Right Now I Feel... Version 2.0

tips on how to cope: dealing with your feelings, dealing with the consequences of self-harm in your life. share your ideas and maybe pick up some new skills, too. you don't have to want to stop to learn something new here.

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PLAIN JANE
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Post by PLAIN JANE » Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:28 pm

ashamed
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Post by Chey Kizoxie » Tue Mar 24, 2009 3:34 pm

confused. very confused.
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ambivalent red
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Post by ambivalent red » Tue Mar 24, 2009 9:27 pm

pissed off
angry
mad... at her!

rushed
anxious
speedy yet slow

pissed off.
There's no where to run
There's no where to hide
From what's in your mind - It's a Ghetto
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cactussunrise
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Post by cactussunrise » Wed Mar 25, 2009 12:29 am

I feel like I'm playing hide and seek with myself.
up, up, down, down, that's the way life goes around.

-me

you don't need to do it, you never need to do it.

-pq

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dreamoutloud
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Post by dreamoutloud » Wed Mar 25, 2009 1:07 am

I feel calm, disapointed, overwhelmed, and apathetic if those are all possible at the same time.
"You can dream, so dream out loud" Acrobat - U2
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Post by ultimate starshine » Wed Mar 25, 2009 1:29 am

empty
Sprink is my wonderful gobby (goblin) daughter
I am 5th Sections mummy
RDS is my amazing sister
Elmoscaresme is my adorable niece
I am Eisa's Fairy

"The marks I make, The steps I take, Prove i still exist" ~ written by me."

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Post by zazie » Thu Mar 26, 2009 5:59 am

Messy. Like I'm a mess.

Hopeful. There's the potential for good things. And it doesn't seem to depend on pretending nothing's wrong forever. I don't think that right at the start would be a good time, but it seems like as things progress, there's real potential for "I'm not okay and I need help" being accepted, and me still getting to keep the other good things. (I really shouldn't give details.)

Scared. Of a lot of things. In a lot of ways. Scared of not being okay. Scared of being okay. Scared of being expected to toughen up and just deal in ways that I just can't. Scared of being expected to toughen up and just deal in ways that I probably can. Scared everyone will hate me once everyone gets to know me.

Confused.

Sometimes sad, sometimes really good.

Frequently guilty over all kinds of things. And sometimes guilty about feeling guilty.
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Post by zombiepeople » Fri Mar 27, 2009 4:11 am

Extremely depressed and urgy to SI, confused, hopeless, a bit SU, self-hate
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:50 am

As if a part of my life is missing, but it's upto me to find a way to fill it back up.
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Fri Mar 27, 2009 4:41 pm

guilt, anxiety
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the what's what of dressings
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Post by VowsOfSadness » Sat Mar 28, 2009 8:33 pm

overly sensitive
*Challenges welcome*
I always love a :lpurpstar:

I woke up this morning, I suddenly realized we're all in this together.

Drop by my place & say hi :)
Ask me anything!!!

I'm fully Recovered!
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Chaocontrol6
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Post by Chaocontrol6 » Sat Mar 28, 2009 9:04 pm

Better than I used to be.
Just let time tell the story, and act accordingly. (Phrase by myself)
H.A.L.T!!! (Genius!!)
These feelings too, shall pass. (BUS phrase?)
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Post by zazie » Sat Mar 28, 2009 9:18 pm

Icky.
Sore.
Embarrassed.
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zombiepeople
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Post by zombiepeople » Sun Mar 29, 2009 4:39 am

depressed
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
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purplefroggydishwasher
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Post by purplefroggydishwasher » Sun Mar 29, 2009 10:57 am

lke i want to go home, despite already being there.
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what milo is
milo as in my place: Read only version - No replies, thanks!
the what's what of dressings
:o Zombie purplefroggydishwasher
PFD IS: The Snape of Milo, Tsar of Cool, Queen of Camping Equiptment, Archbishop of Rock and a member of the Order of the Seam Ripper
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Post by ChangeTheWorld » Sun Mar 29, 2009 4:09 pm

lost. anxious... needing to curl up and sleep
Strength.Compassion.Creativity.

"she wonders how many women are walking around this world feeling the tingling of their amputated wings. remembering what it was to fly. to sing." Andrea Gibson "Blue Blanket"

" I come in too many flavours for just one fucking spoon" (Stacey ann chin"Crossfire")

"I want to erase the straight lines, so i can be me" (Stacey-Ann Chin " If only out of vanity")

http://buslist.org/phpBB/viewtopic.php?f=19&t=194582 every challenge met, every obstacle conquered..aka MJ's Brand New Place. Read along as much as you please.
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Post by Jamas » Wed Apr 01, 2009 12:31 am

Tired. Overwhelmed. Drained. ...Like I'm suffocating.
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the edge of the world
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Location: the edge of the world, duh!...

Post by the edge of the world » Thu Apr 02, 2009 1:11 am

hopeless, worthless, unmotivated, tired, overwhelmed
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zombiepeople
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Post by zombiepeople » Thu Apr 02, 2009 2:28 am

still depressed, a bit scared
"Wouldn't it be great to heal the world with only a song?"
~Serj Tankian
"Honking Antelope
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Shark~Bait
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Post by Shark~Bait » Thu Apr 02, 2009 3:07 am

like i don't belong. My house is not my home.
Broken are these wings of mine,
Aching is this heart of mine,
Tired are these eyes of mine
And lost is this soul...

The Yesterdays of Tomorrow - My Place :D

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