am
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
Im not New my name used to be onewayonelifeone love but it wont work so i made this one!
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zombiepeople
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by zombiepeople » Sat Apr 18, 2009 2:34 pm
I can't do this anymore.
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
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by Joseph » Sat Apr 18, 2009 2:45 pm
dad I'm sorry
My name is Joseph, formally sirjnj.
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I have a BUS family now 
SprinkleZ, Kate, and a7xcncangel are my sisters
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by ultimate starshine » Sat Apr 18, 2009 3:21 pm
im sorry im such a failure.
*cries*
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy
"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."
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Eva
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by Eva » Sat Apr 18, 2009 7:52 pm
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by zombiepeople » Sun Apr 19, 2009 4:38 am
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
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